I'm so incredibly bored with my self image. I'm slowly losing weight etc which is nice (keep getting compliments at work) but really I feel like my outside image doesn't match my inside expressive side. I mean, ffs I'm a web designer and photographer but I can't find the image I want to portray?!
Why is it that it's always so much harder to create for ourselves than it is for our clients?
So any suggestions would be really appreciated, I asked on the hair thread but so far no comments.
My hair used to be like this, which I kinda like (although still a tad boring):
Then I went for the chop and colour which I'm tempted to do... but beau likes it long. Not sure what to do!
Help?!
Why is it that it's always so much harder to create for ourselves than it is for our clients?
So any suggestions would be really appreciated, I asked on the hair thread but so far no comments.
My hair used to be like this, which I kinda like (although still a tad boring):
Then I went for the chop and colour which I'm tempted to do... but beau likes it long. Not sure what to do!
Help?!
So much to do, so little time.
Am doing a kids competition for a client of mine, we're going to get kids to send in videos of them dancing to one of her tracks and then I'm going to edit the best ones together to make a music video. All rather exciting.
Hair still falling out but am feeling more positive after talking to my folks and boyfriend about it all. It always helps me to gain perpective on things by talking them out with someone I trust.
Another day, another dollar.
Am doing a kids competition for a client of mine, we're going to get kids to send in videos of them dancing to one of her tracks and then I'm going to edit the best ones together to make a music video. All rather exciting.
Hair still falling out but am feeling more positive after talking to my folks and boyfriend about it all. It always helps me to gain perpective on things by talking them out with someone I trust.
Another day, another dollar.
Another day, another dollar.
Finally cleaned my room, bathroom and did a load of washing - phew!
My hair is seriously getting thin, it's falling out due to my recently diagnosed PCOS. It's pretty horrible really, having large handfuls of hair falling out in the shower and malting all day. I have so much hair usually. This syndrome is seriously the ultimate way to strip you of everything you feel makes you a woman. I'm hairy in places I don't want to be, losing hair in places I shouldn't be, no periods, possible chance of infertility, oily skin and it's incredibly hard to lose weight due to the insulin resistance. Fuck me that's quite the list.
Oh well, going to the Specialist next week, hopefully they'll be able to get my hormone levels sorted so my body does what it's supposed to.
Enjoying being back on SG, I think the undercut is a go now. Especially with the hair loss thing - I refuse to be the woman with disgusting thin hair, I'll shave it all off before that happens. I spose it's a way of feeling like I have some control in all of this too.
Finally cleaned my room, bathroom and did a load of washing - phew!
My hair is seriously getting thin, it's falling out due to my recently diagnosed PCOS. It's pretty horrible really, having large handfuls of hair falling out in the shower and malting all day. I have so much hair usually. This syndrome is seriously the ultimate way to strip you of everything you feel makes you a woman. I'm hairy in places I don't want to be, losing hair in places I shouldn't be, no periods, possible chance of infertility, oily skin and it's incredibly hard to lose weight due to the insulin resistance. Fuck me that's quite the list.
Oh well, going to the Specialist next week, hopefully they'll be able to get my hormone levels sorted so my body does what it's supposed to.
Enjoying being back on SG, I think the undercut is a go now. Especially with the hair loss thing - I refuse to be the woman with disgusting thin hair, I'll shave it all off before that happens. I spose it's a way of feeling like I have some control in all of this too.
I haven't been on here for a few years. So much has changed since I was part of this community, but I came back because I want to be apart of something less vanilla than my life currently is.
I don't really fit in with the usual people, I never have. When I was little I had to learn to pretend to be who people wanted to be friends with. I learnt well, I'm well liked by most people and haven't had trouble socializing since. The problem with making yourself fit is that when you touch base back with your real self, you realize you haven't been that person all week. I'm essentially someone else all week until I get home and crawl into bed, exhausted.
I'm sick of fitting in and the normal, quirky but likable person at work, at parties, on the street. I think I'd like to have an outside change to fit my inside. I always told myself I bought boring clothes, got the average haircut because I was fat and there wasn't any point in looking like a fat freak. Maybe there is, maybe looking like a freakish fatty is better than just fatty.
And in the name of expressing out inner crazy person, I'm going to get an undercut. I think.
Maybe a bit like a brunette version of this?
I don't really fit in with the usual people, I never have. When I was little I had to learn to pretend to be who people wanted to be friends with. I learnt well, I'm well liked by most people and haven't had trouble socializing since. The problem with making yourself fit is that when you touch base back with your real self, you realize you haven't been that person all week. I'm essentially someone else all week until I get home and crawl into bed, exhausted.
I'm sick of fitting in and the normal, quirky but likable person at work, at parties, on the street. I think I'd like to have an outside change to fit my inside. I always told myself I bought boring clothes, got the average haircut because I was fat and there wasn't any point in looking like a fat freak. Maybe there is, maybe looking like a freakish fatty is better than just fatty.
And in the name of expressing out inner crazy person, I'm going to get an undercut. I think.
Maybe a bit like a brunette version of this?
