hiiiiiiiiiiiii: i am cheerful today for some reason. maybe it is because i went to best buy and bought a shitload of crap. i love best buy it makes me high. ummm i am just getting over being sick with some of crud. today is the first day that i am not hacking up a lung. tomorrow i am going to work then go visit my grandma. i love my grandma. she is like 84 and she says "shit!" hehe she rules.

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happy martin luther king day. i have the day off but i should work. only prob is that it is only 8 degrees right now, and i work outside. f me. i will prolly only last like an hour. i slept in today until ten am. was nice. i woke up at 5am to get a drink and my new friend the trumpet player was online. so i talked to him on the phone for an hour. he seems way cool. this weekend i went shopping. i have a problem. i spent 300 bux at target on such things as t shirts that say I LOVE GEEKS. then i went to bath n body works and bought all this fun girly stuff. i fogot how much i like that place. i smell yummy. im so glad im a girl.

another exhausting day of work! i'm behind on my sales so kira is u read this ever, now would be a good time to order from me yawn im so tired. what is new with me. ugh ill save that for another day

hi: today is lame. i worked in the cold. got home. then decided to go to the gym. now im waiting for my ipod to charge so that i dont get bored and go home after five mins. the gym sucks.

yayyyy! this is gonna be short cuz im exhausted..i worked my butt off today and only got one sale booo. but after work i went to a party supplies store and buy decorations cuz one of my closest friends is finally coming back from florida! yay! so i decorated her place so she is surprised when she comes home. i'm so sweet

I guess I should update this thing eh? i am so bad at keeping up with my journal! but anyway, i just got home from seeing the musical Evita at the Fisher Theatre. It was good, i love the music from that show. I also got a new car I got a red mazda6 and I love it so far. wooo! i also made it past the probation period at work so I am now an official employee of my company! yay! so far i really love this job. the money is great and I love what I do. IT's been awhile since I could say that. OH, last weekend I was interviewed by an fbi agent but I'm not gonna say why. I'm also working on a project that I really hope I complete I'm gonna write a musical and set it to a certain musician's music. Once I get it written I jsut gotta get his approval and maybe it will get produced Produced on a grand scale! I'm a dreamer but anything is possible. Hmm what else is new with me..Well, I think I'm about done nursing my breakup wounds I think. How do u really know when the time is good to start dating again anyway? I think I may, and just have fun with it. I wanted to wait so I wouldn't come off as jaded and bitter. I also want to be somewhat independent and not flit n flutter from guy to guy. that's lame. If I didn't mourn my breakup for at least a lil while then I wouldn't do any justice to the year long relationship i had...i hope my next bf has nice parents. Cuz i just gotta say that my ex's mom was a big bitch. ahh finally said it and it feels good. I never realized that a guy's mom can be more of a formidable opponenet than any chick trying to take yur guy hehe.

I have been constipated for two days and it really hurts.

Ooh I recant...I opened my big mouth too soon as usual! 197-188

yaaaaaaaaaaaaawn..i have been lazy about updating my journal so I will write a half ass entry even though I am tired. Today was OK. I'm watching the news and basketball at the same time. HAPPY BASKETBALL NEW YEAR! WOO ! Boo for the election though...It doesn't look good for Kerry so far. Lord knows what kinda havoc 4 more years of Bush will bring.

My friend Caroline is mad at me for my drunk ass behavior last friday. And I'm mad that she could be mad over something so dumb. SHe is mainly mad cuz my drunkeness pissed off her neighbor and Caroline cares a lot about what other ppl think. I do hate to think that I am adding to her stress level becaue she does have a lot to deal with now. I think that is partially why she is so upset with me..Prolly cuz her nerves are on the edge. I guess it doesn't help that I still once in awhile like to act the way I did when I was 18 up at msu, while Caroline's idea of going out and 8 and being home by midnight. Well, maybe I'll meet some fun people here. *SIGH* Nevertheless, I hope Caroline loosens up because I hate when people are mad at me!

Last night I went out drinking with my friend. We went to lil dive bar and it kinda sucked. My friend ended up leaving early, leaving me with no ride. Luckily I got the goofball who I was talking to to take me back to her place. Unfortunately she did not hear me buzz her condo so guess where I had to sleep? In my damn car! I guess I deserved it.