Friday, what a week I started working out and I've managed to be reasonably focused about it I haven't let things derail me to much,I got to mess about with my camera as well but I really wish this miserable wet Irish winter would go away so I can get some mountain biking done.

How are you all today?

Hi Everyone

Tuesday is here and its been hectic. First of all I slept till lunchtime which is never good but I dragged my sorry ass out of bed and thought I was going to be a feel sorry for myself day but I started to kick my own butt so I had some lunch grabbed my exercise DVDS and did a 40 minute workout

Sweated my ass off and had to peel myself off the floor but the 50 lbs I need to loose won't shift themselves

Had to help kids with schoolwork and we ran out of heating oil so had to get some emergency stuff at the shop and the weather was horrendous but I got there

I look forward to tomorrow where I have one workout and then a few hours to myself. Might build some lego or figure out how to shrink picture file sizes

Yay photography Monday but the weather is terrible so its becoming photography research day. I also started to kick my own butt by getting up and doing an exercise DVD this morning, May also play some Halo today as I should hopefully get some new Spartan Ops and of course I'll be browsing my favourite website SG.com

Ok so here we are at the end of one of the most up and down weeks I've experienced for a long time its been properly difficult and I am sitting here realizing that one of the things that has been keeping me going is this site and the ability to just have a rant and not to worry about it, Putting everything down in text really is therapeutic,

So positives from this week.

I know that I want to be a photographer of landscapes, weird stuff and modelling

I have that desire so starting next week I'll be trying harder with my pictures and working out how to promote myself.

and

I got my nipples pierced

Bring on next week

Wow Thursday already and I'm starting to feel a bit more like my old self, partly be setting out to make a new self, so I finally had my nipples pierced and I feel awesome, just need to remember to look after them. Visiting my Granny today so looking forward to that and today is NSO Thursday at Belfast Roller Derby always fun to hang out with the Derby Peeps

Keep it real Peeps

Love ya all

Ok so its Tuseday right? Man I've lost track of time over the weekend and now that I finally manage to drag myself into the world of the living I realise that I'm pretty sure I'm coming down with the cold

So whats been happening?

Saturday for me was fairly awesome a friend of mine came to visit and brought his new camera and we had some fun shooting on differnet settings and realising the pros and cons of our cameras, then we shot zombies on Res Evil 6 and ate pizza.

Sunday was fairly quiet as I wasn't to exercise due the medical trial I was screening for so went and hung out at roller derby but didn't do much.

Monday was complete disaster I got up at 6am to get to me medical screening for 8 sat around for 3 1/2 hours before finding out I was slighty too heavy and couldn't take part Came home and lost myself in Lego LOTR until 2am, really should have been more productive

So only just got up, feel awful, beating myself up about not doing more around the house for my girlfriend and really should get started.

Todays blog, well I got a lie in which was wonderful, the no caffeine, no energy drinks, to alcohol thing I'm going through is proving tough. I had terrible headaches but I slept well and got some new camera stuff, took an interesting picture in the snow which I'll hopefully post up here. Looking for some camera peeps to help me out at some stage with advice etc.

love ya all

Just got my copy of Hard GIrls, Soft Light in the post today yay!!!!!! Gonna look through and enjoy

So its been a couple of days since I blogged, this is the first blog where I put out how I'm feeling. Its been a rough couple of days, a fight with my girlfriend and the knowledge that we are fairly tight on money coupled with the fact I got screwed over by a car tyre company means that I haven't really slept and I'm wired. Plus I found a medical trial that will help take the ease off the financial worries but it means no alcohol. no caffeine and no exercise for a coupe of days. Rant Over, thanks for readinng

Wednesday, traditionally the day I relax before getting stuck into working around the house but I didn't sleep much last night so I'll be taking it easy before I start doing any serious stuff, I might finally get around to building the lego kit I got for Christmas