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Slowly getting back to my old self, This has been a real up and down week. Having to speak to solicitors has been really tough on me but getting my girlfriend slowly back to her old self and one of the best things I've seen this week has been the Rive Jack photoshoot.

Anyway today was up and down and I had a good wake up but a bad morning followed by an ok afternoon and a good evening.

Tomorrow I try to get supplies to turn a chest into a bench

Hey all,

Need to have a bit of a vent so apologies in advance

Just had a meeting with solicitors about trying to get on with my divorce and it eating at my brain all the time. I can't relax I can't think about anything else. I just wish it was all over but its all I can think of with no end in sight. I just want to get away from it all, ride my bike and take some pictures!!

Is that too much to ask?

thanks for listening

Hey all,

What a difference a few days make. I was so depressed at the start of the week, stressed out to the point I thought I was starting to lose my mind but a few days later and having had a few friends over today to play a few board games and meeting a few people through the joy of wil wheatons tabletop series. That man is a legend. SO MUCH HAPPIER.

Looking forward to next week

target are mountain biking, photography, and working out while getting my filing done.

Peace All

Hello All,

Man has it really been this long since I posted, I feel so bad. Life kinda went to pot after I got back from my snowboard holiday. I got back to a sick girlfriend and a broken car and its taken this long to get both on the road to recovery, meanwhile my stress levels have shot through the roof with general lack of sleep and worry I'm starting to feel really run down so I'm going to try reset my life on Monday and get working out again and back into photography and hopefully start to turn it around.

Starting to get excited, its getting closer and closer to snowboarding, the stuff is all set out and I just cant wait to get it all packed and start heading to France to hit the slopes.

Love ya all

Woo Hoo, its Friday and I'm happy and I know it. Its great I've had one of the best weeks since about Tuesday onward I've skated done some photography and I'm really looking forward to this weekend.

Love you all

Hi Everyone,

Been meaning to write more often but it just seems like life is constantly getting in the way, I do suppose the only difference now is I'm starting to take life on my terms as opposed to me letting it all get on top of me, I did have a bit of a relapse over the last ten days when my birthday didn't go to plan and then it seemed like I was first of all forgotten about and second of all taken for granted, its almost been too easy to close up and not face my issues.

But thats hopefully just behind me

I love this site and believe it or not its helping as a way of expressing myself. I've started to make a few friends who send the odd message or comment and its nice knowing people are out there listening and even if they aren't I find it therapeutic typing it all out.

Anyway got my new 50mm camera lens and I'm looking forward to trying some different styles of photography and trying to get back to my old self

Wow has it really been a week since I last posted, I feel like I'm letting all the SG comunnity down a bit by taking so long to get another blog up.

Tell you what though its been a hell of a week

Last weekend the girlfriends children lost a distant relative on the other side of the family suddenly so that threw everything out the window and it turned out the funeral was on Wednesday with was my birthday but i just had to smile and nod as it all fell apart around me. On top of that the house has been full of sickness with viral infections, I haven't really been able to work out as much as iI would have liked and I haven't been able to network on here the way I would normally,

I've logged on check out the shoots left a few comments thats about it, feel swrong not taking the time to get to know people here and comment properly,

Who knows what the weekend is going to bring now but I guess I'll just have to deal with it

Maybe I'll get a break soon

or run off with my camera and my bike lol

love ya all

My word, Wednesday already and I have no clue whats been happening. I stayed up on Sunday to watch the Superbowl and that was good fun had friends over etc and it has been a topsy turvey week since then, I'm currently sitting in the house washing clothes and watching movies, tried to contact my solicitor to try push my divorce on through and its my birthday next week and it seems like very few people give a crap about it.

I'm just narked off, I'm tired and frustrated and just need a release valve to blow off some steam, Roll on the 28th when I get out of here to hit the snow.



peace all.

So today I attended a pagan celebration of Imbolc and while I wasn't taking part it was nice to be there outdoors enjoying the energies I feel around me as I start to explore myself and really get to know myself,

one of the things you are supposed to do is workout what you would like to leave behind this year and I want to leave behind my extra 50lbs in weight and my sense of self loathing

I feel good today

Hope you all do as well