Good news for me today. I have been officially hired at my part time job. Gonna be a crazy summer, but I will enjoy every minute of it. Plenty of work and hopefully saving money. I am really looking forward to going to Cincy Fringe Festival. I'm hoping that there will be plenty of SG people there. Would love to meet some people and have people show me around. I am familiar with Cincy, but not near enough. I can not wait. I think the festival is going to be a blast.

I would like to send a special belated Happy Mothers Day out there to all the SG women who are mothers. I hope your day was grand and enjoyable.

I have noticed lately that although, the girls are extremely beautiful; I'm starting to see less memebers with tattoos. Again, tattoos are expensive depending on what you get, where, size, detail, color, etc. For me, the idea behind this site was to show just how beautiful woman can be with tattoos and piercings. I also understand the need and desire for exceptance. I have found a majority of the woman rather exquisite creatures, but again for me; the draw was not only to find people I can attempt to communicate with and learn from, but to see what the rest of the world is missing and not understanding. I have a huge attraction to tattoos and people are of the non-society norm. Anyway, my rant for the day. Laundry, dishes, DVR and some games. Enjoying another day off.

So, I'm attempting to start a new strategy for life. It is going to be extremely difficult, I know I will fall occasionally, but I am hoping that I am strong enough to pick myself back up and keep moving.

Wow.. I have not left anything since St. Patty's Day. That is crazy, but also extremely normal for me. I go through very different periods of anxiety and depression. I love being a human being. LOL. I'm still just working away at the Donut Shop trying to learn how to operate and possibly own this business one day. It is very tiring, stressful and extremely lonely. I do look forward to seeing my daughter every other weekend. I will see her this coming weekend. I'm hoping for good weather so that we may play outside.

It is Technically St. Patty's Day. I am home, bout to shower and smoke a bowl. I have less than 12 hours before I will be in the Newport/Cincinnati area celebrating and taking a rather small, but much needed time off. I am enjoying this site, I just wish I could spend a little bit more time on here, or at least learn to make extremely smart use of what little time I have. Oh well, All I can think about is my vacation and my bowl. LOL. Good times ahead over the next 36 hours.

Getting sick.. Not good. Congested to high hell. tired, so ready for my mini vacation over St. Patty's. Work is becoming very boring and frastrating. It is no longer fun and it seems as if the boss is upset with me, but not telling me. I really do want to continue on with the business, but I don't know if I can handle the owner anymore.
Anyway, I am watching Your Highness.

I got some good news today. My copy of Cannibal Halocaust. In my DVD player as I am writing this blog. If you have not seen this movie and are tempted by very extreme footage and something that looks very real; than I would suggest getting a chance to watch this. I won't get to watch it all as I have to be at work at 5pm, but I am just very happy that it is here. Add it to my collection of movies that most people won't watch. Tonight shall be a fairly easy night. But my shoulder is still really, really bothering me.

I was strolling through the members section looking for people to talk to and attempt to find common interests with. When I noticed that it seems as if most people have such great and enthusiastic lives. I am beginning to realize how much I am missing out on while I am chasing down a goal. The hardest and longest goal I have chased in ever that I can remember. Working six days a week 8-12 hours a day and on shifts that 80% of the population doesn't work on is rather sad. It is definately hard to find anyone who wants to do much on Saturdays. I can not wait for St. Patty's day when I travel to Newport, Ky for two days. A small trip to most but well needed and deserved by me. Just wish I had an actual camera to take some pictures with. I love this area and certain lights and areas can be rather breathe taking and beautiful.

Another Day of making Donuts is over. Another night of Dead Space 2 and achievement hunting is ahead. This road ahead of me is long and tiring, but when it is all said and done and I get to eventually own and operate this donut shop, it will definately be worth all the pain, headache and torment. Maybe even if I get lucky enough I will find time to squeeze in some social atmosphere with good peoples and spend more time with my daughter. Only time will tell.