I just don't get it. Some things make me really upset, just one word needs to be said for me to start crying my eyes out...
Others make me extremely happy... I'm just an emotional yoyo of nonsense. My entire self is a mess which confuses me but must confuse others for sure. Sorry
What to do? Just keep on going I guess as at least one person doesn't seem to be shocked by it, plus we've created our own bubble which I love spending time in.
Thank you <3
Others make me extremely happy... I'm just an emotional yoyo of nonsense. My entire self is a mess which confuses me but must confuse others for sure. Sorry
What to do? Just keep on going I guess as at least one person doesn't seem to be shocked by it, plus we've created our own bubble which I love spending time in.
Thank you <3
Someone who sees the world the way I see it
Someone whom I let hold my hand when the ground is shaking
Someone who cares for me, my happiness and my safety
Someone who is making efforts to respect my roots
Someone with the most beautiful colours, the biggest heart and the sexiest body
Someone to share laughters with
Someone who seems to have been made for me and me for him
Someone whom I let hold my hand when the ground is shaking
Someone who cares for me, my happiness and my safety
Someone who is making efforts to respect my roots
Someone with the most beautiful colours, the biggest heart and the sexiest body
Someone to share laughters with
Someone who seems to have been made for me and me for him
I have been feeling utterly weird this week, mix of emotions, up and down down downs. WTF!
I think this new life has started way too fast and now I need to find things to grab onto. I'm pretty much settled but surrounded by people I don't know. I have a great job but I'm so lost, such a n00b! Plus other things that I left on the side that start to pop their head out.
I miss people and things, I miss all the activities I had, I miss my friends, I miss my family, I miss my stuff which is not much but I feel so naked right now! And I miss him, even if I see him once a week.
Awesome things are still to come but right now, the full moon is looking down on me and I can't breathe!!
I think this new life has started way too fast and now I need to find things to grab onto. I'm pretty much settled but surrounded by people I don't know. I have a great job but I'm so lost, such a n00b! Plus other things that I left on the side that start to pop their head out.
I miss people and things, I miss all the activities I had, I miss my friends, I miss my family, I miss my stuff which is not much but I feel so naked right now! And I miss him, even if I see him once a week.
Awesome things are still to come but right now, the full moon is looking down on me and I can't breathe!!
Veni vidi... Hm not too sure about vici. I went to this interview, the two young guys were cool, bit cheeky but nothing major. I was relaxed and said everything I had to say. Now the waiting game.
Apart from that I'm slowly settling down, life is pretty sweet at the moment.
He is starting to be the center of my universe...
Apart from that I'm slowly settling down, life is pretty sweet at the moment.
He is starting to be the center of my universe...
So I was given another interview for another video game testing company, higher position than testing. I was so surprised when the guy called me saying "I want you to work for us" 
He then added that the guys who will interview me "don't want to work with a GIRL" and that I have to prove them I have the balls to do the job.
Which leads me to today's question: What the fuck am I going to wear??! Something business like, not too aggressive, charming but not too much, hiding my tattoos... I miss my gay friends so much right now, they would have found the perfect outfit in a second!
Apart from that the sun is outside and in my heart, hope it is shining for you as well
He then added that the guys who will interview me "don't want to work with a GIRL" and that I have to prove them I have the balls to do the job.
Which leads me to today's question: What the fuck am I going to wear??! Something business like, not too aggressive, charming but not too much, hiding my tattoos... I miss my gay friends so much right now, they would have found the perfect outfit in a second!
Apart from that the sun is outside and in my heart, hope it is shining for you as well
Got a job at 2K!!! For those of you who are gamers, you will know how happy I must be!! ^_^
All good!! I'm proud to say that I'm back to my own fluffy side, unicorn pooh and smarties cereals, yuss!! I have a job and a flat (still need to move in) but I can now breathe! Phew! I will now be able to open the creative door again and be a weirdo ^_^ as well as spend time with those who I care for <3
Smooooooch to you
Smooooooch to you
