Now that it is a new year, I thought I should write a new entry.

I am back in school now, which is awesome, but not so much. I am doing homework every night til like two am...

My sleep schedule is fucked...I mean I don't mind staying up all night, but I have to get up for class...silly classes. I love my human disease class, and I hate my physics class...and math is just math.

Other then school, the comic book is coming along well and should be printed and done in summer. Ahhh, that is not too far away. I better get cracking.

Well...I am pretty boring now that school has started. Still can't seem to find alot of people to hang out with in Tampa, but hey...I guess I would have to have time to hang out for that to work.

I swear when I grow up and become a Doctor...I am going to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me...or my belly really. I guess we may never know, I just don't want to keep losing organs.

On a different note...I can't freaking get started on my art project. WHY? Well because I can't figure out what I want to do...all the things I come up with seem so cliche' or dumb or whatnot.... I guess i just have to sit down and let it flow and what comes out comes out. Other then that...I will be moving the house around now that all our furniture is here.

I spent the weekend throwing up BLOOD...

oh yea...and since there are no competent freaking doctors...they still don't know what is wrong with me...so i just get to keep adding to my very long list of symptoms.

On a bright side...i am going to be doing a show...it has been a long time. Not that anyone reads this...but i will be posting some artwork in about a month...i got til January to do two walls worth of work. I am excited...it will let break up the monatany of studing chem.

I am so freaking smart. I slammed my hand into the car door...yep....genius. My hubby is calling me Lil manglehand. Cute, right?

Well since my dad was going so freaking awesome, I also found out that medical school is a year further away then first thought...or really first hoped. Anyhow, in case anyone comes across this...and has any advice on a) medical school b)tampa c)how to keep my sanity....


Oh, and now with this mangled hand i can't even finish my book ....

xoxo
me

Well, I am back....I have been gone for so long, and now I have moved to TAMPA...I have just arrived. I have no idea what kind of things to do for fun here...anyone with advice let me know...THANKS

I am back from the land of cheese, but busting my ass for the MCAT's so been super super busy...

Well now that I am back I am leaving, but just for a week, got to do the whole family thing. I am going to wisconsin, to celebrate "christmas" and my parents 25th aniversey. Kisses...Happy holidays to everyone and best wishes for a kick ass New Year!

It has been three months since i have had internet....can you believe that shit...three months. This is the first time I have ssen my lab top....oh sweet sweet interent...how i have missed alot of what it has to offer
So, quick update... I got a job, it rocks...i got married, a hurricane destroyed my first apartment, i moved with the new hubby to a new place, nicer too...so that was good, but then i ended up in the ER...there is somehitn gwrong lwith me that they can't figured out, so they were like hey let's take her off the medication she has been on for the last five years and watch her go threw withdraw and a downspiraling depression. WOW...oh and to top it all off today i go the ultimatum of psych ward or zanex....i choose the zanex...it is a long story but damn dude....too much shit....oh yea and my baby brother got arrested, and to top it all off the really awesome dog my fiance and i got had to go back to the pound...i cried....a week later after i bottled it up, then watched king kong and cried for five fucking hours...yea...so i am going to take some zannies and pass out til the damn doctors figure out what the fuck is up with me. Okay...wow i am done. sorry about the venting but i miss this site.

AHHH, to be back in the old home town.... and somehow being reduced to a sixteen year old fucking child. I can't believe I agreed to stay with my parents for a week before I can move into my apartment.....They are going to drive me NUTZ....i just don't know what to do other then scream. I need to make some fucking money too...and I was really really tring to avoid having to become a cousumer's whore...and waitress again, but hey damn good money and been doing it for along time...i just thought that I could get a job at the hospital...but well they dont' pay shit....and I got rent, a boy and two cats...and a fucking wedding...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...it will all be better tomarrow....I hope...

DRAMA! drama drama...everyone is talking about some crazy drama and I dont know what it is. SG and modles leaving and chaos insuing...well...I hope it all works out. I would be sad without this place, it is like a little slice of personal space and time at the end of the day and a really kick ass comunity.