I've been feeling really drained and ill lately. Usually I'd say it's because I'm working again but such is not the case. There might be something seriously wrong going inside my body. I won't bother going to the hospital though, because they never do anything but take a few xrays (as if my bones are going to tell them what's wrong with my stomach, etc), slap some bullshit diagnosis, and prescribe me some form of amoxicillin and big ibuprofen pills.

The hospital has helped me in the past, but not very often, and not since I was 16 so... I guess only time will tell. If I'm fine, then I'll live. If I'm not okay, I guess I'm slowly wasting away and when I'm passed away in some hotel bed or even mid-chat, in my 30's or whatever, you guys will say "Oh he was so young, if only the doctors had done something to help him..." It's pretty sad when I can go to the doctors and diagnose myself and say "Just give me the prescription for ___ ___ and I'll be on my way..."

Sorry for rambling, I'll stop now. /Endrant