so its been a wile sorry guys, school got a little hectic the last couple of weeks i was planning to post a blog or two but i was busy to edit some photos. so this is going to be a long blog :p
Blog:
school wise i just ended this semester today in the morning, it was an eventful semester fun classes met alot of cool people had to put down my dog got one not even a month after. it was crazy haha.
anyways in my portfolio class we had to make a website with our works in it. so if you have time here are my best works that i did a good job at capturing it and making the work look good on the interwebz well here you go..
my art website
:3
due to some issues i cant upload any pictures on here.. none of my pictures cant load up on my blogs.. anyways as soon as i find a way around ill post up pictures.. :/ fucking a..

Blogasurus rex
so this blog will be the opposite of what ive been posting latly. since jacks passing ive been really down and we contacted my dogs ex owner, turns out she dosnt have any more fox terriers but since she breed them for shows they have contacts with other fox terriers and gave us a email of a person who had other contacts with people who had fox terriers and after a couple of days we got in contact with this lady who had a 6 month old fox terrier. the pnly issue was that they lived like 4 hours away, luckly she had to take her to the groomers to fix her up and we bought her for 200 bucks. the trade off was that we cant breed her. so we have to fix her up. but later we found out that shes related to my old dog jack. so in a way i still have jack. jacks dad was her great great great grandfather but im guessing you want to see pictures of how beautiful she is... here you go <3

^this is the fist picture i took of her. the moment i saw her my heart skipped a beat. shes so cute

^this one was taken the moment she was in the house. but it took me alot of pictures to get one of her thats not blury since she was so hyper.

this one is of her when i was watching a movie the night we got her shes too cute i love her

this is of her and our cat. it looked friendly but out cat dosnt like tali all that much :p

this her sleeping next to me shes too cute she was really sleepy the day after we got her due to the fact that she couldn't go to sleep since she missed her sister.

her on her blanket well it was jacks blanket :p

but yea thats not all the pictures itook of her but ill upload more soon.
we got her two days ago from today. today is her 3ed day here and she loved it. she does miss her sister and everything. but she is trying to spoil her self she wants to see how much she gets away with. in her life she never slept on some ones bed and she wants to sleep on mine. :p what a cutie.
i know i kinda didnt really say her name but her original name was "blaze" the moment i herd it i was like yea we are naming her something else. my mom and i kinda greed to call her tali, from mass effect :p it kinda fits her :p funny because my old dog was named jack, we didnt name him, but a character in mass effect is also named jack. as im writing this shes on my lap shes too cute <3 hope you enjoyed the pictures i posted of her in here

Blog:
on the 13th of march we put down jack. over that weekend hes ear got cut and he kept on bleeding and bleeding and bleeding.. im guessing his blood was so messed up that it wouldn't clog up. but anyways jacks last couple of hours werent the best.. his system was starting to shut down and i think the cancer he had was growing some where else on him since he had trouble breathing.. and what really got me was the fact that he knew it was his last night and he wanted to sleep on my bed with me for one final time.. every night i cant go to sleep with out thinking about him and how he kept me company before going to sleep. he was a amazing dog he brought so much joy to my life and for that i miss him, there isnt a day that goes buy that i dont think about him and how much he made me happy. he only lived to be 11 he was going to be 12 later this year. and i know alot of people on here and friends i know really liked him, and well its hurts to think that hes not here anymore. i think the hardest thing i ever did was hand over jack to the vet so they could but him to sleep i had him in a blacket and the lady grabed him and told us that yea his body was shutting down, the moment they closed the door my face was covered in tears and i couldnt stop my self, it felt like i was saying goodbye to my brother/ best friend because no matter what jack was there for me. i love you jack i miss you so much its hard going through every day with out you. im crying right now...
rest in peace jack you were the most amazing dog i could ever ask for and i will never forget about you.. ever..
i was going to post pictures of him but fucking SG photo shit sucks right now.. so its not loading up.. :/ damn well yea my next blod will be better hope my attachments load..
sorry for the sad blog guys i just wanted to get that out of the way for those of you who didnt know the status on my dog..

Blogasurus rex.

good news about my dog, jack made it threw surgery with out a problem it was so little that they took out all the cancer in about a hour. he was in such good and healthy and happy mood when we took him to the vet. so on friday of last week we picked him up. he was already fully awake and excited to see me in his cage. it was cute. when we brought him home he wanted to go outside and play and it was dark outside he was a bit drugged up tho walking as if he was drunk haha. it was really good to see him walking around with out a problem. the day after surgery he was running around being all happy. hes doing fine now lets just hope the cancer dosnt come back but other then that hes great hes being eating ALOT and we spoiled him so much that he dosnt want to eat dog food. he only wants to eat chicken, but we are going to have to change that haha back to dog food for him as soon as hes 100% i was about to post pictures of jack i took on Thursday but for some weird reason the pictures wont upload on here :/ ill try it some other time

as for valentines day it was crappy i was dating some one sorta and well now she dosnt have interest in me.. it hurts.. been kinda down because of it. but it didnt effect me the way i kinda thought it would, maybe because i just dont get hurt when some one dosnt like me. oh well.. hope everyone had a good 4day weekend..

Sad blog time:
i normally like writing blogs when im happy and got stuff to say and post like art ive done. this one is different. for the last couple of months my dog jack has been having issues. we took him to this vet my grandmother new, he assumed it was just some infection in his throat... then it got to a point where we took him to a vet that actually knows what the Fuck to do, xray. but this came with some bad news. my dog has cancer in his throat.. it hurts him to shallow anything, for the past couple of days my mom and i would literally be on the floor begging jack to eat. tonight was the first night where he didn't want to eat. this makes me really sad to a point where im actually getting teary eyed and crying as im writing this. i had jack since i was 13 maybe 12 and hes a good dog. its hard seeing him so happy but not being able to eat.. really hurts me.... ok im back i was crying for a wile. the good news is that its a cancer that seams thats not spreading this morning we got the news that it was cancer for a wile we didn't knew if it was cancer or a tumor. so they said that they have to do some other analysis to make sure but if hes good then they will take it out and give him kemo. its really hard to go threw this again, my last dog before jack had cancer too... i think thats enough im balling right now, i hope jack gets better....please send your good thoughts and prayers to him. i just want him to get better hes in such good shape to have him put down because of this stupid shit is really sad.. :'(

this is a picture of him. i hope to what ever is up there to help him. i really love him hes been there for me so much..
this is him before taking him to the vet.


**update** jack ate like a fat ass today in the morning. he almost ate 2 cans of dog food. and he wanted more. but still im still worried. thanks to all of you who have read this <3

*update update*
so we called the vet they said THIS Friday they are going to do the operation. they are going to take the cancer or the tumor out. this is a huge bad thing good news thing tho, because the good news is that once they take it out it will be gone they are going to have to take it out slowly and in chunks.. BAD news is that if its too deep... they are going to have to put him to sleep since they can close it off.. uhggg........ im really nervous about this guys.... please do some praying or send your good thoughts and vibes about jack.. he really needs it.. :'(

so its been a full week since my birthday. didn't really do anything since the day before my bday, for some weird reason my tummy had to hurt late at night during work and i left early got home went to bed couldn't go to sleep due to my tummy hurting. and sucked even more since i had to wake up at 6 am for my first day of school too so when i got home my parents wanted to take me out to sushi. didn't eat much since i was scared for my tummy hurting. o_O but so far my classes look interesting. taking a nutrition class typography, American civilization and i got a portfolio class that will help us create our digital and physical portfolio. this semester is going to be awesome i just need to take one moar class and i can graduate and start working on transferring to a university most likely SDSU.
nerd talk:
well i wanted to make a list of what are my favorite games of last year i did one last year kidna wana do one for last year. there WAS alot of good games this year. so lets start with...

biggest surprise: there was a couple of games that felt a lil if-y or didnt have much interest but there was a couple that actually surprised me at how much fun i had, here are my top 5 choices: shadows of the damned, its amazing story and humor and what alot of games are missing these days.. heart it makes you feel alot for the character and makes them loveable, Deus ex Human revolution. wow the first time i played it i ended up like 5 hours sit in playing it, addicting and the stealth mechanics were really well done, dead island the game to me didnt feel that it was going to be fun good thing i waited until a friend of mine got it and it was a blast running over zombies, halo CE anniversary. i kinda thought i one of my favorite games of all time didnt age well and thought it wouldn't be as refreshing as it was back in the day, its still fun to play it just reminds me of all the memories i spent playing with my cousin, and the fact that its running the old engine and new makes it the most unique and best HD remake ive ever played LA NIOR i wasnt expecting for me to like it but i was actually interesting. i FUCKING suck at it but its fun playing it and reading peoples faces even if i suck at that too, lol haven't really played it much but one day ill finish it but the game play is fun its like being in a episode of law and order which i love!

my personal pick of the biggest surprise of 2011 is..

best fps: there was a LOT of fsps this year its a growing genre this year there was ALOT of sequels but hardly any new IPs but being a sequel dosnt mean its bad thing or anything. well any ways here are my picks.. Crysis 2, crysis is still one of my favorite games of all time the graphics is the biggest highlight but the story despite being kinda eh.. the game actually did right what it was made to be.. FUN, it was fun going around killing people with the suite, and just shooting felt right, the multiplayer wasnt that bad ether, yes its a cod clone, but its one that makes it feel a bit fresh and fun. battle field 3, i respect DICE for making battle field bad company series the online for those games are still fun as hell, despite having a short and by far one of the most anticlimactic ending, there was some missions that were a blast to play, the online i only played a bit and then i stopped playing. illget back on it. hopefully once i have enough money to buy it on pc since it was MADE for pc. now i can run it so well see. bulletstorm, kinda being a sleeper hit it was still pretty damn fun. mixing unreal tournament's style of game play and adding a cool point system on how you kill people was a blast. it was a bit short, but hey u dont play much games were you control a huge Godzilla like robot creature and kill people with it. so big plus there lol. i would put cod here but i didnt really have much intrest in call of duty any more, after modern warfare 2 the series really went down hill for me, thats where my gamer rage started, people camping, unfair and unbalanced online, and the amazing ability where all predator misses will magically kill me on sight.. anyways sorry for my rant haha my final pick was rage, made by the grand daddy of fps. id software, they invented the fps genre and made it amazing with doom 1. what made the game awesome is the shooting mechanics, it was fun to shoot around and killing people with the shotgun was amazing.
for best fps i would go with...
Rage there is a reason why id software made the fps genre, yea there was some flaws like the uneventful ending, but other then that it was the borerlands that could of been. shooting people and killing people with the shotgun is really satiating and its just FUN! thats what video games are made to be right? fun.

best puzzle game? well theres been a couple but ONLY ONE WORTH playing form last year..
PORTAL 2 <33

i would keep on writing but it would take up alot haha, but anyways over all the best game of last year for me has to be Skyrim. i havent beat it i only have 60 hours on it and i still feel like im a low level lol, my second pic is portal 2, its funny how a game that has no humans, besides your character, there is so mucn personality behind all the characters who are robots. from Glados to Wheatley every one is such a amazing character. there are few games that actualy made filled me up in laughs and good thoughts. portal 2 is amazing. as a gamer you CANT be a gamer with out playing portal 2, its just amazing.

anyways enough nerd talk for now, im playing through alice madness returns on pc and i can take pictures, so ive been taking alot of in game pictures as soon as im done with the game ill make a picture blog of EVERYTHING ALICE. i might do a live stream of me playing it, if you want to see ill post it on here some time. i like doing streaming, i just want some one to watch me play haha. anyways hope everything is well with all of you Sg land, this website has such a amazing community <3

Blargasurus rex!
hope every one is having a good December. and not having to deal with too much hectic stuff during finals.

art talk:
so since this was my last life drawing class was yesterday i spent all week drawing and actually writing papers for my meso American class and my African, oceanic and native American art. and wile i was drawing my final i took pictures of my progress. before i post up the picture let me explain what the assignment was: our assignment had to do with us recreating or having a painting from the art exhibit field trip, the el grecco to dali exhibit. once we choose a painting or art work we liked we have to draw a art work that has influenced by the art work, i choose "large nude dancer" by Picasso here is the picture its really hard to find it. took me about 20 minutes to find on google o_O


so before i post up my drawings they are based off characters of skyrim one is the Flame Atronach that looks like:

and the waspmother which looks like this:

so since the piccaso drawing to me looked like a painting of a duality of good and evil or light and dark i wanted to have the same concept of duality this one is fire and ice. so here you go enjoy:

^my first sketch



at this point i was like fuck i think i need to color this so i used chalk pastel colors
my first layer of coloring:





so this is when i started to use value and coloring the Flame Atronach's body armor:



so this is my final drawing i kinda spent a hour polishing and working on the Flame Atronach boob haha.


so over all i LOVED how it came out. its not amazing but for me its pretty awesome. i might hang it up on my wall after i get a frame for it and i get it back from grading next week haha. :p
heres one i liked that i worked over the semester:


nerd talk:
so other then working on finals all i really been playing alittle is fal out new Vegas on the xbox. i have it on pc, but i got it for free from Bethesda Insiders basicly its for employe that work at retail stores like gamestop or best buy and all you need is a check from your work and send them a picture and they will approve you and you can just fill out easy survey and get free games. i got skyrim for free but gave it to a friend since i already had skyrim :p but think im going to get back to skyrim this weekend. i miss it but finals made it hard for me to focus. i also got these bad boys:

i played a little of saints row and i LOVE the fact that i can kick guys in the balls as a melee attack haha. and halo anniversary is amazing. the graphics dont look like halo reach but still the fact that i can look how it looked last generation and now its like wow. makes it stand out from the other hd remakes that are super popular these days.. :p but it also has the ability to make me feel old as shit. 10 years since halo 1 came out o_O i remember being 13 when i got into halo 1 u_u lol anyways hope all of you have a good weekend. my blogs will be more frequent then they are now. if people read them :p but anyways yea hope to hear what you think about my life drawing final <3

Blogasurus:
real life? what is real life been so busy playing skyrim to care about the outside world, lol jk ill get back to skyrim in a bit, anyways everything is going ok. been feeling a bit better, other then being alone for Halloween(kinda late but oh well). no one invited me out or anything -_- but oh well. surprisingly there was NO trick or treaters this year. which was a drag since my parents and i bought candy and made popcorn. but i looked outside and there was NO kids outside.. anyways just dealing with life drawing and dealing with my horrible manager at gamestop i worked the midnight for call of duty mw3, and i was basically the bouncer, this is what we had people line up outside and around 10 we took them inside 2 at a time and pay for their game fully as if they were paying for it at 12 since we cant sell it before, and we gave them their receipt saying they payed for it at 10 and as soon as 12 hit we started letting people in to just show their receipt and get their game and leave. so it was pretty chill. i let people in to pay for their stuff 2 or 4 at a time and didnt let people in besides the people paying for mw3. outside we had a dj had a station for people to play mw3 split screen and even a guy brought his car and had a tv at the back with a ps3 and playing mw2. and i talked to some people. it was nice. but my manager assigned 6 people to do a 4 job midnight. and guess what he only had TWO, TWO FUCKING people working the day MW3 came out.. seriously the biggest game of all time and this idiot only had 2 people work that day. it was him and my friend/ coworker and he told me he couldn't take a lunch break bc my idiot manager.. and gamestop fucked up on paying me through my comdata card and they payed me in checks. which is awesome but i asked him and he was i dont know.. im like WTF how can you not know whats going on? YOUR THE FUCKING MANAGER! my friend told me. im like oh ok :p

NERD TALK
so i skiped on mw3 for multiple reason but mainly bc of this little game about killing dragons called...
SKYRIM!
those of you who dont know heres a awesome video of what its about with the catchy song xD

i bought it on pc. so far i have about 22 hours played and it came out last friday... omg i swear that game is the GAME OF THE YEAR heres some pictures i took via steam:










my first random dragon encounter

but over all the game looks beautiful. if you are on the fence about it. BUY IT! its amazing best 60 bucks you will spend this year. i wish i got the special edition. :p
anyways heres more pictures if you want to see they are beautiful

Blogasurus rex:

so when i try to update a blog i always want to include pictures or big stuff to talk about..
thats why i hardly post anything on here lol
Nerd/school talk:
so anyways just had a long week, worked on two assignments
for my life drawing well make it 2, had a field trip got a seasonal job at gamestop.. mhm not the biggest fan of gamestop but hey work is work.. and today was my first day and my manager was impressed and wants me to work for the midnight for modern warfare 3. im like oh... cool........... i dont mind working for a midnight release actually i never worked for one. but its call of duty. dont get me wrong i love fps.. but cod is a series that felt went down hill after mw2. then the whole issue with Activision firing half of Infinity ward kinda discouraged me from thinking their new game will be any good. but no offense to anyone who likes COD. it just dosnt feel the same with all the stuff they put in MW2. if you like it then i congratulate you on having more patience then i have at that game. i was amazing at cod4 aka Modern warfare 1 but mw2 came along and some how i suck. well anyways i cant wait for Uncharted 3 next week! i got the collectors edition and today at work i saw the box and i was like i cant wait to have you all for my self next week haha
so its almsot Halloween and in team fortress 2 on pc they always have a cool Halloween themed level going around Halloween. i played a couple of games with my cousin on there. first time him and i played something online that wasnt on the xbox360. thanks steam. but yea it was fun. i never had so much fun playing with him before so here is my photodump of all the onscreen pictures i took from team fortress2 Halloween related





omg so this is the halloween map where the headless horseman will appear and randomly kill anyone playing. its fucking crazy! but amazing.




so yea its a crazy game. its fun playing during Halloween.
as for my plans for Halloween i dont think i will be doing anything.. dont have anyone to party with,, uhgg... i need friend. :/ i remember a day i would go to Halloween parties and got so wasted i would blackout.. lol :/ oh well..
well anyways hope every one has a fun and safe Halloween.
cant wait to see pictures of awesome costumes at parties on here.

Blogasurus rex:

so its been a lil rocky latly been feelin a bit lonely but eh anyways been dealing with school and games. but lately the sunsets here are beautiful heres some pictures i took






Nerd talk:

slow poke news, nerd talk edition:
so a couple of weeks ago i got gears of war 3 i went to the midnight for it and took this picture..


i got the epic edition heres some more pictures i took :p




so i beat it and over all i thought it was pretty good there was a moment in the game where my jaw dropped. but i love it. Beast mode is so much fun! and hord is a bit hard but its alright :p

i also got Rage yesterday


the game is pretty fun its like a mixture of fall out 3 and borderlands its pretty fun the graphics are....

amazing in terms of environmental graphics and some character design. but the textures are pretty bad. but yea in a fall full of tripple A tittles this will most likely be a sleeper hit. but hey its id software the people who MADE the FPS genera. so if you are getting it keep in mind its not this big open world game its sotra linar but then again all of id's games are. but hey after this game Id will work on DOOM4!!! cant wait

so heres some random drawings ive done so far this semester.

its adam's hand from the creation of adam by michelangelo

its the geisha dolls from the alice the madness returns.


so looks like tomorrow im going to go hangout with the guy i met a couple of weeks ago and do some more messing around i told him im going to make him cum! hopefully in my mouth. i never done that :p

well hope every one has a good week/ weekend

and as some one who isnt much of a apple of lately, i want to pay my respect for steve jobs. great guy. Rest in peace.