Sad blog time:
i normally like writing blogs when im happy and got stuff to say and post like art ive done. this one is different. for the last couple of months my dog jack has been having issues. we took him to this vet my grandmother new, he assumed it was just some infection in his throat... then it got to a point where we took him to a vet that actually knows what the Fuck to do, xray. but this came with some bad news. my dog has cancer in his throat.. it hurts him to shallow anything, for the past couple of days my mom and i would literally be on the floor begging jack to eat. tonight was the first night where he didn't want to eat. this makes me really sad to a point where im actually getting teary eyed and crying as im writing this. i had jack since i was 13 maybe 12 and hes a good dog. its hard seeing him so happy but not being able to eat.. really hurts me.... ok im back i was crying for a wile. the good news is that its a cancer that seams thats not spreading this morning we got the news that it was cancer for a wile we didn't knew if it was cancer or a tumor. so they said that they have to do some other analysis to make sure but if hes good then they will take it out and give him kemo. its really hard to go threw this again, my last dog before jack had cancer too... i think thats enough im balling right now, i hope jack gets better....please send your good thoughts and prayers to him. i just want him to get better hes in such good shape to have him put down because of this stupid shit is really sad.. :'(

this is a picture of him. i hope to what ever is up there to help him. i really love him hes been there for me so much..
this is him before taking him to the vet.


**update** jack ate like a fat ass today in the morning. he almost ate 2 cans of dog food. and he wanted more. but still im still worried. thanks to all of you who have read this <3

*update update*
so we called the vet they said THIS Friday they are going to do the operation. they are going to take the cancer or the tumor out. this is a huge bad thing good news thing tho, because the good news is that once they take it out it will be gone they are going to have to take it out slowly and in chunks.. BAD news is that if its too deep... they are going to have to put him to sleep since they can close it off.. uhggg........ im really nervous about this guys.... please do some praying or send your good thoughts and vibes about jack.. he really needs it.. :'(