Check out this bad ass pic of me in my 6 yearold nephews bike

It so funny!

And this is my new short hair!


Want to shoot a set soon, got to practice a lot...want a dark set...

Been busy, working a lot!
I recently had the pleasure of watching Lacuna Coil live!!!



I start kickboxing and karate on monday! I am really stoked about that!!!


Everything gets better and better, just have to believe in yourself. Getting stronger

This has been a great week, new job and new awesome experiences.
I shot some awesome pics from Suicide Silence, I was allowed in the stage and backstage so I was pretty happy. Thanks a lot to Instinto for making that happen, she introduced me to the guys and that made it so much easier to take pics.

This are my fav






And a pic of me from a recent concert

Graduation is this Saturday, and I wont be there and it makes me mad. I have to accept it, sometimes we fall but we have to get up, it the natural course of things. Sometimes getting up is so hard!
I will graduate, maybe not this year with my best friend but next year with new people. I am taking a class this semester, Video Art, I'm really excited! It is for 2nd year cinema students and I just asked the Dean if I could join it so I have more ideas when I have to re-do my thesis.

I finally managed to upload it in youtube and vimeo!
Watch it and tell me what you think.




Mmmmm... some recent pics (photography its keeping me sane)
The closest thing to tentacles I found


The band that I used the song for my animation let me shoot pics while they recorded


My boy shot this of me. Last day at his job, he starts one soon in Esmeraldas, at the coast, far. I am missing him already.



He is the cutest thing.

A drawing I did the other day at school. I love to draw with ink!
Its at my 365 flickr photo project.

I am drawing every friday! I want to draw every day. That is my goal. So I start taking pics everyday which its so much easier than drawing. I feel like a frustrated artist hahaha!!!

I have been reading Dune books, I read Dune, the first, like years ago but I never read the other ones. I just finished the 2nd and I'm starting the 3rd, Dune rocks a lot!!!

I want to start writing stuff too, don't know about what, maybe fiction, maybe fantasy, I am not sure. I love writing, I have never been that good. I was not very good in writing classes at school. Just lately I feel I want to write and tell stories. I do it with my pics sometimes. I really enjoy that.

Been working and studying and busy and it has been good. My bf is moving to a city 4 hours away and I am kind of sad about that. He will come back every weekend. I hope we do ok.

I started my 365 project! http://www.flickr.com/photos/morfina365/ I want it to be with no photoshop. Just pics as them come out of the camera.





I had some problems working on it. I skipped some days since my lens just stopped working completely. My boy gave me a new lens from an old analog he had and it worked perfectly with my dslr. Any way, shooting a pic everyday is harder than it seems. Its a commitment to look for interesting things in your everyday life. Interesting without getting dangerous... Hard!!!

I'm kind of pissed that my Windows 7 doesn't read my canon Rebel 300D and I use a PowerShot G5 to download my pics to my pc and the exif data from flickr marks my pics as taken by a PowerShot G5. Nevermind!

My semester final grade is not final yet. But as it is I did not pass. It made me really sad, I cried and all. I don't really care anymore. I want to graduate but I want to be happy too and if the two don't go together well, Ill have to make them go together somehow. I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY RIGHT NOW!

I want to move on to all the projects I want to do. I feel I am really creative and smart and I can give so much more to this world. Why stop because of 1 project that is not working out? Its been consuming me too long.
I am starting a 365 project in 2 days inspired by Lavezzaro�s. Check it in her blog.
That day I have a meeting with one of my fav illustration teachers to give me some guidance and another with OidoDesnudo whos gonna shoot my set soon and with my collaboration one for my friend Instinto. Hope we shoot this month for both of us. AND I REALLY LIKE NUMBERS THAT COME FROM 3!

Im enjoying this game so much!


From Vertebra's blog > I'm playing shuffle on my music and this came out. It represents this year


So Im sad right now but happy. Good things will come! ESTE AÑO ES NUESTRO!

Finished the semester, finished my thesis project, done with school. Feel so good, like a weight has been taken from my shoulders. Like I was stuck and now I'm out. Free to do what I want... but I have to wait to February to graduate. Major in Multimedia Animation and I got a Minor in Illustration!!! I'm soooo happy!!!

I had the flu and I was coughing a lot, I'm still getting better. Now my boy is as sick as I was two weeks ago... Ooops!!!



Preparing for fun new projects! I'm planning a video shoot for an awesome band that I'm going to co-direct. I'm planning to do some t shirts for another band. I'm planning an SG shoot with this photographer who is a really awesome guy OidoDesnudo. I have lots of things to do!!!

When I was in High School they made us read "The Catcher in the Rye" and I didn't understand it very much, I was really innocent and I didn't understand it, I didn't feel connected to the book at all, but I re-read it this past week and I got it, now I really got it and it depressed me.
Since I finished school, I realized I didn't know that much, I barely know a little more now and I'm on my own and it depresses me.
In school I had lots of good grades, I was good at everything except sports, I was a lousy runner, but I had A+ in almost everything. The last years of high school I started to get depressed, unmotivated and started getting C's in classes with phony teachers. I started the university and it was the same, good grades in classes I liked and not so good in classes I didn't like.
The thing is I wanted the book to have a happy ending, to tell me what to do since I'm like Holden, unmotivated but smart, I am really good at somethings I like. At the end he goes to a psychoanalyst... that depressed me, I don't think that answers anything.
So fuck the book, I know its a classic and all but its a very depressing book. That's why I was ok with reading "Twilight" and "New Moon", those books are not depressing, but living in fantasy is now the answer either.
I guess you have to know what you like and give it all your energy and no one knows it all. Just don't give up the thing you like, even if you are not the best, those are the things you like and they'll make you happy.
I want to live by that, do the thing I like and be happy, that is all.
Fuck! That was the message of "The Catcher in the Rye". A crazy good book that depressed me a little because it describes something that's real for me. Sometimes you have to sink to start floating.

Some recent self shots:


I rarely wear pink :S. I want my hair to grow, I don't know what to do with it as it is...

This song kind of goe with that same catcher in the rye mood...

Instinto invited me to that concert yesterday and I helped her selling official merch from the band and they gave me a free shirt! I'm happy, its an amazing shirt by illustrator Dan Mumford, he's amazing! He is a screen printer too so he knows how to do illustration for t-shirts, I want to do that too!