The days are getting shorter. Time is precious. As the sun slides below the horizon, I find myself finding the truth comes a moment at a time.
Well wow life is fucking awesome right now. Got a great girl in my life , a great circle of friends, an awesome job, and I'm spinning parties almost every weekend. Even the bad shit can't get me down right now! Bah dah bah bah bah... 
I can't believe it's been a fucking year since I last posted here. Time just keeps runnin on like a broken down train... I need to figure out something I WANT. Without a goal life is just a slow death.
Well... Here I am. Tripped and fell and landed back in the SG pit. I'll pretend like I am spiraling rather than circling... 
Although sometimes I do feel as though I am spiraling downward rather than up... Sometimes I wish I were a moron instead of just lazy. It's even worse to know you could be out doing great things and yet you're not. I am fucking 24 years old. If this isn't my time then when? Only ONE answer... IT IS NOW (although how about tomorrow sounds pretty good too) Seriously though, I am sick of my own apathy and self pity, what a crock of shit. It's time to look forward NOW...
Although sometimes I do feel as though I am spiraling downward rather than up... Sometimes I wish I were a moron instead of just lazy. It's even worse to know you could be out doing great things and yet you're not. I am fucking 24 years old. If this isn't my time then when? Only ONE answer... IT IS NOW (although how about tomorrow sounds pretty good too) Seriously though, I am sick of my own apathy and self pity, what a crock of shit. It's time to look forward NOW... Hmmm... 20 Interesting things about me?
1. I want more than I can have
2. I love art of all kinds
3. I play five musical instruments, none of them well
4. I was homeless for a third of my life starting at age 12
5. I am a conglomeration of impossible dichotomies
6. I have a large vocabulary ^
7. I never went to elementary school
8. I hate people as a group but love them as individuals
9. I respect people who can express their emotions
10, I'm not good at expressing my emotions
11. People always think I'm being serious when I'm sarcastic
12. People always think I'm being sarcastic when I'm serious
13. I'm overly concerned with my wardrobe
14. ^ Thanks to the relentless meanies in sixth grade
15. I am overly romantic, as a result of this I hate love
16. My longest relationship lasted almost five years
17. It began when I was 15
18. I've never been dumped
19. I'm not all I'm cracked up to be
20. I am pure evil, but I don't think that's a bad thing
There you have it, 20 interesting things about me... wait that wasn't interesting at all, DAMMIT!
1. I want more than I can have
2. I love art of all kinds
3. I play five musical instruments, none of them well
4. I was homeless for a third of my life starting at age 12
5. I am a conglomeration of impossible dichotomies
6. I have a large vocabulary ^
7. I never went to elementary school
8. I hate people as a group but love them as individuals
9. I respect people who can express their emotions
10, I'm not good at expressing my emotions
11. People always think I'm being serious when I'm sarcastic
12. People always think I'm being sarcastic when I'm serious
13. I'm overly concerned with my wardrobe
14. ^ Thanks to the relentless meanies in sixth grade
15. I am overly romantic, as a result of this I hate love
16. My longest relationship lasted almost five years
17. It began when I was 15
18. I've never been dumped
19. I'm not all I'm cracked up to be
20. I am pure evil, but I don't think that's a bad thing
There you have it, 20 interesting things about me... wait that wasn't interesting at all, DAMMIT!
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