Aahh, at the weekend some wasps stung me in both feet. Now I look like a little elephant! And this shit hurts like hell. When I can walk again properly I'm going back there, find them and kill em all!!!!!
No,no, in the end they just do what nature tells them, they thought I wanted to invade their burrow....makes a lot of sense considering my size compared to their burrow...
Well, I normally don't go to the doctor with such things but it's swollen for days now and I begin to worry a bit. So I better go today....I hope I won't get an injection
Not much more to tell about my life at the moment. Everything is going quite well. I finally got the pics for my second set back photoshopped but I'm still not able to put the letters and logos on them. A friend of mine is going to help me and than I can finally upload it....man, it was shot in February, if I remember correctly.
Hard to see these pics because I put on some weight since then....
Have a nice week!
Feeling a lot better.
My creativity is returning slowly, I spend many hours drawing and paintig. That is so much better than watching TV!
Had a small argument with my sweetheart last week. Now we are doing much better again. Sometimes I need a lot of attention from my partner but he is so deeply caught in his own world of thoughts that I feel alone and stuff like that. He never saw that and I never said anything.... Now we did and it was very good for us.
Also my ex-boyfriend, still my best friend on earth, has found another girl! I'm so glad! I really hope it all works out for them...He met her yesterday for the first time and I haven't heared anything yet...I'm so curiouse!!!!!!! But if it had been a disaster he would have called me..
Tonight is MOTLEY fucking CRUE!!!!!!!! Took all my leopard print pants and stuff out of the closet
Hopefully this time I won't get a stagediver right into my face after the second song. I remember seeing double for the whole time during the last Motley Show I visited. I mean, Tommy is so cute I could have him twice but not the whole time After that I missed the rest of Rock am Ring because I had to stay in the emergency tent,yay!
I feel like good things are to come.
My creativity is returning slowly, I spend many hours drawing and paintig. That is so much better than watching TV!
Had a small argument with my sweetheart last week. Now we are doing much better again. Sometimes I need a lot of attention from my partner but he is so deeply caught in his own world of thoughts that I feel alone and stuff like that. He never saw that and I never said anything.... Now we did and it was very good for us.
Also my ex-boyfriend, still my best friend on earth, has found another girl! I'm so glad! I really hope it all works out for them...He met her yesterday for the first time and I haven't heared anything yet...I'm so curiouse!!!!!!! But if it had been a disaster he would have called me..
Tonight is MOTLEY fucking CRUE!!!!!!!! Took all my leopard print pants and stuff out of the closet
Hopefully this time I won't get a stagediver right into my face after the second song. I remember seeing double for the whole time during the last Motley Show I visited. I mean, Tommy is so cute I could have him twice but not the whole time
After that I missed the rest of Rock am Ring because I had to stay in the emergency tent,yay!I feel like good things are to come.
"Live is so boring, it really got me snoring." Seems like Jack White always writes the lyrics to accompany my life.
Anyone knows "Chicken of Depression"? I am it right now. So silly, but I can't do anything. It takes all my will power to get up and attend classes at university. No energy left to do something else. Everything seems more meaningless than ever.
I know this will end as unexpected as it occured but you never know when this will be. Sucks!
Maybe I just needed some sun! Light is good for the soul but in fucking Germany there won't be any summer,I guess.
I'm thinking about getting a short trip to Disneyland,this always lifted me up in the past. I know, it's weird, I'm a Disney maniac. But my new boyfriend hates it so much and think going alone will make me even more depressed....
Ifyou have some good ideas what I could do with my time except staring at the ceiling...shoot!
I hope no one of you is sharing this pathetic mood andyou are all doing well.
Anyone knows "Chicken of Depression"? I am it right now. So silly, but I can't do anything. It takes all my will power to get up and attend classes at university. No energy left to do something else. Everything seems more meaningless than ever.
I know this will end as unexpected as it occured but you never know when this will be. Sucks!
Maybe I just needed some sun! Light is good for the soul but in fucking Germany there won't be any summer,I guess.
I'm thinking about getting a short trip to Disneyland,this always lifted me up in the past. I know, it's weird, I'm a Disney maniac. But my new boyfriend hates it so much and think going alone will make me even more depressed....
Ifyou have some good ideas what I could do with my time except staring at the ceiling...shoot!
I hope no one of you is sharing this pathetic mood andyou are all doing well.
"Live is so boring, it really got me snoring." Seems like Jack White always writes the lyrics to accompany my life.
Anyone knows "Chicken of Depression"? I am it right now. So silly, but I can't do anything. It takes all my will power to get up and attend classes at university. No energy left to do something else. Everything seems more meaningless than ever.
I know this will end as unexpected as it occured but you never know when this will be. Sucks!
Maybe I just needed some sun! Light is good for the soul but in fucking Germany there won't be any summer,I guess.
I'm thinking about getting a short trip to Disneyland,this always lifted me up in the past. I know, it's weird, I'm a Disney maniac. But my new boyfriend hates it so much and think going alone will make me even more depressed....
Ifyou have some good ideas what I could do with my time except staring at the ceiling...shoot!
I hope no one of you is sharing this pathetic mood andyou are all doing well.
Anyone knows "Chicken of Depression"? I am it right now. So silly, but I can't do anything. It takes all my will power to get up and attend classes at university. No energy left to do something else. Everything seems more meaningless than ever.
I know this will end as unexpected as it occured but you never know when this will be. Sucks!
Maybe I just needed some sun! Light is good for the soul but in fucking Germany there won't be any summer,I guess.
I'm thinking about getting a short trip to Disneyland,this always lifted me up in the past. I know, it's weird, I'm a Disney maniac. But my new boyfriend hates it so much and think going alone will make me even more depressed....
Ifyou have some good ideas what I could do with my time except staring at the ceiling...shoot!
I hope no one of you is sharing this pathetic mood andyou are all doing well.
"Live is so boring, it really got me snoring." Seems like Jack White always writes the lyrics to accompany my life.
Anyone knows "Chicken of Depression"? I am it right now. So silly, but I can't do anything. It takes all my will power to get up and attend classes at university. No energy left to do something else. Everything seems more meaningless than ever.
I know this will end as unexpected as it occured but you never know when this will be. Sucks!
Maybe I just needed some sun! Light is good for the soul but in fucking Germany there won't be any summer,I guess.
I'm thinking about getting a short trip to Disneyland,this always lifted me up in the past. I know, it's weird, I'm a Disney maniac. But my new boyfriend hates it so much and think going alone will make me even more depressed....
Ifyou have some good ideas what I could do with my time except staring at the ceiling...shoot!
I hope no one of you is sharing this pathetic mood andyou are all doing well.
Anyone knows "Chicken of Depression"? I am it right now. So silly, but I can't do anything. It takes all my will power to get up and attend classes at university. No energy left to do something else. Everything seems more meaningless than ever.
I know this will end as unexpected as it occured but you never know when this will be. Sucks!
Maybe I just needed some sun! Light is good for the soul but in fucking Germany there won't be any summer,I guess.
I'm thinking about getting a short trip to Disneyland,this always lifted me up in the past. I know, it's weird, I'm a Disney maniac. But my new boyfriend hates it so much and think going alone will make me even more depressed....
Ifyou have some good ideas what I could do with my time except staring at the ceiling...shoot!
I hope no one of you is sharing this pathetic mood andyou are all doing well.
It`s decided: Finally, I'm going to learn Japanese.I was always too lazy to get started but now I got a reason My friend Sao is moving from Tokyo to Cologne this fall, so I won't have a translator any longer when I go to Tokyo. And trying to communicate in English with Japanese usually ends in...hell!
They can't speak it properly but they won't let you go because they are so happy to be able to use English once and they are too polite to tell you that they have no idea of what you are talikng about at all.
I can help Sao learning German, she can help me learning Japanese. Nice!
But my next trip to Japan won't be in the near future. First I have to save up for my mandatory stay abroad next year which I decided to take in Brighton (England) because I fell in love with the city when I went there in February. Staying there for about two months will cost me about 2000Euro.
And before that my sweetheart and I want to holiday in Samana (Dom. Republic) which will also cost around 2000Euro for 2 weeks....
Yeah,a pitty that I don't have rich parents...
Anyway, I'm looking forward to all the challenges of the upcoming months and have tons of ideas for my art stuff, so everything is fine with me
They can't speak it properly but they won't let you go because they are so happy to be able to use English once and they are too polite to tell you that they have no idea of what you are talikng about at all.
I can help Sao learning German, she can help me learning Japanese. Nice!
But my next trip to Japan won't be in the near future. First I have to save up for my mandatory stay abroad next year which I decided to take in Brighton (England) because I fell in love with the city when I went there in February. Staying there for about two months will cost me about 2000Euro.
And before that my sweetheart and I want to holiday in Samana (Dom. Republic) which will also cost around 2000Euro for 2 weeks....
Yeah,a pitty that I don't have rich parents...
Anyway, I'm looking forward to all the challenges of the upcoming months and have tons of ideas for my art stuff, so everything is fine with me
Hey guys!
In Germany the weather is becoming more and more after my fancy. Warm and sunny!
So I'm in a sunny mood right now.
If everything is turning out well my boyfriend and I are going to see Don Aldon (best fingerstyle guitar player at the moment) and Michael Friedman (Canadian musician) tonight at a small pub in our town! I hope we get the last tickets. It would be a shame for two guitar maniacs to miss this.
My semester starts on Tuesday and I managed to keep Mondays and Friedays free So I will have long weekends for the next three months, yay!
This is quite good for me because I have to work on two art projects at a time and want to learn Spanish aside university this year. First I wanted to take a Japanese class but I missed the application deadline and now I'm not sad about it. I love the country and my best friend is Japanese but I think Spanish is more important for my everyday life. Especially since my friend Sao is going to move here in October and is learning German right now.
Maybe one day I will find the time to learn a little more Japanese...
i wish all of you a nice quest for eastereggs
In Germany the weather is becoming more and more after my fancy. Warm and sunny!
So I'm in a sunny mood right now.
If everything is turning out well my boyfriend and I are going to see Don Aldon (best fingerstyle guitar player at the moment) and Michael Friedman (Canadian musician) tonight at a small pub in our town! I hope we get the last tickets. It would be a shame for two guitar maniacs to miss this.
My semester starts on Tuesday and I managed to keep Mondays and Friedays free
So I will have long weekends for the next three months, yay!This is quite good for me because I have to work on two art projects at a time and want to learn Spanish aside university this year. First I wanted to take a Japanese class but I missed the application deadline and now I'm not sad about it. I love the country and my best friend is Japanese but I think Spanish is more important for my everyday life. Especially since my friend Sao is going to move here in October and is learning German right now.
Maybe one day I will find the time to learn a little more Japanese...
i wish all of you a nice quest for eastereggs
Listening to Moneybrother while it's raining outside...best thing ever. He can give you the blues in no time. But this only recommendable if you are having a good periode in your life Otherwise you`ll end up having a bad depression.
"I may not always love you girl
it´s so hard to tell
but by the way that you looked tonight
I might as well
though there´s a light shining everyplace that you might go
it is just so
where we might be after tonight you and me my love
nobody knows"
While I'm listening and working on some drawings for university I think about the new set all the time..I hope I get all this photoshopping and stuff done right. I don't even understand how to create thumbnails...I'm so lucky that my photographer does the photoshop but she also isn't familiar with the rest of the preparation needed.
Well, if others can do it I will hopefully manage it as well... YES WE CAN
Otherwise you`ll end up having a bad depression. "I may not always love you girl
it´s so hard to tell
but by the way that you looked tonight
I might as well
though there´s a light shining everyplace that you might go
it is just so
where we might be after tonight you and me my love
nobody knows"
While I'm listening and working on some drawings for university I think about the new set all the time..I hope I get all this photoshopping and stuff done right. I don't even understand how to create thumbnails...I'm so lucky that my photographer does the photoshop but she also isn't familiar with the rest of the preparation needed.
Well, if others can do it I will hopefully manage it as well... YES WE CAN
So, I've just uploaded some pics from my last shooting and some of last year when my friend Sao from Japan stayed with me. It was such a great time with her. We visited Cologne,Amsterdam and London and saw about a million art galleries and museums. The best thing is that she will be moving to Germany this year!!! Finally we can meet more often than every two years.
Meanwhile, I'm trying to delete my first set from MR but it doesn't work properly. Watching it from my PC it is deleted but Andrea tells me sje can still see it. But I've heared about problems with deleting sets before, so I think I can fix it.
Next time I'll upload a picture of me and Winnie the Pooh for Dawnie
My favourite pillow!
Meanwhile, I'm trying to delete my first set from MR but it doesn't work properly. Watching it from my PC it is deleted but Andrea tells me sje can still see it. But I've heared about problems with deleting sets before, so I think I can fix it.
Next time I'll upload a picture of me and Winnie the Pooh for Dawnie
My favourite pillow!
I just returned from an opening of an exhibition of Paul McDevitt and some German female artist whose name I already forgot (you can tell how much I appreciate her work...).
It took me some time but now I'm really excited about McDevitt's work!
He takes up many chlichés from former periods of painting and puts them into a new context influenced by comics, si-fi and other pop culture stuff. In this exhibition it was mostly paintings but he's also very gifted in drawing.
I love it! So if you get a chance check out his works!!!!!
Some days ago I did my second set with a befriended photographer and it was a lot of fun. Well, she is a real perfectionist so the shooting took almost three hours...I couldn't move a bit the next day and still some bones are aching!
But nevertheless it was great because she had good ideas and gave me very good instructions for posing. As I'm not experienced in modeling of any kind it is very helpful to get good instructions and have someone to remind me of keeping straight or suck in my belly
My boyfriend was watching us all the time trying to take somme pictures with his own camera so we have a nice documentary about the shooting.
So everything is going my way at the moment. The work at the art gallery is sometimes exhausting but really fun, I'm having the best sex of my life so far and my boyfriend is a perfect cook...what more can a girl ask for?
It took me some time but now I'm really excited about McDevitt's work!
He takes up many chlichés from former periods of painting and puts them into a new context influenced by comics, si-fi and other pop culture stuff. In this exhibition it was mostly paintings but he's also very gifted in drawing.
I love it! So if you get a chance check out his works!!!!!
Some days ago I did my second set with a befriended photographer and it was a lot of fun. Well, she is a real perfectionist so the shooting took almost three hours...I couldn't move a bit the next day and still some bones are aching!
But nevertheless it was great because she had good ideas and gave me very good instructions for posing. As I'm not experienced in modeling of any kind it is very helpful to get good instructions and have someone to remind me of keeping straight or suck in my belly
My boyfriend was watching us all the time trying to take somme pictures with his own camera so we have a nice documentary about the shooting.
So everything is going my way at the moment. The work at the art gallery is sometimes exhausting but really fun, I'm having the best sex of my life so far and my boyfriend is a perfect cook...what more can a girl ask for?
