age: 33 (Jul 01, 1978)
MEMBER SINCE: May 2008
occupation: I am not able to work due to back injuries that surgeries weren't able to correct enough for more than meager functionality. Right now i am working on making my writing, and hopefully singing, my life's work, for in a way it already is.
makes me happy: My kids, laughter, people who aren't afraid to be real and do so no matter who opposes,
stats: 6', 267 lbs (down from 400), brown hair, blue/green eyes
sign: Cancer
body mods: Industrial barbels and 00 plugs in both ears, tongue pierced
i lost my virginity: Way too early, and in a manner than was not significant or special enough to remember, unfortunately.
most humbling moment: Every moment I realize I was doing something that offended or saddened someone when my intent was the total opposite.
heroes: Anyone who will do whatever they can to help someone in need without caring what they have to go without to do so, and not complaining because they don't see it as a sacrifice or show for attention, but as a moral, decent, and selfless thing to do.
fantasy: To find the person who compliments me perfectly, and who I compliment perfectly, with no need for lies or betrayals. Seems like a fantasy, anyway. So far I have given all that I am and received nothing but lies, deceit, and abuse.
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These stains you've left in me
Will not fade or wash away
These chains that enslave me
Will not break, despite the pain
Memories raping every hour of every day
The man I used to be threw it all away
You are my breath
You are my death
You are what's left of me
You are my calm
You are my storm
You're my insanity
You are everything that I could ever need
You are everything I hate
You're my disease
My disease
The faith you've lost in me
This curse won't fade, it's breakin me
My broken heart still bleeds
Drowning me in apathy
Tragedy murdering the hope that still remains
Disease replacing me
Burnin in my veins
You are my breath
You are my death
You are what's left of me
You are my calm
You are my storm
You're my insanity
You are everything that I could ever need
You are everything I hate
You're my disease
You are my breath
You are my death
You are what's left of me
You are my calm
You are my storm
You're my insanity
You are everything that I could ever need
You are everything I hate
You're my disease
My disease
You're my disease
My disease
You're my disease
You're my disease
Freak Morbidity
(Daniel Smith)
2008