AHHHH!!!!!!!

oh my god, i haven't wrote on here in forever.
i guess it's time for a little update!

so i'm finishing up my final semester at concordia, and i'm COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED with schoolwork. i have 4 graduating level courses and they all call for SERIOUS amounts of dedication to reading fancy-worded articles BEFORE going to class.
UGH. STOP IT, SCHOOL.
also, why is it that when you actually need less hours at work, you feel like you're working too much and not focusing enough time on schoolwork?
way to be annoying, life!
i barely have time to hang out with my cool lady friends, let alone have my own life. good thing my band's on hold for another month or so. there's no friggin way i'd be able to do all those at once. NO WAY JOSE.

OH. and you know what else? winter habits have hit me hard. i gained a bit of weight, and i only have one pair of jeans that fit me right now, and people are beginning to notice. at least they make me look cool. :/

ANYWAYZZZZ hopefully when i'm done this semester, the stress will have helped tuck my tummy in a tiny bit and i'll start biking more. THAT WAY I CAN TAKE MORE SEXY PHOTOS. this time, i'll make it a bit more 'me' and show you all how truly amazing my tits'n'ass can really be.

until the next time,
TAKE IT SLEAZY
+ maybe show my set a little bit more love.

THANKSSOMUCH!

also! this is a photo of me dressed as amy winehouse while playing an awesome house show in ottawa. you should even listen to my band sometime! we're fun!
we're pretty much called DEAD WIFE.


OK BYE FOR REAL!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

so excite!!!!!!!! so very excite!!!!!!!


The rest of this week and the beginning of next week is starting to look pretty great. I've been doing a bit of jobhunting, so hopefully I'll get a cool new job that gives me tips in no time.

This weekend i'll be recording with my band at CKUT, so we're going to be practicing a whole bunch to tighten everything up before going to the studio.

Also, I'm going to be a first-time Jagerette this Friday! That'll be some good fast cash for now since I'm soooooo so so so so soooooooo poor these days. HELLOOOOO POT & GROCERIES. Then on Saturday, I'm probably going to try and help out a bit at the Tattoo Convention, as long as I don't have to pay the ridiculous fee to get in. As much as I love tattoos, 20$ is a lot to ask for when you're only going to stay there for a few hours. You really don't need too be there for the whole 12 hours it's open. ouf...

Anyway, I'm going to go and make a sweet welfare dinner right now. It should be fantastic.

SHOW TONIGHT SHOW TONIGHT SHOW TONIGHT. i'm excited to have some beers and get sweaty and gross on stage tonight. should be a great show!

this summer is amazing. i love my neighborhood. yesterday i called up a couple people and a whole crew of us ended up hanging out at the public pool. it was like 40degrees out yesterday, and it's for sure gonna be just as gross today. the only real source of relief is to go swimming. i think i need to get a new bikini though, because when i jumped off the diving board, my top didn't even stand a chance! i think at least half of my friends must have peeked a nipple or something. hahaha

in two days i'm going to new york with my boyfriend. we're gonna stay until saturday or sunday. i'm really looking forward to it. i need to get away, and this is an awesome time to do it. we're gonna go record-shopping and try out a bunch of awesome dive bars. god knows there's nothing more awesome than drinkly cheaply in a shithole that plays sweet tunes. also, on thursday night, we got VIP tickets to catch Electric Six on a boat and meet up with them afterwards. i wanna get TRASHED! does anyone know of any awesome places i should go? i kinda wanted to hit up central park for a few hours... i'm not sure if it's worth it though. i've been to nature parks before, so i dunno if we should even bother. also, i kinda wanna know how to score some sweet green while i'm down there. i don't know if i can spend 4 or 5 days away from pot. it's my weak point. last time i was there, i was sketchily asking random people on the street if they knew where we could get any, and we ended up on this whirlwind of an adventure where this weird homeless-y jail-tattoo dude named Hercules brought us on the subway and dragged us to central park at dusk. It was scary and unnerving and i'm not sure i wanna be dragged around by some strange new yorkers.

anyway, i think i'm gonna get some breakfast in me and hit up that pool ASAP. it's sooooooo sweaty out!

Fraxina

Man, i got my nostril pierced by my friend Lee about a month ago. I'm totally in love with it, it looks really great, but I'm getting kind of anxious with the whole healing process. It's got this red bump all around where the jewelry is, and I've been soaking it with saline and cleaning it once a day with spectro gel, and it still won't go down. Almost everyone (except for Lee) I've talked to said that they never got a bump when they got their nostril pierced, and some never even cleaned their jewelry and the piercing healed up perfectly. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!!!! It's so frustrating. I see the red bump every time I look at the ground and it's really distracting. Also, it kind of hurts sometimes, but I know it's not infected because there's no gross-colored pus coming out of it. GAH!! JUST HEAL ALREADY, DAMMIT!

I'm pretty stoked about my set finally going to member review!! I really wasn't sure what kind of comments I'd receive, but so far people seem to be digging it! Shazzy is awesome for taking such amazing photos (as usual) and helping me get liquored up on the day of the shoot.

I hope this set goes pink so I can do some more fun photosets!