i need help with new names for my baby...

jared dislikes my names so we're lookin for new ones...

<3

i miss the love of my life...



don't we fit together perfectly?

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]




isn't he the most grogeous being you've ever seen?

it's time to welcome the newest member to the homeless committee...

i got my first sonogram today.



it's definately love.

ok so it's been a while since i've been around, and i've been really sick lately...pregnancy has me really blown...so anyway...

this is a question for the girls who are pierced in the face and bright visible tattoos...

HOW DO YOU GET A JOB???? i mean like in a small town like where i've from, it's not acceptable, and i don't understand how girls in other small towns across america do it...not to mention i have a touch of pink in my hair as well, and no one will hire me...anyone have any advice? i'd appreciate it.

i'm sad...

Heath Ledger died...and now what the hell am i gunna do?!

who am i going to drool over now?!

ugh i'm so mad and sad all at once!

ok so you know what really pisses me off?

the fact that when a hopeful sends in her set, she's usually told "you need more facial expressions, have fun" but then you see all these fucking sets of girls that have been around for a while and they look like...they don't wanna be there doing it, and have the same look on their face, and their sets are so fucking bland...

it sickens me, i don't think we hopefuls should get bitched at for that when we're just watching the rest of the SGs...and learning from them!

ugh

anyway...how is everyone?!

so ok, the best thing in the world happened to me last night, and i won't say what it is, because i don't wanna get myself in trouble...

let's just say i kinda went into a state of shock, and i almost quit breathing, and i think my heart almost exploded because i was sooo fucking ecstatic...

my closest friends know what it is that had me so happy, but let's just say that it's really no matter anymore i'm just glad that it's all over with...

ok so i worked everything out with him...but i think i'm gunna move on cause #1 he's quite a ways away and doesn't believe in long distance relationships...and plus he's quite a few years younger than i am...so i mean i gotta wait a while anyway... =/

UGH!

i'm a fucking idiot...

so i poured my heart out to the guy ive been in love with for like the past 4 months or so...and now he's completely avoiding me...

GOD I'M SO STUPID!