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Fracturedman needs mental help

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AUGUST 15, 2011 @ 08:09 AM


My fiance broke up last Wednesday. It all happened because I let some jerk who she thought was a friend got into my head and fed me lies. He twisted conversations they had together to make me jealous or scared of losing her. I made several mistakes over a years time. I regret ever listening to this guy. It turns out all he ever wanted to do was break us up so he could have sex with her if he ever broke up with his girlfriend. Awesome guy!!!

So we are done. It breaks my heart. I really love her. i told her that I would always love her. Last Friday she got this letter from an old man that sees her thinking about life under a bridge by a river. She goes there from time to time when she needs to unwind and think.

The following is the letter she got. Sadly, this letter did not work. His words touched both of us, but she doesn't love me. She doesn't believe in true love. She has never experienced real love. Her parents never really gave it to her. My loss will be another mans gain. I will forever miss her and sadly wait for the only girl that I have ever really loved.

THE LETTER:
Scooter Girl,

This is a spot for the broken hearted
If you’re here, your love has parted
Let it go and you’re the dunce
I found true love, but let it go

My name is Charles,
I see you here now and then, always deep in thought, sometimes with tears in your eyes, and it appears a broken heart. I know how you feel. I once let true love go. I didn’t know what true love was until it was too late.

You see, I let my true love go 59 years ago. She told me she would always love me. I didn’t want to be tied down when I was only 23 years old. After her I dated many women. I never had the same connection with any of them. I found out three months ago that Carol died last year. She was unmarried and alone. I received a box of letters she wrote me, but never mailed and some trinkets that I gave her. She stayed true to her word until she died.

I saw her a few times over the years, never said anything. I wanted to tell her I was sorry and how much I missed her every time. I assumed she had moved on. I saw her about two years ago on the day that would have been our anniversary. She was standing in front of the Garland Theater all dressed up and waiting. She looked amazing. I wish I would have walked up to her and told her that I loved her with all my heart and that not a day has gone by that I didn’t regret my decision. I let love go because I was afraid. Whenever I saw her my heart would come to life again. I would get butterflies in my stomach each time. Time had aged us both, but my heart still held the beauty she was 59 years ago.

Her name was Carol and you remind me of her; she had a hat just like yours. Wore flowers in her hair, loved bright colors, and she loved to dance. She had two left feet and had no rhythm, but she didn’t care. She never cared what anyone else thought of her, aside from me.

I saw you with your true love once, the day you came to ponder. I saw him come running down the stairs and prayed he wouldn’t fall. When he reached you, he grabbed you and said something that made you cry. I don’t know what he said, but I can tell that man loves you. He’s handsome, strong, and looks to be in absolutely in love with you. When the two of you hugged, it brought tears to my eyes and made me think of how much I missed Carol.

I can tell you love him and that he loves you. You come here to question love. If there is a question like that in your heart, you love him more than you know. I know it’s not my place and I don’t mean to intrude. Give love a chance, run after him and never let him go. It’s a hard thing to let love go, so don’t. Relationships have their ups and downs, they have their trials. If you stick together and communicate there is nothing you two cannot overcome.

This Wednesday would have been out 63d anniversary. I’m not sure how much life I have left in me. But it would bring joy to my heart if I could see true love prevail one more time. I game this necklace to her on our first anniversary. I think she would want you to have it.

Love is patient, just don’t keep it waiting.

Best wishes,
Charles
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