Well, I feel fucking excellent! I feel inspired, upbeat and generally very fucking OK. Times like this are always a reminder that down times will end (for me) and that it's how I roll with them that is the "answer".
I was in the gym at 7 a.m. this morning and I think that always helps, it makes me feel invigorated, 20 mins on the rower and 20 mins on the treadmil no lessl! I thought you'd be impressed!
Amazing set on the front page by roane, phew, I mean phew! Talk about PSFB, my breathing went all erratic and also the wonderful miro redefines cutennes and sensuality!
I feel so expressive at the moment, ( I know I should be sat at my Piano composing then not writing this, ah well) thoughts about things I want to do and changes I want to make to myself etc. I know from my training that these "peak experiences" are to be savoured and that they are a real sign that one is quite harmonised and unified. I really get a lot from being on here and I am encouraged and inspired by the creativity and the artistic work that people display. I wish I'd have gone to the Tattoo convention in London and caught the SG stand, bugger, I just didn't put it all together and realise what was gonna be happening, maybe next year.
I was chuffed to recieve some kind words on my previous boxer short presentation and I feel more additions to my collection coming on.....any suggestions?
I wanna ask for you comments, feedback and input on 'Suit' my self shot "set" (coughs) , some people have been really kind and I would like to take in some more honest thoughts.
For your info, the set was quite rushed and I am a total novice photographer, I had been thinking that I would like to express myself like that for a while and I just went for it, if nothing else it really made me realise how hard these things actually are! I was gonna put it up in Suicide boys although I didn't take enough shots and then I got all insecure about the quality of it, if you know what I mean!
So, lay it on me, if you can be arsed to let me know I'd be really grateful
Also, and finally please watch my videos and see what you think, even if you don't like the music/lyrics you might like some of the shooting paticularly in "Don't take me down".
Right, thats thats then.
See you later, have a great one!
FF.
xxx
I was in the gym at 7 a.m. this morning and I think that always helps, it makes me feel invigorated, 20 mins on the rower and 20 mins on the treadmil no lessl! I thought you'd be impressed!
Amazing set on the front page by roane, phew, I mean phew! Talk about PSFB, my breathing went all erratic and also the wonderful miro redefines cutennes and sensuality!
I feel so expressive at the moment, ( I know I should be sat at my Piano composing then not writing this, ah well) thoughts about things I want to do and changes I want to make to myself etc. I know from my training that these "peak experiences" are to be savoured and that they are a real sign that one is quite harmonised and unified. I really get a lot from being on here and I am encouraged and inspired by the creativity and the artistic work that people display. I wish I'd have gone to the Tattoo convention in London and caught the SG stand, bugger, I just didn't put it all together and realise what was gonna be happening, maybe next year.
I was chuffed to recieve some kind words on my previous boxer short presentation and I feel more additions to my collection coming on.....any suggestions?
I wanna ask for you comments, feedback and input on 'Suit' my self shot "set" (coughs) , some people have been really kind and I would like to take in some more honest thoughts.
For your info, the set was quite rushed and I am a total novice photographer, I had been thinking that I would like to express myself like that for a while and I just went for it, if nothing else it really made me realise how hard these things actually are! I was gonna put it up in Suicide boys although I didn't take enough shots and then I got all insecure about the quality of it, if you know what I mean!
So, lay it on me, if you can be arsed to let me know I'd be really grateful
Also, and finally please watch my videos and see what you think, even if you don't like the music/lyrics you might like some of the shooting paticularly in "Don't take me down".
Right, thats thats then.
See you later, have a great one!
FF.
xxx
YES! I'm soooooooooooooo 'effing excited, I just got my tickets to see It Bites on Saturday! ! ! ! ! !
http://www.myspace.com/itbites
Love yers loads!
xxx
http://www.myspace.com/itbites
Love yers loads!
xxx
God, where is the time going?? So, I'm off for a few days (6 in total) which is really cool and really needed.
Lately, still wrapped up in moving house , well, getting my house ready to sell, looking for new house. Getting my head round my new job which starts on the 15th. Leaving my collegues, etc,etc,etc.
It's a 75 mile drive from home to my new job so I hope we can move there ASAP.
I know I have been sounding like a stuck record lately, but man, I can spin lots of plates, but at the moment I feel quite weirded out with so much change going on and its took the sheen off the terrific pay rise, the new area, challenge etc.
Aside from that, we had a cool and interesting offer from a promotor in N.C. tho other day who we have been working with since 2006 on our stuff and other artists, sort of doing an international link up.Only one or two artists so we ain't taking over the world yet!
The proposal was, motivate/encourage one particularly promising singer to record in N.C. and one of our songs (that we really are optimistic about) will be recorded in Nahsville (gratis!) flown back to the UK we will put the Piano and Vocals on it send it back and promote the damn thing.
The promotor said that 30% of people wern't ready for the this track of ours but the other 70% were.
Sooooooooooo, once again we will see. Guess its everything in its time.
I would encourage you all to track down a UK band called It Bites
http://www.myspace.com/itbites
they are my favourite band at the moment. They play their asses off and are very technical musos who write quality songs. Also, having met them more than once I can say that they are cool, humble guys.
If you havn't seen the movie Collateral do yourself and favour and check it out immediately. I know its been out for years, but I stubled on it by accident and I am addicted to it now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BDx6ZPHV4w
The dialogue between Tom Cruise and Jamie Foxx is awesome ...
"Tell your boss to stick his cab up his fat ass"
"I can't do that !"
"Yea, you can!"
Awesome. What am I on about? Well, people offering power and control to others and never realising that they can take it back!!!
I'm loving this place and the people 'specially the crew in the bi-boys group who are wise and caring!
Oh, yea I got a new car ...... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmuqXmWslAc
its really funky and I feel like I have stepped out of the usual with it, plus as you may or may not know the price of fuel in the UK is ridiculous and these things run on fresh air, almost!
Right, sorry for whining again. One day I will post the most motivational blog in the world EVER!
Force XXX
Lately, still wrapped up in moving house , well, getting my house ready to sell, looking for new house. Getting my head round my new job which starts on the 15th. Leaving my collegues, etc,etc,etc.
It's a 75 mile drive from home to my new job so I hope we can move there ASAP.
I know I have been sounding like a stuck record lately, but man, I can spin lots of plates, but at the moment I feel quite weirded out with so much change going on and its took the sheen off the terrific pay rise, the new area, challenge etc.
Aside from that, we had a cool and interesting offer from a promotor in N.C. tho other day who we have been working with since 2006 on our stuff and other artists, sort of doing an international link up.Only one or two artists so we ain't taking over the world yet!
The proposal was, motivate/encourage one particularly promising singer to record in N.C. and one of our songs (that we really are optimistic about) will be recorded in Nahsville (gratis!) flown back to the UK we will put the Piano and Vocals on it send it back and promote the damn thing.
The promotor said that 30% of people wern't ready for the this track of ours but the other 70% were.
Sooooooooooo, once again we will see. Guess its everything in its time.
I would encourage you all to track down a UK band called It Bites
http://www.myspace.com/itbites
they are my favourite band at the moment. They play their asses off and are very technical musos who write quality songs. Also, having met them more than once I can say that they are cool, humble guys.
If you havn't seen the movie Collateral do yourself and favour and check it out immediately. I know its been out for years, but I stubled on it by accident and I am addicted to it now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BDx6ZPHV4w
The dialogue between Tom Cruise and Jamie Foxx is awesome ...
"Tell your boss to stick his cab up his fat ass"
"I can't do that !"
"Yea, you can!"
Awesome. What am I on about? Well, people offering power and control to others and never realising that they can take it back!!!
I'm loving this place and the people 'specially the crew in the bi-boys group who are wise and caring!
Oh, yea I got a new car ...... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmuqXmWslAc
its really funky and I feel like I have stepped out of the usual with it, plus as you may or may not know the price of fuel in the UK is ridiculous and these things run on fresh air, almost!
Right, sorry for whining again. One day I will post the most motivational blog in the world EVER!
Force XXX
Well, heres the situation. I have been offered a great job, great money, great opportunity to advance and become a more specialised therapist. However, I will have to move and relocate, but wait they will give me a wad of money to help with the relocation! Before, you tell me that its a no brainer, I already know that.
When they told me (which was in person) I was like "Yes! I have the job! Oh,erm, I'll have to move, oh, OK, but you'll give me some money to move with, oh, ok,erm."
Hope you can imagine.
So, I am 99% certain I will take it, I'm writing this at 6 am, been up since 4.30 am thinking abut this,that and the other.
It will be a massive amount of change and I suppose I will need to practice what I often preach about change and embrace it.
The other thing in my head at the moment is not being close to family and the area I know like the back of my hand, its not a huge move (less than 100 miles, which is not even regarded as moving in the US!) so its not like I would be eloping, guess I'm just processing it all.
The celebrations were a bit stunted, but there is time to make up for that.
My brother was freakin' out about the salary, he was going "Bloody 'ell, bloody 'ell" was so funny man.
Well, what did Bowie say?
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Don't want to be a richer man
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Just gonna have to be a different man
Time may change me
But I can't trace time
See you later.
xxx
When they told me (which was in person) I was like "Yes! I have the job! Oh,erm, I'll have to move, oh, OK, but you'll give me some money to move with, oh, ok,erm."
Hope you can imagine.
So, I am 99% certain I will take it, I'm writing this at 6 am, been up since 4.30 am thinking abut this,that and the other.
It will be a massive amount of change and I suppose I will need to practice what I often preach about change and embrace it.
The other thing in my head at the moment is not being close to family and the area I know like the back of my hand, its not a huge move (less than 100 miles, which is not even regarded as moving in the US!) so its not like I would be eloping, guess I'm just processing it all.
The celebrations were a bit stunted, but there is time to make up for that.
My brother was freakin' out about the salary, he was going "Bloody 'ell, bloody 'ell" was so funny man.
Well, what did Bowie say?
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Don't want to be a richer man
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Just gonna have to be a different man
Time may change me
But I can't trace time
See you later.
xxx
