Member: Forcefield

Forcefield Don't allow your wounds to transform you into someone you are not

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JUNE 26, 2009 @ 02:13 PM


Thursday the 25th of June 7.00 pm UK time (11.00 am West coast America) I am walking around Meadowhall shopping centre...http://www.meadowhall.co.uk/website/ with no real purpose and I wander into HMV.

I pick up a greatest hits CD by yes, you guessed it Michael Jackson, it's £7, it would be great in my car, boost me on my long trips to work etc, but nah, I talk myself out of it.

Two hours later 9.00 pm UK and 1.00 pm in L.A. I am back home ( I didn't mention the nearly bought CD thing) and my wife tells me that one of her colleagues has managed to get tickets to see a MJ concert in London, I say fuck it, lets us try and get tickets, put the cost on a credit card or something, the subject gets dropped and we go to sleep very soon after, oblivious.

You can guess the rest.

My brain and emotions are fragile and fucked up enough from a massive year of psychotherapy training, I now feel even more warped.

Bizzarely though I am highly inspired and immensely thankful for my life and the things I can do and do with it.

Ian x

p.s. Spare hug anybody?





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HOPEFUL

Phoenix, AZ

JUN 26, 2009 02:15 PM

hugs.

ickletitch

ickletitch

United Kingdom
May 2008

JUN 27, 2009 04:48 PM

*hug*

That's everything that is ironic. I think his death has touched something in all of us.

Learn the dance to thriller, that will cheer you up smile

ickletitch

ickletitch

United Kingdom
May 2008

JUN 28, 2009 02:49 AM

Aww thanks Force. Yes I cant help but love little Suki, she is, true to her name, a complete sook and you cant help but fall for her!! She is so loving and she follows me around everywhere and is always looking for cuddles.

My fingers are crossed that things will look up, but optimism is not my friend, I have discovered.

brokenshadow

brokenshadow

I'm lost
January 2009

JUL 01, 2009 02:07 AM

*hugs*

xx

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HOPEFUL

Phoenix, AZ

JUL 05, 2009 05:27 AM

aww thanks for the comment on my king me set. BatAttaK yawn I'm tired. been up all night no sleep.

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