I've recently started to appreciate Darby Crash's lyrics. Whoever thought underneath the drunken/stoned/wasted/etc. vocals was some actual substance?

here's an example:

SHUT DOWN
( 9:39 )
Let me touch the tips of inculcated desire
And brush the fettered veil away
Shut down in the depths I lay...
If you want nothin' then I've got nothin'
I'm your annihilation man
Lemme get control I've got your minds
now I want
Your souls, lemme get control
I've got your minds
Now I want control, I need control...
If you want somethin' then
I've got somethin'
I'm your annihilation man...

Wierd aint it?

I can't log into SG at work.

I dont wanna get fired.

I'm the biggest pussy en todo el mundo.

Teletubbies and Demerol are a great pair. I remember back in '99, I was hopitalized from a pancreas infection. Due to the pain, I was entitiled to a painkiller every 3 hours and I took that liberty with a passion. I would buzz the nurse and she would come by and stick that needle in me and I would Drift off into Teletubbyland.

The crisp, green landscape and the chubby little creatures dancing about scenery, turned me into a floating bubble wrapped hominid that thrusted like a wee wee into a black hole vagina......

I got my tax return!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"She would start mumbling a song in a Neanderthal language and walk around the dying bodies. She picked up soil under her feet with one hand and tossed it on them. And with her other, she sprinkled a layer of crushed red okra from her pouch. Autumn finally took out her flute and blew notes to her decaying companions and soon collapsed, ending the ancient ritual…"

---Autumn of the Piltdown People

I wanna be like this.....
Like Mr Panda

La la la la la!

I changed my AIM cuz I was being stalked by some wierdo...kinda.

Spring is coming soon.

I like warm weather.

I know it'll definitely be here when I get the sniffles.

The Reason Being is the fact that I get sick when the weather changes.

I cant wait to be warm.

I like the warm sun.

It makes me happy.

so happy.....

Im just sittin on my ass today.

It's been a week since I lost my job and I spent the good part of it in front of the comp playing "Medal of Honor: Allied Assualt" for hours and hours.

I did get a job offer today but I turned it down cuz I didnt think measuring medical supplies for $7 an hour would challenge someone with my computer skills.

You guys/gals reading this dont know how much I hate tinkering about in the warehouse/quality control/inventory world. It was a way to get $$$ when I went to college and tech school.

and now I seem to be stuck in it...

I guess that what I get when I try to be a rock star, take 10 years to get a BA in english/writing and go to tech school for Multimedia because I dropped out of a tech support program.

ugh.

On the brighter side, I still have money in the bank and valentine's day is coming up soon.

So any ladies wanna drop me a line?

cuz I'm a fighter and a lover....

Hail the late Ueshiba Sensei.

and the darklord too,,,,

La La La La La La La La La La La La

The winter chill here in the big NJ is kinda nice.

I know i've been bitching about how cold it's been but for the moment, it's quite nice.

I seem to embrace how the freezing wind pierces though my pants and turns my loins into a bunch of popsicles that attempt to trod about the moonlit Joizee landscape......

I guess there beauty in all the seasons.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

I sound so "rocky mountain high".

but on a sad note, I still need someone to hold me.

Cold Weather Sucks.

Someone wont answer my e-mails or phone calls.
I just got a cable connection.
I had Dunkin Donuts "Chocolate Mint" Flavored Coffee.
My Poop looks funny.
I think were on the verge of WWIII.
I think Humanity has hope.
I think my future will be one of lonliness, monotony and other stuff.
I washed my car on sunday.

la la la la la.

As I've said on my past couple of journal entries:

Somebody Hold Me.