I've been absent for a very VERY long time.... been very busy with tons of shit.... I'm one month away from leaving mexico for a while <3 and very happy about it.... a new chapter in my life is starting

Been busy with school and job stuff... me and my best friend opened a small boutique, vintage store, whatever you want to call it. It's been nice working with her, she's been one of the most supportive persons in my life she always makes me happy <3

Been doing a lot of crop tops, my sewing skills have improved also been selling some nice jewelry and stuff.... I actually made tons of money last week but since I borrowed money from many people.... i have no money anymore





and one of the weirdest things just happened to me... I was in the mexican hopefulls section, looking if this one girl in specific already had a hopefull profile.... and I found myself there D: wtf hahahahahaha I really don't know why I'm there but I'll have to sort that out

I cant sleep... whenever I go to bed I feel like I'm "wasting my time"
my brain is like "you could be using your time in something productive... who needs to sleep?"
but I'm not productive at all because I'm just tired.... I'm tired all day long

my best friend gave me the most awesome shades ever :') also that beret
I am in isolation mode.... trying to fix my life and body....

I want to draw but I don't know who to draw.... any suggestions?

my life has been very boring lately

I've been absent for a very long time here -_- I was finishing school projects... then vacations came and for one reason or another I was too busy. But anyway (and if anybody wondered) these holidays where the worse holidays ever

My family is in eugene, everyone..... including my big sister, my nephue, my godmother (whom I'm very close to) and my cousin. I did nothing special for Christmas and nothing special for new year.... I would always make cookies with my little sister and just..... be stupid with them I miss them so much, mostly cried every other on vacations.... I guess it hurts even more when everyone you love is at that one place you wish to be :/

but that's that.... here are some pictures of my work, the drawings where made by hand (pencil) and blended in to the original picture with photoshop. I would take any request from SG if they want a portrait like this






and some clothes... just because.... well.... asjñldfjasl

so.... i haven't posted anything because i'm usually busy (ling ling busy) this time of the year making costumes for a lot of clients.... and last weekend we went out to visit some friends from a small town from here morelia.... it's funny because we always visit one of my boyfriends oldest friends who is married to a girl my age and we have SO much in common, the first day I met her I felt so comfortable with her and just.... everything around her feels so nice, I know i can trust anything to her and I always feel so much better when we speak.... but, we also ALWAYS get so fucking incredibly drunk.... like insane drunk, I can't even remember how i got back to her house D: I just know i woke up in pijamas in her bed hahahahaha some pictures of the party





and the day after (I look like i'm about to die because that's how it felt like)... I want to marry that girl so badly







and today at school we had a small contest, we had to make a hat and makeup inspired in mexican catrinas the model is a very good friend of mine and I just loved so much the way everything ended <3 <3 <3 I always wonder how I ended up with such beautiful friends.... I think i'll never know





oh yeah, we won first place

I seriously fucking hate my life right now.... i can feel how my life is going out of control... like every part of my body is deciding to run at the same time in different directions. I just want to leave this stupid town and run away from everyone and everything u_u I love my friends, they make my days brighter but I'm carrying so many things within myself that it's just not enough.... I feel like I need to meet new people, tell my troubles to people who aren't so judgmental about what I do and like...

I need to push a reset button in my life.... or i need to be my cat, who is catching flies, she's so happy and not worried about life <3