i apologize to anyone who read my last journal, i could't get the journey song out of my head all day....i dont even know it all.....just a few lines and what not, but i feel like it affected everyone else......hehe

i have to get up for my 10 am class on the arsenol.....i get a kick out of this class, my teacher doens't speak english very well, i'm beginning to think that the only english she knows is biology, she doesn't speak of anything else.....i've been going to school on monday and wednesday nights. i dont have a class on either of these days, and i dont have a class at the building i go to......i just dont have anywhere to really sit and do my homework.......understandably, people kinda laugh when i tell them why i'm there for 7 hours or so just sitting at a table doing homework and watching people come and go......the people watching has gotten interesting.....i did't realize i'd get to see all the people form the past couple years that have a contept, hate or any other negative emotion for me all gathered in one building about the same times........i suppose i could just go another time, but i dont think i will......being around someone (or 2-3) who hasnt forgivin me for...whatever....makes me really uncomfertable and almost ashamed.....but thats bullshit.....
fuck,......damn the torpedos!! so to speak.....plus, theres a girl there i've been noticing.......

humiliation can be good for you if your prepared for it......

i feel invaded

i somehow can't wait to move....

Justin