IPOD
RADIO
I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flows down the path we
have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone but we can hold on
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and I'm the king
nothing else means anything
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flows down the path we
have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone but we can hold on
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and I'm the king
nothing else means anything
you have the power to make me cry... and i fucking hate it.
i just realized today... after all i've sacrificed and all i've pushed and fought for... i may just end up alone.
funny...... i thought love was enough.
***update*** It's not a "bad" relationship... i mean... love is there.... happiness is there... i just fear that he will rationalize his way out of it. Its his decision... and i just have to wait it out... and hope. Not that i blame him... me and my daughters... are quite a package to take on.
this image is part of a series i shot at the carnival during fiesta a few weeks ago... theres quite a few in the set... but so far im only uploading this one image on here... maybe ill upload more later. the set is quite dramatic...
***update**** i posted more from the series.... the ones i printed for class are huge prints on 13x19 paper... simply beautiful...
i just realized today... after all i've sacrificed and all i've pushed and fought for... i may just end up alone.
funny...... i thought love was enough.
***update*** It's not a "bad" relationship... i mean... love is there.... happiness is there... i just fear that he will rationalize his way out of it. Its his decision... and i just have to wait it out... and hope. Not that i blame him... me and my daughters... are quite a package to take on.
this image is part of a series i shot at the carnival during fiesta a few weeks ago... theres quite a few in the set... but so far im only uploading this one image on here... maybe ill upload more later. the set is quite dramatic...
***update**** i posted more from the series.... the ones i printed for class are huge prints on 13x19 paper... simply beautiful...
Leaving Hope... of of Nine Inch Nail's still cd.... by far my favorite NiN song ever... no words but so much emotion... thought i would share this video i found on you tube with you guys...
Im doing well... very well actually... the countdown has begun... i graduate with my bachelor's degree in 19 days... I changed my address on my wishlist to the current one im staying at so give me graduation presents!!!! holy crap.... i cant believe im graduating....
Im in the process of putting up my digital portfolio site... you can see it at PixelGeekGirl... there are loads of things i still need to work on in there but id say its atleast 80% done...
Im looking forward to the time off from school... but not looking forward to the whole job search thing.... lol. Cant someone just give me a job without me looking for it?!?!?
I should take some new *pics* soon once a idea has been spawn.... im kinda lazy... sorry... stop bugging me about it!!! you can always bug NiteRunner since he will be the one taking the pictures.... lol.... go bug him....
I hope you guys are having a nice day....
oh the things stupid men say...
i hate going to the store alone... i avoid it at all costs... ofcourse there is the occasional time that i have no choice but to venture in all alone... today was such an occasion....
my local h.e.b. is rather run down and swarming with people that i wouldnt hang out with even if you paid me... alas it is close and if i use the self checkout (which i always do) it is fairly quick.
Today i had a rather interesting comment for a "man" (and i use this term rather loosely) while i stood in a small line waiting for a self checkout area to open up... he told me that it always intrigues him when he sees someone with half hidden tattoos because he then cant help but wonder what the rest of the tattoo looks like... [referring to my stars which go from hip to crotch and my song lyrics that go from boob to butt...] yeah... i just smiled and walked to the next open station... i wish i could be rude... but most of the time i just cant... i mean what did he expect??? He was like in his late 20s... maybe early 30s... he should have known better... ugh. I am so not going to the store alone again... id rather just wait it out until someone can go with me...
The thing is... i wasnt dressed provacitively at all... i didnt look like i was after any attention from anyone... i was wearing basic blue jeans... a black tshirt that is generally pretty long... i usually have no skin showing but when im carrying stuff and doing things i can have like 1-2 inches of skin peek out between my shirt and pants... i mean... i was wearing my glasses... my hair was down and rather sloppy...
i hate men.
[except for you guys - ofcourse!]
sorry for the rant.. i hope it makes somewhat sense... i kinda just did a bit of keyboard word vomit...
i hate going to the store alone... i avoid it at all costs... ofcourse there is the occasional time that i have no choice but to venture in all alone... today was such an occasion....
my local h.e.b. is rather run down and swarming with people that i wouldnt hang out with even if you paid me... alas it is close and if i use the self checkout (which i always do) it is fairly quick.
Today i had a rather interesting comment for a "man" (and i use this term rather loosely) while i stood in a small line waiting for a self checkout area to open up... he told me that it always intrigues him when he sees someone with half hidden tattoos because he then cant help but wonder what the rest of the tattoo looks like... [referring to my stars which go from hip to crotch and my song lyrics that go from boob to butt...] yeah... i just smiled and walked to the next open station... i wish i could be rude... but most of the time i just cant... i mean what did he expect??? He was like in his late 20s... maybe early 30s... he should have known better... ugh. I am so not going to the store alone again... id rather just wait it out until someone can go with me...
The thing is... i wasnt dressed provacitively at all... i didnt look like i was after any attention from anyone... i was wearing basic blue jeans... a black tshirt that is generally pretty long... i usually have no skin showing but when im carrying stuff and doing things i can have like 1-2 inches of skin peek out between my shirt and pants... i mean... i was wearing my glasses... my hair was down and rather sloppy...
i hate men.
[except for you guys - ofcourse!]
sorry for the rant.. i hope it makes somewhat sense... i kinda just did a bit of keyboard word vomit...
You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.
I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight tastes like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake (stay awake)
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
Move down to me, slip into you
Was listening to my itunes when this song played... thought it summed up some stuff rather well...
Its a fucking beautiful day here in San Antonio... too bad im beyond tired... im falling asleep at my computer as i type this right now... i need a good night's sleep... really bad.
On a side note... I absolutely hate signing into my sg account and going to my homepage and spotting a huge picture of some random guys dick sitting in my friends recent photos section... ugh. Sorry guys... but i think some of you are facing impending deletion...
lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.
I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight tastes like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake (stay awake)
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
Move down to me, slip into you
Was listening to my itunes when this song played... thought it summed up some stuff rather well...
Its a fucking beautiful day here in San Antonio... too bad im beyond tired... im falling asleep at my computer as i type this right now... i need a good night's sleep... really bad.
On a side note... I absolutely hate signing into my sg account and going to my homepage and spotting a huge picture of some random guys dick sitting in my friends recent photos section... ugh. Sorry guys... but i think some of you are facing impending deletion...
to wake up beside me...
...Ive always hated waking up in a empty bed... its the one thing i miss the most... not the person... just the body... the warmth... maybe i will invest in a huge teddy bear or something...
...Ive always hated waking up in a empty bed... its the one thing i miss the most... not the person... just the body... the warmth... maybe i will invest in a huge teddy bear or something...
heres a pic from our day trip yesterday... me & NiteRunner at Enchanted Rock...
it was a beautiful day... perfect for hiking... it was a much needed break from everything...
I will post more pics when i have the time... they are all huge raw files so it takes a while to mess around with them and convert them to jpegs...
from his profile...
