It's June, but the British Summer doesn't care.
The weather has been pretty shocking.
So I've mostly been...
Outside lots (between downpours and in them).
I love nature and how beautiful it can be; even when wet and miserable.
Catching up on Weeds Season 6.
I have such a crush on Nancy Botwin. Not really Mary-Louise Parker, who plays the character, but more just Nancy and who she is. She's so hot and feisty.
Looking after my niece; Dexter loves having someone older to run around & get up to mischief with.
I know I'm biased by they are two beautiful children.
Getting stuck into this beautifully written and vey steamy book.
I've been writing again too. Forgot how much I love writing erotica.
Being pretty gobsmacked that people are stilll going to leave lovely comments on my sets.
You all keep leaving me the best kinda love here <3
Things with the ex are still a bit up in the air.
Eveyone that took the time to reply to my last blog is right; it will take time before we're just able to be good friends. I'm kinda impatient with these things though.
I guess it sucks cus if I ever had a kid, I wanted to stay with their dad forever and be that family unit.
But the truth is, we just didn't work together.
Excitingly, I'm now only half a stone heavier than I was when I got pregnant. It's taken 17 months to loose four stone, so nearly there. I put on a LOT, since I ate everything in sight. But people ae so right when they say take your time in loosing baby weight.
To celebrate...
And since it's Thursday, that means thigh highs...
Last thing.
There are some beautiful set's around at the moment that deserve all the love they've been getting and should get from you guys.
Hopefuls...
She's British. And stunning. And she's so honest & uncontrived- she make's me laugh when she writes.
Elye- Scarlet
I'd love to see her set on front page. Not only is she so hot, she's a lovely lady and a such a good mummy.
Henika-BCN
SGs...
Alot of personality in this set, and probably the sexiest undewear ever.
Nya- Vehement Behemoth
I always love anything shot by Lavezzero, but Erae is so sexy and cute in this (and pretty much everything she does).
Erae- Cookie Monster
Another British girl, who is beautiful and who has a Dexter obsession bigger than mine.
Leandra-Darkly Dreaming
Hope eveyone's well and happy.
<3
The weather has been pretty shocking.
So I've mostly been...
Outside lots (between downpours and in them).
I love nature and how beautiful it can be; even when wet and miserable.
Catching up on Weeds Season 6.
I have such a crush on Nancy Botwin. Not really Mary-Louise Parker, who plays the character, but more just Nancy and who she is. She's so hot and feisty.
Looking after my niece; Dexter loves having someone older to run around & get up to mischief with.
I know I'm biased by they are two beautiful children.
Getting stuck into this beautifully written and vey steamy book.
I've been writing again too. Forgot how much I love writing erotica.
Being pretty gobsmacked that people are stilll going to leave lovely comments on my sets.
You all keep leaving me the best kinda love here <3
Things with the ex are still a bit up in the air.
Eveyone that took the time to reply to my last blog is right; it will take time before we're just able to be good friends. I'm kinda impatient with these things though.
I guess it sucks cus if I ever had a kid, I wanted to stay with their dad forever and be that family unit.
But the truth is, we just didn't work together.
Excitingly, I'm now only half a stone heavier than I was when I got pregnant. It's taken 17 months to loose four stone, so nearly there. I put on a LOT, since I ate everything in sight. But people ae so right when they say take your time in loosing baby weight.
To celebrate...
And since it's Thursday, that means thigh highs...
Last thing.
There are some beautiful set's around at the moment that deserve all the love they've been getting and should get from you guys.
Hopefuls...
She's British. And stunning. And she's so honest & uncontrived- she make's me laugh when she writes.
Elye- Scarlet
I'd love to see her set on front page. Not only is she so hot, she's a lovely lady and a such a good mummy.
Henika-BCN
SGs...
Alot of personality in this set, and probably the sexiest undewear ever.
Nya- Vehement Behemoth
I always love anything shot by Lavezzero, but Erae is so sexy and cute in this (and pretty much everything she does).
Erae- Cookie Monster
Another British girl, who is beautiful and who has a Dexter obsession bigger than mine.
Leandra-Darkly Dreaming
Hope eveyone's well and happy.
<3
Sometimes I forget how much I love vintage dresses and getting dolled up.
Went for drinks last night...
This photo is for sukota1974. It's not the dress from my previous blog I'm afraid, but hopefully it'll do
Things with the ex got ugly this week.
I've kissed someone else since we've broken up, and it's someone he's had issues with. I guess i shouldn't have done it knowing his paranoia with the situation. But I am single now. I dunno. I just hate hurting people & feeling like I've done something wrong.
Anyway, had a chat last night and I'm hoping things can get better and we can just get on, and be ok for the sake of our kid.
I truely mean it when I say I'll be happy if he gets a girlfriend or revels in some female attention.
I love him to bits, always will, and want to see him happy.
The weather was great for a few weeks, but has just turned sour again.
On the last day of sunshine, I spent the afternoon with an old friend, who I haven't seen in about 6 years.
It's so nice to catch up with people from the past.
He lives on a boat, so we fed the ducks, sunbathed with his dog and had a chit-chat.
I cut my hair even shorter.
I tend to get pissed off at things, and take it out on my hair.
Also went back to being a redhead. So happy to have my red hair back.
(Please excuse the no make-up)
This weekend, the Queen has been on the throne for 60 years.
I love that Britian has a Royal family .It makes me feel all regal and proud.
We had a BBQ yesteday and everything was the colours of the British flag...
On the subject of the Queen...
Long Live Manko.
I will miss her oh-so creative and fun sets.
To Kill A Mockingbird got to 900 comments <3
It was my first time ever doing anything behind a lens, and I will always be very proud of the set for this reason, regardless of whether it stays in Member Review forever.
Go say you think I'm cute here!
I've been loving Filthy Dirty Smutty Storytime. I haven't written in a long time, and I wrote a very quick short story for the group. I forgot how much I love writing erotic fiction.
Resolution to myself; write more.
Thanks to everyone for sending love and nice messages re) my housing situation.
Still no joy, but I'm trying to be optimistic.
Something will come up, it always does.
Lastly, I got new stockings...
Hope everyone has a great long weekend, be you British and doing the Jubilee celebrations, or just doing your usual weekend thing.
Lots of love x
Went for drinks last night...
This photo is for sukota1974. It's not the dress from my previous blog I'm afraid, but hopefully it'll do
Things with the ex got ugly this week.
I've kissed someone else since we've broken up, and it's someone he's had issues with. I guess i shouldn't have done it knowing his paranoia with the situation. But I am single now. I dunno. I just hate hurting people & feeling like I've done something wrong.
Anyway, had a chat last night and I'm hoping things can get better and we can just get on, and be ok for the sake of our kid.
I truely mean it when I say I'll be happy if he gets a girlfriend or revels in some female attention.
I love him to bits, always will, and want to see him happy.
The weather was great for a few weeks, but has just turned sour again.
On the last day of sunshine, I spent the afternoon with an old friend, who I haven't seen in about 6 years.
It's so nice to catch up with people from the past.
He lives on a boat, so we fed the ducks, sunbathed with his dog and had a chit-chat.
I cut my hair even shorter.
I tend to get pissed off at things, and take it out on my hair.
Also went back to being a redhead. So happy to have my red hair back.
(Please excuse the no make-up)
This weekend, the Queen has been on the throne for 60 years.
I love that Britian has a Royal family .It makes me feel all regal and proud.
We had a BBQ yesteday and everything was the colours of the British flag...
On the subject of the Queen...
Long Live Manko.
I will miss her oh-so creative and fun sets.
To Kill A Mockingbird got to 900 comments <3
It was my first time ever doing anything behind a lens, and I will always be very proud of the set for this reason, regardless of whether it stays in Member Review forever.
Go say you think I'm cute here!
I've been loving Filthy Dirty Smutty Storytime. I haven't written in a long time, and I wrote a very quick short story for the group. I forgot how much I love writing erotic fiction.
Resolution to myself; write more.
Thanks to everyone for sending love and nice messages re) my housing situation.
Still no joy, but I'm trying to be optimistic.
Something will come up, it always does.
Lastly, I got new stockings...
Hope everyone has a great long weekend, be you British and doing the Jubilee celebrations, or just doing your usual weekend thing.
Lots of love x
So, I didn't get the flat.
Karma is hating me like a bitch at the moment, but my chin is up and I have every faith something will come up.
In the meantime I'm gunna squirrel away some money and stay positive.
On that note of being determined to stay positive, I treated myself to...
A new dress... (It has ice creams on it. So fitting for the sunny weather)
New shoes...
The weather has been so, so gorgeous last week or so.
Lotsa fun with the mini-boy-me.
Today we spent the afternoon in the park with two old friends of mine, and it was lovely.
Here he is being the flirty one year old he is...
The girl in the photo ^^ informed me she was looking through old blogs of mine on here, from 2009, and was shocked how personal they were.
I used to use this as a diary. Unfortunately now I have so many friends on here, and I'm a lil more protective because of the aforementioned mini-me, I don't share so intimately.
It is still always so nice though, when you all take the time to ask on how personal things are going, when I do share. That SG support network will never cease to amaze me
Some random Instagram photos...
Summer reading...
Attempting to colour my oh-so-pale legs...
Buying my favourite book in hardback, in my favourite colour...
Buying vintage glassware to use in my upcoming set...
To Kill A Mockingbird is nearly at 900 comments; super stoked at how well it's done.
If anyone wants to go leave it a lil more love then here's that link to love <3
Since alot of compliments where on my bum, in my upcoming set I'll have to make sure to get more ass shots in for you all.
I was super happy seeing Katherine on front page this week.
She is a beautiful example of a UK girl, and as there's only just over 100 UK Suicide Girls, I'd love the UK Hopeful girls to up their game so there can be more. This would be awesome
Anyway. Hope you're all enjoying this sunshine as much as I am.
Lots of love xo
Karma is hating me like a bitch at the moment, but my chin is up and I have every faith something will come up.
In the meantime I'm gunna squirrel away some money and stay positive.
On that note of being determined to stay positive, I treated myself to...
A new dress... (It has ice creams on it. So fitting for the sunny weather)
New shoes...
The weather has been so, so gorgeous last week or so.
Lotsa fun with the mini-boy-me.
Today we spent the afternoon in the park with two old friends of mine, and it was lovely.
Here he is being the flirty one year old he is...
The girl in the photo ^^ informed me she was looking through old blogs of mine on here, from 2009, and was shocked how personal they were.
I used to use this as a diary. Unfortunately now I have so many friends on here, and I'm a lil more protective because of the aforementioned mini-me, I don't share so intimately.
It is still always so nice though, when you all take the time to ask on how personal things are going, when I do share. That SG support network will never cease to amaze me
Some random Instagram photos...
Summer reading...
Attempting to colour my oh-so-pale legs...
Buying my favourite book in hardback, in my favourite colour...
Buying vintage glassware to use in my upcoming set...
To Kill A Mockingbird is nearly at 900 comments; super stoked at how well it's done.
If anyone wants to go leave it a lil more love then here's that link to love <3
Since alot of compliments where on my bum, in my upcoming set I'll have to make sure to get more ass shots in for you all.
I was super happy seeing Katherine on front page this week.
She is a beautiful example of a UK girl, and as there's only just over 100 UK Suicide Girls, I'd love the UK Hopeful girls to up their game so there can be more. This would be awesome
Anyway. Hope you're all enjoying this sunshine as much as I am.
Lots of love xo
First things first; I have a viewing at a flat on Monday!
Everyone- fingers & toes crossed!
The weather has been gorgeous last few days. Super hot & balmy...
I took the baby to the farm. He's such a nature boy, lovin' being outdoors & seeing animals.
Continually trying to sort my head out, which I guess is more and more difficult as things keep getting more and more dramatic, which I hate.
I got signed off work for another two weeks, but I've sworn to myself I'll be back after this.
I miss my shop and my girls.
I'm so addicted to Instagram.
So here's some photos off there...
It's fische_ if anyone fancies seeing more
I know I've bigged up this range before, but Soap & Glory products are working wonders for me.
And the packaging is so kitsch and cute...
Shoot with Lavezzero in a few weeks.
Excited to see her lovely face again, and go on a London trip with my girl Gem_.
I've booked a four star boutique hotel as a treat, so excited about getting dolled up and drinking cocktails with my girl. And obviously, getting a set together
Little things like this make me happy.
Oh, and I'd love this set to go front page, as UK girls are underrated but very sexy
Katherine- What Happens In London...
And as always...
Love left please <3
Hope everyone's enjoying the lovely sunshine. x
Everyone- fingers & toes crossed!
The weather has been gorgeous last few days. Super hot & balmy...
I took the baby to the farm. He's such a nature boy, lovin' being outdoors & seeing animals.
Continually trying to sort my head out, which I guess is more and more difficult as things keep getting more and more dramatic, which I hate.
I got signed off work for another two weeks, but I've sworn to myself I'll be back after this.
I miss my shop and my girls.
I'm so addicted to Instagram.
So here's some photos off there...
It's fische_ if anyone fancies seeing more
I know I've bigged up this range before, but Soap & Glory products are working wonders for me.
And the packaging is so kitsch and cute...
Shoot with Lavezzero in a few weeks.
Excited to see her lovely face again, and go on a London trip with my girl Gem_.
I've booked a four star boutique hotel as a treat, so excited about getting dolled up and drinking cocktails with my girl. And obviously, getting a set together
Little things like this make me happy.
Oh, and I'd love this set to go front page, as UK girls are underrated but very sexy
Katherine- What Happens In London...
And as always...
Love left please <3
Hope everyone's enjoying the lovely sunshine. x
The last few days, it feels like I've walked miles and miles.
I love when Spring is turning to Summer and everything really blooms.
Although I live in a city, there's alot of green space. There's also a route I can go home, along the river; and it's so quiet and green it can seem as though you're in the countryside...
Where I am staying, is super chintzey. It's my mum's house and she recently downsized when her and my dad divorced, from a five bed to a two bed, and she hasn't quite yet realised she lives in a tiny terraced house. So it's stuffed full of ornaments and big, antique furniture...
I'm gunna say thanks again for the continued support on my sets
That said, I'm gunna bug you all again to go leave me a comment here <3 and show some love.
My favourite part of this site is the member review section.
So many gorgeous ladies who put in so much effort & personality into their photographs.
I'm having a lil issue with a few "spread leg" shots in sets recently; I think it ends up detracting from the beauty of what I love about the site, and just cheapens the whole thing. Buuuut, each to their own.
I absolutely love that the majority of comments on my sets are from girls.
Girls sticking together and appreciating each other is one of my favourite things, and for this I am very grateful for.
Oh-so-hot girlies in MR...
Krito- Crystal Soul
Finella- Castle View
SandizzleYoa-I Am
On a more personal note, my son is super unsettled and all over the place at the moment.
I'm getting no sleep, he's getting no sleep. So, so tired.
However, he's a trooper and still cute as ever and everytime I look at him, I am immensely proud of myself.
Oh, and look what Losttime_ did of me!
It made my day. Such a talented man. Thanks again to him for taking the time out to do it
Hoping everyone's good.
Lots of love x
I love when Spring is turning to Summer and everything really blooms.
Although I live in a city, there's alot of green space. There's also a route I can go home, along the river; and it's so quiet and green it can seem as though you're in the countryside...
Where I am staying, is super chintzey. It's my mum's house and she recently downsized when her and my dad divorced, from a five bed to a two bed, and she hasn't quite yet realised she lives in a tiny terraced house. So it's stuffed full of ornaments and big, antique furniture...
I'm gunna say thanks again for the continued support on my sets
That said, I'm gunna bug you all again to go leave me a comment here <3 and show some love.
My favourite part of this site is the member review section.
So many gorgeous ladies who put in so much effort & personality into their photographs.
I'm having a lil issue with a few "spread leg" shots in sets recently; I think it ends up detracting from the beauty of what I love about the site, and just cheapens the whole thing. Buuuut, each to their own.
I absolutely love that the majority of comments on my sets are from girls.
Girls sticking together and appreciating each other is one of my favourite things, and for this I am very grateful for.
Oh-so-hot girlies in MR...
Krito- Crystal Soul
Finella- Castle View
SandizzleYoa-I Am
On a more personal note, my son is super unsettled and all over the place at the moment.
I'm getting no sleep, he's getting no sleep. So, so tired.
However, he's a trooper and still cute as ever and everytime I look at him, I am immensely proud of myself.
Oh, and look what Losttime_ did of me!
It made my day. Such a talented man. Thanks again to him for taking the time out to do it
Hoping everyone's good.
Lots of love x
Being signed off work for stress has done me wonders. Feelin' so much more upbeat after a lil me time and after (attempting) to sort out this housing stuff.
So here's what the past week's entailed in photos...
Sitting out & having breakfast in peace is a luxury when you have a one year old...
Sweets for breakfast...
New shoes...
My Converse, baby's Converse...
Girls just wanna have fun...
The sun came out, so 'cus I'm British it's "Quick, sunshine, get the BBQ on!"
Went to Birmingham yesterday with Bigiddy.
We met Fuschicho (who is one of the loveliest people I've met) and did a shoot for here, which was fun. She's so teeny, I got some definite flat stomach envy!
Behind-the-scenes photo
Managed to get a set done of me before the sun went down. Tipsy, getting naked and a full length balcony window made for some very happy passers-by!
Thanks (again) for all the super nice comments on my sets.
And hurrah for To Kill A Mockingbird getting 800+ comments.
So, so happy with the response; makes for a happy Fische
Hope you're all happy & healthy.
(Oh, and I'm being an Instgram geek at the mo. For more random photos follow me, it's fische_)
So here's what the past week's entailed in photos...
Sitting out & having breakfast in peace is a luxury when you have a one year old...
Sweets for breakfast...
New shoes...
My Converse, baby's Converse...
Girls just wanna have fun...
The sun came out, so 'cus I'm British it's "Quick, sunshine, get the BBQ on!"
Went to Birmingham yesterday with Bigiddy.
We met Fuschicho (who is one of the loveliest people I've met) and did a shoot for here, which was fun. She's so teeny, I got some definite flat stomach envy!
Behind-the-scenes photo
Managed to get a set done of me before the sun went down. Tipsy, getting naked and a full length balcony window made for some very happy passers-by!
Thanks (again) for all the super nice comments on my sets.
And hurrah for To Kill A Mockingbird getting 800+ comments.
So, so happy with the response; makes for a happy Fische
Hope you're all happy & healthy.
(Oh, and I'm being an Instgram geek at the mo. For more random photos follow me, it's fische_)
It's been a funny few days.
Gem_ and I got matching tattoos. Kind of an in-joke, but she's my girl and we've lived together/worked together and still love each other to pieces.
They're cute tats and we had a lovely morning...
I also got my other nipple pierced, and my lip repierced (it decided to close when I took the bar out overnight).
Nipple fine. Like my other one, it was a-ok to get pierced. But my lip...for the first time ever, I nearly cried with a piercing. So strange!
I've been signed off work for two weeks with stress.
I need to get this housing situation sorted once and for all, and I guess this time off enables me to do that and try and get a bit stronger again.
Those that know me, seem to have a preconception that I'm invincible I swear, just because I put on a good front.
Kinda frustrating, especially now, when I am constantly trying to do the right thing.
Anyway.
Trying to budge some podge. So super healthy smoothie and lots of water being drank...
And a great night out with my girls. Lots of dancing and gossiping, and putting the world to rights. (I still feel weird with brown hair...)
Still receiving lots of lovely compliments on my sets.
They came out quite close together, so it's nice to hear feedback, and all the nice messages are very appreciated.
On that note, more support is always nice, so go lemme know what you think.
Here's some bum (since you all seem to be raving about it)...
To Kill A Mockingbird
Not A Robot
Lastly, I cannot believe I've been a member here for four years.
I've loved getting to know people, and made some great bonds with some lovely, lovely guys and girls.
So big love to Bigiddy, Fashionista, cudnovati, StCyr, Ferinus & AlienSheep and lots of others I've probably forgotten (sorry!)
Lots of love, and hope everyone's happy and healthy x
Gem_ and I got matching tattoos. Kind of an in-joke, but she's my girl and we've lived together/worked together and still love each other to pieces.
They're cute tats and we had a lovely morning...
I also got my other nipple pierced, and my lip repierced (it decided to close when I took the bar out overnight).
Nipple fine. Like my other one, it was a-ok to get pierced. But my lip...for the first time ever, I nearly cried with a piercing. So strange!
I've been signed off work for two weeks with stress.
I need to get this housing situation sorted once and for all, and I guess this time off enables me to do that and try and get a bit stronger again.
Those that know me, seem to have a preconception that I'm invincible I swear, just because I put on a good front.
Kinda frustrating, especially now, when I am constantly trying to do the right thing.
Anyway.
Trying to budge some podge. So super healthy smoothie and lots of water being drank...
And a great night out with my girls. Lots of dancing and gossiping, and putting the world to rights. (I still feel weird with brown hair...)
Still receiving lots of lovely compliments on my sets.
They came out quite close together, so it's nice to hear feedback, and all the nice messages are very appreciated.
On that note, more support is always nice, so go lemme know what you think.
Here's some bum (since you all seem to be raving about it)...
To Kill A Mockingbird
Not A Robot
Lastly, I cannot believe I've been a member here for four years.
I've loved getting to know people, and made some great bonds with some lovely, lovely guys and girls.
So big love to Bigiddy, Fashionista, cudnovati, StCyr, Ferinus & AlienSheep and lots of others I've probably forgotten (sorry!)
Lots of love, and hope everyone's happy and healthy x
My second set came out today...
Not A Robot
Thank you very much, as always, for all the lovely comments and messages and support.
And a big thank you to Bigiddy for shooting it. Considering it's his first attempt at anything like this, I think he did really well.
To those that have been kind enough to worry, and ask, I have somewhere temporary to stay for now.
It's not ideal but it's a solution to a problem.
Just keep those fingers crossed something more permanent will come up and i'll get cut a friggin' break!
No matter how little time I have for myself, I will always find time for bathtime...
Something that has inspired an upcoming set...
Why it's so easy to be a beauty junkie when surrounded by polishes like these...
It's been raining so much here, even this duck and ducklings didn't fancy swimming in the swollen river...
I'm taking a trip to Birmingham soon, with Bigiddy to shoot Fuschicho.
Very excited to meet this lovely lady, and see her get some great photo's done.
Aside from that, I'm a little bit all over the place at the moment but there are good things there.
My son starts nursery tomorrow...I love him to pieces.
He's so awesome, he even helped me pack for moving (albeit by hiding in a laundry basket to make me laugh)...
Lastly, To Kill A Mockingbird, the set I shot with Lavezzero is doing really well so thanks for all the love.
Hope everyone's happy and well.
<3
Not A Robot
Thank you very much, as always, for all the lovely comments and messages and support.
And a big thank you to Bigiddy for shooting it. Considering it's his first attempt at anything like this, I think he did really well.
To those that have been kind enough to worry, and ask, I have somewhere temporary to stay for now.
It's not ideal but it's a solution to a problem.
Just keep those fingers crossed something more permanent will come up and i'll get cut a friggin' break!
No matter how little time I have for myself, I will always find time for bathtime...
Something that has inspired an upcoming set...
Why it's so easy to be a beauty junkie when surrounded by polishes like these...
It's been raining so much here, even this duck and ducklings didn't fancy swimming in the swollen river...
I'm taking a trip to Birmingham soon, with Bigiddy to shoot Fuschicho.
Very excited to meet this lovely lady, and see her get some great photo's done.
Aside from that, I'm a little bit all over the place at the moment but there are good things there.
My son starts nursery tomorrow...I love him to pieces.
He's so awesome, he even helped me pack for moving (albeit by hiding in a laundry basket to make me laugh)...
Lastly, To Kill A Mockingbird, the set I shot with Lavezzero is doing really well so thanks for all the love.
Hope everyone's happy and well.
<3
Firstly, I'm a smiley Fische, as Amarena is finally a SuicideGirl.
Not only is she a really nice girl, but it's gunna be really refreshing to see a confident, curvy, beautiful woman on front page, and I'm very excited.
As most of you know, I've got a fuck tonne of stuff going on right now.
I have to be out of the flat on Monday, and as yet I still don't have anywhere to go.
It's making me feel like a total failure as a mum.
Aside from that, I seem to be getting grief left, right and center. And I just can't stress enough to those involved how I don't need the needless drama.
I'm a tough cookie, and I don't have a tendancy to open up or break down, so people seem to think they can throw everything they've got at me. And sometimes it's just not fucking fair.
Neon & bling nails..
Lots of continued praise for my set, so thanks a bunch to all that are taking the time to revisit and comment.
To Kill A Mockingbird
On that note, I have a second set coming out on the 2nd May.
Sneek peek...
It's a bit different to my last,and shot by Bigiddy (who happens to be my ex-boy) so I hope you all like it as much as my first set.
Hope you're all good. Lots of love <3
Not only is she a really nice girl, but it's gunna be really refreshing to see a confident, curvy, beautiful woman on front page, and I'm very excited.
As most of you know, I've got a fuck tonne of stuff going on right now.
I have to be out of the flat on Monday, and as yet I still don't have anywhere to go.
It's making me feel like a total failure as a mum.
Aside from that, I seem to be getting grief left, right and center. And I just can't stress enough to those involved how I don't need the needless drama.
I'm a tough cookie, and I don't have a tendancy to open up or break down, so people seem to think they can throw everything they've got at me. And sometimes it's just not fucking fair.
Neon & bling nails..
Lots of continued praise for my set, so thanks a bunch to all that are taking the time to revisit and comment.
To Kill A Mockingbird
On that note, I have a second set coming out on the 2nd May.
Sneek peek...
It's a bit different to my last,and shot by Bigiddy (who happens to be my ex-boy) so I hope you all like it as much as my first set.
Hope you're all good. Lots of love <3
The theme of today is change...
I've been playing with my nails and changing them every other day it seems...
Change of hair (accidental colour but I'm growing to like it)...
Sometimes change is not a good thing.
Everyone seems to be leaving my work and I'm gunna miss their faces.
Anyway, to wave off one member staff we went and ate chicken.
Om nom nom...
The lovely Gem_ at dinner, and her even lovelier boobies...
The change in relationship status to single is so stange, and doesn't feel good right now.
Irritating as I find him sometimes, I'm gunna miss my boy when I move. (I'm so blonde in this photo!) He's the best at giving me squeezes.
Anyway, hope everyone's having a lovely weekend.
Thanks again for all the comments on my set, and if you feel like making a girl smile, go give me some more lovin' x
To Kill A Mockingbird
I've been playing with my nails and changing them every other day it seems...
Change of hair (accidental colour but I'm growing to like it)...
Sometimes change is not a good thing.
Everyone seems to be leaving my work and I'm gunna miss their faces.
Anyway, to wave off one member staff we went and ate chicken.
Om nom nom...
The lovely Gem_ at dinner, and her even lovelier boobies...
The change in relationship status to single is so stange, and doesn't feel good right now.
Irritating as I find him sometimes, I'm gunna miss my boy when I move. (I'm so blonde in this photo!) He's the best at giving me squeezes.
Anyway, hope everyone's having a lovely weekend.
Thanks again for all the comments on my set, and if you feel like making a girl smile, go give me some more lovin' x
To Kill A Mockingbird
