Best 24 hours in a long time.

Loving floral mini dresses at the moment. The sun is shining so it seems fitting, and it makes me feel all smiley and summery. Now just need to tan up and set a cocktail date so i can show some of these new frocks off!

I am so excited about moving vaguely soon. I am a big fan of unpacking and sorting everything and making a new house look pretty.

can i show you this state of mind
for it is not mine
can i not show you this state of mind
for she is not mine
i will not entertain this state of mind
for it is not mine
i will not entertain you
for it is not mine
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
i will not undo these twisted bones and sinew
i will not look to find who lives in you
i will not hold my hand on fire
take it off my head
i will not entertain this state of mind
for she is not mine
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
i will not change my ways to suit this day
i will not change my face
i'll hide it from you
all twisted bones and sinew
i will not change what's in you
i will not change for you
i will not change what i hate in you!
all twisted bones and sinew...
i will not change what's in you
i will not change what's in you!
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh

new hair...sunshine...de-cluttering...dieting...comparing life now to that of four years ago...finally letting myself cry for what seemed like an hour on my boyfriend...I feel a bit lighter.

i would like to post some photos of me since i havent done in oh such a long time. however, on tryin to find something to wear out for a drink with the boyfriend...apaprently nothing fits cus im too fat. so dont want to share photos with you lovelies. i cant seem to get my head round the fact that im not a size 8 anymore. i hate the way i look. and i no its not very "girls rock n can look hot whatever their size" but i dont care at the moment. i wana look like me again. not like someone who ate me.

I ma back to being a redhead. Definately prefer it this way

Lovely weekend. Dead excited about doing some exercise tomorrow; not so much about exposing my postbaby body for the first time in a bikini...nervous. Sooner i get my ass into gear to get my figure back, sooner i can do some suicide girls photos

fed up of feeling all lonely. and fed up of feeling unwanted. and definately fed up of hearing myself complain, like a broken fucking record. I bore myself, god knows what i do to other people

Today's Set Of The Day just reminded me how much i hate septum piercings. Shame cus Mittens is actually really hot if it weren't for that.
Talking of piercings, on a more personal note, getting my tragus done the other day reminded me how i really would like my nipple done and a microdermal done properly in my arm (instead of the lady who tried doin it previously...and failed miserably resulting in ruining my tattoo and making me hate said tattoo)