The sets from the London Shootfest I held in March are finally coming to MR.
Please go check out these beauties in MR & show them the love they deserve.
L-R Salliss, Nanci, Rosemo & Reuben_
In non SG news...
I'm looking at going self employed with selling vintage clothes on eBay & prints, crafts on Etsy.
If anyone has any experience or advice on accounting, bookkeeping, starting up, please share with me! Any help would be so welcomed.
Smiley smiley.
A lady recently has really started motivating and encouraging me with creativity & doing things for me. I can't thank her enough. Sometimes you just need a nudge & she's been brilliant for that.
I have new prints in my Etsy store Here ♥
And lastly...
Hope everyone's well.
Lots of love.
Fische ♥
Please go check out these beauties in MR & show them the love they deserve.
L-R Salliss, Nanci, Rosemo & Reuben_
In non SG news...
I'm looking at going self employed with selling vintage clothes on eBay & prints, crafts on Etsy.
If anyone has any experience or advice on accounting, bookkeeping, starting up, please share with me! Any help would be so welcomed.
Smiley smiley.
A lady recently has really started motivating and encouraging me with creativity & doing things for me. I can't thank her enough. Sometimes you just need a nudge & she's been brilliant for that.
I have new prints in my Etsy store Here ♥
And lastly...
Hope everyone's well.
Lots of love.
Fische ♥
SuicideGirls
Me
Lastly.
All of the ass, all of the time.
I hope you're all good.
Lots of love,
Fische <3
I cannot believe it's May already.
But Spring time is making me so much happier & more content.
Beautiful time of year, lovely weather & good things a' coming.
I wrote a list of resolutions at the beginning of 2013.
Five months into the year I'm not going to be hard on myself about what I have yet to achieve. I have done/begun to do a lot of the things on the list. The main achievement was trying to change my mindset. And I can happily say I'm getting there, all of my own accord.
Recently I had the funnest night out with some girlfriends. KirstyClare came to party with me & she's the most energetic, funniest company on a night out ♥
Walace sent me the loveliest letter, with the prettiest pressed flower from her garden.
I've got three rooms in my new flat left to decorate. It's coming along nicely.
My style inspiration mood board...
Roll on the rest of 2013. So far you're kicking 2012's ass.
Oh, and this.
Final preview.
End of the month.
Lots of love,
Fische xx
But Spring time is making me so much happier & more content.
Beautiful time of year, lovely weather & good things a' coming.
I wrote a list of resolutions at the beginning of 2013.
Five months into the year I'm not going to be hard on myself about what I have yet to achieve. I have done/begun to do a lot of the things on the list. The main achievement was trying to change my mindset. And I can happily say I'm getting there, all of my own accord.
Recently I had the funnest night out with some girlfriends. KirstyClare came to party with me & she's the most energetic, funniest company on a night out ♥
Walace sent me the loveliest letter, with the prettiest pressed flower from her garden.
I've got three rooms in my new flat left to decorate. It's coming along nicely.
My style inspiration mood board...
Roll on the rest of 2013. So far you're kicking 2012's ass.
Oh, and this.
Final preview.
End of the month.
Lots of love,
Fische xx
I have to write something half positive to get rid of my last miserable blog.
Must think positively...
1. My mini me makes everything better. His development, speech especially, is so ahead of his age. I love that we can now have conversations together, and little days out and adventures.
2. I have the best sister. We have the funnest nights out and get up to the best kind of mischief.
3. I met the loveliest bunch of girls at the London Shootfest in March. I'm so grateful to have new friends and people to talk to and plan with.
I miss you girlies.
(Any Hopefuls/SGs London way who'd like to come hang out with us all at the next Shootfest in October, give me a shout.)
4. Adventures I can look forward to...
Scotland in two months to see Finella.
I've never been to Scotland, or on an aeroplane, so am beyond excited to see my sweet little fellow stoner lassie.
Lavezzaro coming to see me in June. So looking forward to seeing her again and hopefully getting some photos done.
This photo from Lavezzaro's book continues to be my favourite photo of me ever
So. Some random thoughts...
Must think positively...
1. My mini me makes everything better. His development, speech especially, is so ahead of his age. I love that we can now have conversations together, and little days out and adventures.
2. I have the best sister. We have the funnest nights out and get up to the best kind of mischief.
3. I met the loveliest bunch of girls at the London Shootfest in March. I'm so grateful to have new friends and people to talk to and plan with.
I miss you girlies.
(Any Hopefuls/SGs London way who'd like to come hang out with us all at the next Shootfest in October, give me a shout.)
4. Adventures I can look forward to...
Scotland in two months to see Finella.
I've never been to Scotland, or on an aeroplane, so am beyond excited to see my sweet little fellow stoner lassie.
Lavezzaro coming to see me in June. So looking forward to seeing her again and hopefully getting some photos done.
This photo from Lavezzaro's book continues to be my favourite photo of me ever
So. Some random thoughts...
The last of my prints...
10x7" on silk art board. I'm selling all three for £20 + postage.
PM me on here or my Etsy is MissFische.
Anyway.
May 29th, "Belle de Jour" by the super talented Ante.
Wishlist
Twitter
Instagram
Lots of love,
Fische xo
I want to be curled up with someone...someone who doesn't mind reading smutty stories aloud to me, who'll give me massages on request & who won't judge my awful choices of television viewing.
As time goes on though, I possibly think I'm too selfish, too fucked up & too lazy to make any healthy relationship work.
I keep trying to figure out why I'm so resentful towards my sons dad...
I realise that attempting to counsel & give yourself therapy on these complex emotions isn't the best idea.
The only conclusion I can draw though is that I just resent now being alone with my son 6 days a week. Parenthood is tough, really fucking tough. Tiring, draining, no pay check each month, no thanks...
I guess I just don't see an end to how lonely I feel at the end of each day.
Oh life.
Never fucking easy hey?
Ps. Thank you for the continued love on Songbird. Go comment here. My bum & I are very grateful for the support <3
As time goes on though, I possibly think I'm too selfish, too fucked up & too lazy to make any healthy relationship work.
I keep trying to figure out why I'm so resentful towards my sons dad...
I realise that attempting to counsel & give yourself therapy on these complex emotions isn't the best idea.
The only conclusion I can draw though is that I just resent now being alone with my son 6 days a week. Parenthood is tough, really fucking tough. Tiring, draining, no pay check each month, no thanks...
I guess I just don't see an end to how lonely I feel at the end of each day.
Oh life.
Never fucking easy hey?
Ps. Thank you for the continued love on Songbird. Go comment here. My bum & I are very grateful for the support <3
Dismissing me for not being pretty enough, not having enough experience, not being a good enough mum, for not being deemed good enough or ambitious enough...
You'll regret it.
All that dismissal does is make me so fucking determined to succeed...
To be a great model. To get the job I want. To be a kick ass mum. To be the best sex you ever had. To be in the best shape of my life.
I'm shy & I'm quiet but I'll be damned if I'm going to keep sitting by & letting people walk all over me.
New set coming in May by Ante.
That second photo can make me think only of spanking.
It's been a while. I just need to be bent over someone's knee & bruised.
Prints...
Only one left of the ass-tastic photo.
Thank you to everyone who's bought one so far. Mexico, Texas, Scotland...I love you guys.
PM me on here or my Etsy shop is MissFische if you'd like one. <3
Lots of love,
Fische x
You'll regret it.
All that dismissal does is make me so fucking determined to succeed...
To be a great model. To get the job I want. To be a kick ass mum. To be the best sex you ever had. To be in the best shape of my life.
I'm shy & I'm quiet but I'll be damned if I'm going to keep sitting by & letting people walk all over me.
New set coming in May by Ante.
That second photo can make me think only of spanking.
It's been a while. I just need to be bent over someone's knee & bruised.
Prints...
Only one left of the ass-tastic photo.
Thank you to everyone who's bought one so far. Mexico, Texas, Scotland...I love you guys.
PM me on here or my Etsy shop is MissFische if you'd like one. <3
Lots of love,
Fische x
Not the happiest girl at the moment.
Far too many aspects of my life aren't right.
Some narcissism...
Far too many aspects of my life aren't right.
Some narcissism...
Some exploring...
Some SG stuff...
Some final random photos from the past little while...
I have this site to thank for my having met a lot of new people this past year. I'm not exactly reclusive, but I am pretty shy. But I've made so many new friends.
On Easter Sunday I met KirstyClare for the first time. We sat in the sun & worked our way through the cocktail menu...
Thank you for all the love on Songbird - 1000 comments in just under a week is so incredible. I'm stupidly flattered. And I'm glad my bum never fails to impress you all
I'm selling prints. I've sold a fair few already, but if anyone of you fancy one, PM me & let me know you're from SG and I'll give you two for the price of one.
My Etsy store is MissFische or you can email me at emilyvxo@hotmail.com
We have a new UK lady on the site, who is not only lovely but also happens to be a very good photographer.
Since she's new & I know this site isn't the easiest to get the hang of, go say hello to GemmaEdwardsUK.
She sent me some prints recently & they're beautiful. From a Seven Deadly Sins project she did.
I'm so looking forward to framing & hanging them.
I'm feeling a little down & a little nostalgic. I'm pretty exhausted. Not sleeping great, my mini me is being a terror & money woes. Amongst other things.
However. Photos from the past little while...
I'm back to London again next week for SG stuff. I get to meet up with the super babe Marly again. Hopefully I can squeeze in seeing DrewBeckett too while I'm there. And I think I get to briefly see Miro & Saiylor again which will be lovely.
Hope everyone's well.
Lots of love,
Fische <3
On Easter Sunday I met KirstyClare for the first time. We sat in the sun & worked our way through the cocktail menu...
Thank you for all the love on Songbird - 1000 comments in just under a week is so incredible. I'm stupidly flattered. And I'm glad my bum never fails to impress you all
I'm selling prints. I've sold a fair few already, but if anyone of you fancy one, PM me & let me know you're from SG and I'll give you two for the price of one.
My Etsy store is MissFische or you can email me at emilyvxo@hotmail.com
We have a new UK lady on the site, who is not only lovely but also happens to be a very good photographer.
Since she's new & I know this site isn't the easiest to get the hang of, go say hello to GemmaEdwardsUK.
She sent me some prints recently & they're beautiful. From a Seven Deadly Sins project she did.
I'm so looking forward to framing & hanging them.
I'm feeling a little down & a little nostalgic. I'm pretty exhausted. Not sleeping great, my mini me is being a terror & money woes. Amongst other things.
However. Photos from the past little while...
I'm back to London again next week for SG stuff. I get to meet up with the super babe Marly again. Hopefully I can squeeze in seeing DrewBeckett too while I'm there. And I think I get to briefly see Miro & Saiylor again which will be lovely.
Hope everyone's well.
Lots of love,
Fische <3
Sorry to be a bore, but if you haven't checked Songbird out in MR, you can see it here <3
A thousand comments in under a week would make me a happy Fische.
As it is, you guys & girls make me smile. I'm no model, and it's reassuring that people still appreciate different body shapes & different styles to what is increasingly forced on us in the media.
I find mainstream modelling, even alternative modelling actually nowadays, very samey.
I personally always love it when I see photos by cute girls, who are quirky & fun but not that traditional cookie clutter mould or a size zero with 32D chest. I like something a lil different. I guess that's why I found me a cool home on this site.
Anyway. On that note. Hot damn sets that are unusual in their own way & that should grace front page.
Jemma_ - Tiny Dancer
Platinum - EmilyLaser
Glitch - Expansion
A while ago, the SuicideGirls Instagram re-posted a photo of my bum. And a lady commented on it that you could see my cellulite & what an awful job photoshopping it I'd done.
More & more recently, I really despair at people's attitudes. Especially women hating on each other. Especially over something so trivial that is something most women have.
So sorry, I'm not & will never justify or apologise for my big bum in all it's natural glory.
In different news.
I had a fight with my mum yesterday. Which hasn't happened in about 8 years.
This lady is fine with nude modelling, tattoos, piercings...but she has a huge problem with me if I get the scarification done I want.
I'm not sure if the issue is because she doesn't know much about the process, or if she's worried. She seems to think its a way of me harming myself without self harming.
I hate ignorance, but I do respect my mum's opinion.
Maybe I'll have to try & explain a bit more.
Anyway. Mother's blessing withstanding, this is the design I'm going to get on my thigh -
I hope everyone's well. I'm so ready for Spring. This prolonged cold weather is draining me.
Lots of love,
Fische x
A thousand comments in under a week would make me a happy Fische.
As it is, you guys & girls make me smile. I'm no model, and it's reassuring that people still appreciate different body shapes & different styles to what is increasingly forced on us in the media.
I find mainstream modelling, even alternative modelling actually nowadays, very samey.
I personally always love it when I see photos by cute girls, who are quirky & fun but not that traditional cookie clutter mould or a size zero with 32D chest. I like something a lil different. I guess that's why I found me a cool home on this site.
Anyway. On that note. Hot damn sets that are unusual in their own way & that should grace front page.
Jemma_ - Tiny Dancer
Platinum - EmilyLaser
Glitch - Expansion
A while ago, the SuicideGirls Instagram re-posted a photo of my bum. And a lady commented on it that you could see my cellulite & what an awful job photoshopping it I'd done.
More & more recently, I really despair at people's attitudes. Especially women hating on each other. Especially over something so trivial that is something most women have.
So sorry, I'm not & will never justify or apologise for my big bum in all it's natural glory.
In different news.
I had a fight with my mum yesterday. Which hasn't happened in about 8 years.
This lady is fine with nude modelling, tattoos, piercings...but she has a huge problem with me if I get the scarification done I want.
I'm not sure if the issue is because she doesn't know much about the process, or if she's worried. She seems to think its a way of me harming myself without self harming.
I hate ignorance, but I do respect my mum's opinion.
Maybe I'll have to try & explain a bit more.
Anyway. Mother's blessing withstanding, this is the design I'm going to get on my thigh -
I hope everyone's well. I'm so ready for Spring. This prolonged cold weather is draining me.
Lots of love,
Fische x
You can now see my new set Songbird here.
Thank you very much for all the lovely comments so far; keep 'em coming
My two favourite photos from the set. What are yours?
This is actually my fourth set for SG. I've never had a set below 96% so I'd like to think maybe it's time to go pink...Maybe one day.
I may have found the nicest photo anyone's taken of me. I don't actually remember OwenG taking this. But look how happy I am!
Thank you very much for all the lovely comments so far; keep 'em coming
My two favourite photos from the set. What are yours?
This is actually my fourth set for SG. I've never had a set below 96% so I'd like to think maybe it's time to go pink...Maybe one day.
I may have found the nicest photo anyone's taken of me. I don't actually remember OwenG taking this. But look how happy I am!
No Fische blog is complete without ass...
I miss these girls...
Oh and I'm selling prints.
Visit my Etsy or email me at emilyvxo@hotmail.com - I'll do per request Instax too
Hope everyone's good, and surviving this crazily cold weather.
Lots of love,
Fische <3
