Member: Faye

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SEPTEMBER 22, 2008 @ 07:14 AM


I don't want to live today.

Not in a horribly depressed I want to slit my wrists kind of way. More in a I really just wish I could fast forward through this whole day and move on with my life. I lived through enough this month that really I just want to sleep the rest off.

I simply don't have time for everyone who wants to be in my life or everything that I'm suppose to do. I feel a little bit guilty about that and a lot "fuck you" about it.

I find it strange that as you get older and you learn more and more about yourself, what you need as a person in order to keep yourself balance and healthy and whatnot that it limits you in ways. That's not a good thing or a bad thing more just an observation.

Right now I just want a day to myself, to bath and pamper, sleep and read and not talk to anyone at all. Have no one call me regarding my day job or my other jobs...I just want to be silent.
Comments
Trauma

Trauma

San Quentin, CA
April 2005

SEP 22, 2008 07:17 AM

then take the day for yourself sweetie!!! Turn off your phones, spend the day pampering yourself or getting pampered...don't be sad smile

LieLock

LieLock

Wilmington, DE
July 2004

SEP 22, 2008 07:42 AM

hmm I think alot of people would want a day like that...someday maybe in the next 10 years I would like to sleep past 8am and I would like just hang around in my panties. But my reasons are different as to why I can't do this.
Schedule a weekend to yourself..
but if you think about it to many days spent alone well is lonely...and would also make you depressed. So just know when you need a people break and take it.

Shaine

Shaine

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

SEP 22, 2008 09:14 AM

come to montreal, we can spend the day being girls. please?

AesirR

AesirR

United Kingdom
January 2007

SEP 22, 2008 09:48 AM

Yeah I understand that, good luck with getting one.

Athame

Athame

Oak Lawn, IL
July 2008

SEP 22, 2008 09:53 AM

Nothing wrong with having time to yourself darling. Pamper away kiss

TragicallyHipUK

TragicallyHipUK

United Kingdom
April 2005

SEP 22, 2008 11:02 AM

Never feel guilty about wanting some "me-time", we all need it from time to time, but I think some people feel peer pressure stops them from admitting it (making it seem a strange thing to do - it's not) and so never give time over just to themselves. There's nothing wrong with spending the day by yourself, either in bed, in the bath or in front of the TV or stereo and thinking only of yourself - I know it helps me

VoidDragon

VoidDragon

Harrisonville, MO
September 2003

SEP 22, 2008 03:37 PM

I know what you mean. When you have a 2 year old it's non stop all the time eeek

PunkNiteMike

PunkNiteMike

Troy, OH
OLD SKOOL

SEP 22, 2008 07:26 PM

if i wasn't able to have days to myself i would probably go crazy!

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