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AUGUST 4, 2008 @ 10:01 PM

I feel so in between everything right now.

In between places
In between people
In between stages of life
In between feelings
In between jobs
In between friends

This is so boring of me but next month - no one is visiting our house. There are no plans. I am not going anywhere. And I am so excited. I just want to sleep at the right times, eat healthy food, do yoga every day, make some new friends, shoot some pretty pictures and get my fucking work done.

I'll miss the mister, I always do. And that's not to say that I don't wish he was around he's always welcome.

I just need to be in my life for a minute because for the last month it has hardly been my life at all. There were ALWAYS strangers in my house, people sleeping over, people drinking, and you have to entertain you can't just be a fucking idiot and not say hi etc. And it's just draining.

I'm craving the everyday and my regular people.

Oryon

Atlanta, GA

April 2004

AUG 04, 2008 10:05 PM

I know the feeling.

CandyCrimson

Philadelphia, PA

September 2007

AUG 04, 2008 10:20 PM

I also feel in between things in life, but I have come to accept it, even embrace it, as it means there a ton of possibilities and exciting things to come!!

Schuldig

Barrie, ON

December 2005

AUG 05, 2008 05:33 AM

I know the feeling of being in between things. I know things are boring, but often that's a good thing just to have the status quo. Definitely focus on your life though and try to get things back to a norm.

psyko514

Montreal, QC

January 2004

AUG 05, 2008 11:22 AM

Pfft! And just when I was planning to come over!

Malloreigh

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

AUG 05, 2008 12:51 PM

pride hopping would be SO expensive... but super fun!

i'm going back to school for general arts and sciences. excited.

dreamfrequency

Toronto, ON

January 2006

AUG 05, 2008 01:25 PM

I totally hear ya. This was the first weekend that I haven't entertained, and it felt awesome. I hope you finally get to relax and have some you time. I can't wait to see new pretty pictures of yourself

Cassy

USA

June 2006

AUG 05, 2008 07:58 PM

i know i miss mine fucking monumentally.

Sound

I'm lost

January 2004

AUG 05, 2008 08:03 PM

As your mister i am right fucking there withchoo on everything you just wrote.

Drained as fuck lately. Its crazy.

That said.. ever since we hung out Sunday i want a pig!

sixfeetunder

Saint Augustine, FL

December 2003

AUG 06, 2008 04:40 AM

Yep! Sounds like you are getting ready for life after your 20s. It gets better.. Trust me.

thefreak

NEWSWIRE

Gardner, MA

AUG 06, 2008 08:27 AM

-TM

psyko514

Montreal, QC

January 2004

AUG 06, 2008 06:31 PM

Speaking of booty, did you see Ceci's set? Baby got back!

sixfeetunder

Saint Augustine, FL

December 2003

AUG 07, 2008 04:48 AM

The teens and 20s are almost delusional. I put so much preasure on myself and when I turned 30 I realized that I needed to slow down and accept things that I could not change. 30 is liberating.. Trust me