fucking rat bastards... from day one they're in your face with 3-D horrorshow bullshit about the terrifying addictive powers of heroin, crack, and 2,3,4-diaminobutane, all of which may as well be Flijnstones vitamins compared to the one they DON'T tell you about, that NOBODY warns you of, the great-grandaddy of Demon Chemicals, that evil, evil shit called oxygen. A flammable, corrosive, volitile gas,it's so easy to score BABIES are hooked on the stuff before they even have NAMES. Everybody knows it, but you'd think we'd all signed six billion individual non-disclosure agreements with the manufacturerer for all anyone TALKS about it.

This Christless crap is virtually impossible to kick. Go ahead,try it. After as littleas three or four minutes, you'd sell your grandmothert to the butcher shop for that next hit. Convulsions, brain damage, coma and sometimes even death can result from oxygen withdrawl.

Over the past couple years, I've been thinking more and more about how much I want OFF this miserable shit, but am too chicken to even try quitting. Which makes me feel like an utterly spineless simperijng girly-man,which can cause self-esteem issues over the long term,

Until something better comes along, I'm gonna up my cigarette dosage as much as possible to further build up the protective coatijng of tar lining the inside of my lungs.

In other news, short of a major financial miracle in the nextr 24 hours, I'm looking at the virtual certainty of a flatlijned bank balance that'll cause me to gray-out around here temporarily. Dodged that bullet last month, but things do NOT look good for pulling that off again so soon.

More when possible.



Fort

fucking rat bastards... from day one they're in your face with 3-D horrorshow bullshit about the terrifying addictive powers of heroin, crack, and 2,3,4-diaminobutane, all of which may as well be Flijnstones vitamins compared to the one they DON'T tell you about, that NOBODY warns you of, the great-grandaddy of Demon Chemicals, that evil, evil shit called oxygen. A flammable, corrosive, volitile gas,it's so easy to score BABIES are hooked on the stuff before they even have NAMES. Everybody knows it, but you'd think we'd all signed six billion individual non-disclosure agreements with the manufacturerer for all anyone TALKS about it.

This Christless crap is virtually impossible to kick. Go ahead,try it. After as littleas three or four minutes, you'd sell your grandmothert to the butcher shop for that next hit. Convulsions, brain damage, coma and sometimes even death can result from oxygen withdrawl.

Over the past couple years, I've been thinking more and more about how much I want OFF this miserable shit, but am too chicken to even try quitting. Which makes me feel like an utterly spineless simperijng girly-man,which can cause self-esteem issues over the long term,

Until something better comes along, I'm gonna up my cigarette dosage as much as possible to further build up the protective coatijng of tar lining the inside of my lungs.

In other news, short of a major financial miracle in the nextr 24 hours, I'm looking at the virtual certainty of a flatlijned bank balance that'll cause me to gray-out around here temporarily. Dodged that bullet last month, but things do NOT look good for pulling that off again so soon.

More when possible.



Fort