You would think that maybe I would update this occasionally. Yet I never do because I can't seem to get the positive in my life. My luck has been at it's worst lately. If it could go wrong, it has. When I think it can only go up and I am having a great day....Things like my mirror flying off my ridiculously expensive motorcycle. I go back pick it up. Hold it. I would cry if I thought it would do me some good. Whoever has the best good luck charm (as I've been carrying the same one for the past 12 years and it seems to have lost all glory) should please. Send to me. I would come get it if I didn't think I would be run over by a semi in the process of arrival.

The ride to reno before my Regulator blew. *shakes head* Yes oh yes there is more to my misery I promise.

Just looking through while pretending I know how to sleep.
I never realized how little I keep up with the internet anymore. I find it either good or horribly bad. I do loose knowledge, but often it is worthless knowledge anyways, but there are always times to keep up with motorcycles, but they are only names and lord knows no one knows anything mechanical from one post to the next.
From recent days I have just been working on working. I've flopped three jobs in the past few months. I left ImPRESS because it was an economical disaster, but shortly I realize that's everywhere duh, but either way I am glad to be gone. The new boss would have wound me insane by now.
From there I spent some time selling cars for Honda. It was a mess. I cannot sell something to someone who tells me they don't want it. It is against me. I have never realized how much hate is in the world before working there. To watch people every day walk into you after the nicest greet you can ever mutter, to them busting you to pieces wishing you had fallen off the face of the earth. After being torn apart by that person you are torn apart by management for not selling a car to the person. All the while you don't get paid for the 8 hours you spent getting pounded because they went up the street to buy the same damn car for $2 less. I made a decent pay (which is a lie because I just paid for the clothes). With all aside I could have made some serious amounts of money, but was not willing to give my life away to badgering people and lying to make that money. All after being yelled at 12 hours a day 7 days a week, with no consistency. When your days come up beaten away because you didn't sell enough cars so management wants you to sit for free and do training. Amazing that the car business has the highest turnover.
From there I am current with printing again....kind of....I mostly have been dissolving my savings to nothingness while waiting for the building to be built. My boss hunted me down after I had done a rather large charity for him when I worked for officemax, but again I'm working for one person no longer a company. Ups of a cool boss, Downs for no room for any error. Oh and no over time.
All that bullshit that no one will ever read aside.....I am still working towards being a certified motorcycle mechanic. I am just a few classes shy, should be done in June all plans to green lights. Even there I will find two brick walls.
1. Tools are not free. If anyone would like to donate a snap on tool chest and a complete set of snap on tools by all means I will be set, but realistically who has $40,000 for tools at a job making at your prime $35 an hour.
2. I'm working for this new print shop, I'm going to be his only employee running this thing. He truly has found a gem because I know beyond what any printer ever should, yet he is paying me what I made before (half the reason I left) with what I assume will be no raise (takes time to build a business) So leaving him I will find a pocket in my heart that just won't allow me to go through with leaving because it will destroy him.
Life is just a tangled mess. As I'm told time and time again, I can be the most amazing thing mankind has to offer, but it isn't worth a damn if my luck just holds me down. My luck keeps me afloat, but never seems to allow me to succeed as I wish I could.
Someone just please remove my debt and allow me to keep what that debt has given me so I can move on to my next objective.
No matter how little I write, for it would consist of this garbage far to often. Ladies keep the outfits pretty and the pictures perfect. I do enjoy many of the styles, makeup, clothing, shoes, scenes, everything that makes up the artistic side of this site.
So for now I'm going to go to sleep and tomorrow, maybe I will find myself on a ride. The ducati and I need some time together. Hmmmm Ducati and a set, who's up for it?

Bob

Still alive and riding.
I am still locked away with the girlfriend, it is often difficult to find my way here with her. She doesn't work and skips school too often and I work 6 days a week. (just got down from 7 days a week As for a relationship not so great as I would like. I love this site and wish I can get away from her every once in awhile. I need a working women who cares about me and not the sex. Someone who doesn't care at every little thing I do. Someone willing to do anything and everything for me. Someone I find myself helplessly attracted to.
Bwah thats all dream land though probably why I still find myself with Em. I guess I atleast know she's always home waiting for me *rolls eyes*
Anyways so much to update, but ball and chain in any minute.

Haven't traveled these waters in a long time so I decided to make a post here.

^Just purchased this 2008 Ducati 1098 about a month ago now. I LOVE my new bike. Have never owned a "New" vehicle before so it be the main topic of most conversations I bring up. It has on the other hand given me a new goal. I may never achieve the goal, but at least it will help me travel through my days. I've made the decision to continue my pursuit into mechanics, but now I'm in school for motorcycle mechanics instead. I dream to work for Ducati.
I try to find my way around here, but with a girlfriend this wonderful place be slightly iffy .
Love you all though, great people full of fun.


Bob

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I keep flowing through every day life bumps. So many things I let destroy my mind to which I should never allow. I questioned today why truely I care so much about every thing which matters so little. I keep getting destoryed slowly by everything around me, I am loosing so much faith. Even nature I question the wrath of. I have been blessed to not see the rain of which past years have brought this town, but that doesn't make all that has happen leave my mind. I feel so dearly to go traveling some more, finding a new place to be, being with someone new, but alas I am here and so I will be. I am still awaiting that special someone, but am quickly loosing faith from which hard times have given me little of. Day to day I keep wandering, I want to push into life so much harder than I already am, but I need guidence. I need a place to go a place to be. If someone has found that place, please do invite me there. I want to morn no more. I want things to be better, but I almost think I am trying to hard. I need guidence for which..this time I may ask of. I lead my life completely wanting to do everything on my own. Take hand outs from nowhere and no one, but now I question if I have done it wrong all along.

Hello everyone. I havn't been here in forever. As update for I know little of what updates I have made, but I moved to sacramento california on my motorcycle. 3,000 miles across country with all of my belongings. Rather fun trip, but long and devistating all in all. On my first day I made it to Rola Missouri and it was freezing rain, and after leaving in the snow I just couldn't take it and had to stop. Granted a beautiful place to stop, cold as all friggin hell. Next I wound up just outside of Albequrque. Texas was a fun trip, fun signs say, "Small cars beware of cross winds". Yeah they arn't kidding, after the 2nd time I got pushed across three lanes of traffic I started drafting semi's and cars lol. After three days I found myself in Las Vegas. The next day I made it from Las Vegas to Sacramento California in 6 hours. Basically I doubled every speedlimit I saw lol. Nothing to live for. I actually moved out here for a girl, well the girl left me a week before arriving so I am stuck somewhere not really wanting to be, with nothing much to live for. Blah, aside from that it is a much better place than lansing, except I can't afford to live. It's just way exspensive. I havn't been able to update this simply due to the fact that I am inbetween possibly moving into a new appartment. So idle I sit and to the friends I go for internet. So here is my update. Keep me in the love.

Bob

My life has been at an extreme pace and this may be short due to exhaustion. I have achieved a state with my body in which the sleep depervation has taken a huge toll on my body. All of this is for a new life. I won't lie this is also for a girl. BUT my journey is the journey for the ultimate happiness. I am hoping this move will bring it to me. On October 23rd I will begin my journey from lansing michigan to sacramento california. My goal is to arrive there some time before halloween. From that time on I will begin a new life. Starting new has only been a dream and in one month from today I will make it my reality. 3,000 miles of open road is all that stands before me now.

Missery loves company...So why am I still here alone...

Every day I push myself beyond what my life ever should sucumb to. One person in my life helps me develop my thoughts and realize for whome I am doing this for. She is the only reason I allow myself to be punished physically and mentally. Soon enough I will find her by my side in california, but untill that day (december 17th is when I leave weather fairing) all I can do is wait. I have never felt so alone as I feel right now. Sad classical music in the background I'm certain does not help develop this thought pattern, but alas life still becons me forward on this quest.

Today is the moment of truth. I go into court over the ticket involving 43mph in a 25. Long story short, the officer was waiting at the end of my driveway on a street which was once 45, but due to construction beyond my house speeds were reduced to 25mph. It was 1:00a.m. and I was not thinking of that, only that I needed to be to work shortly after arriving at home from my first job.

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