Her funeral was today. Obviously it's not going very well for me.


Also, I have a poll.


If your girlfriend is masturbating next to you, do you take it as a green light or would you decide to do nothing, not even watch, just go back to sleep?

One of my friends committed suicide on Saturday.

Someone needs to buy me this



so that I can continue to use my camera.


Or you could just buy me a new camera


either way, the result is the same. I have a feeling I put my charger somewhere thinking I'd be able to find it and alas, I have searched high and low and it's nowhere to be found. Sadness.

So I realized I pretty much just get on here to photobomb whenever I decide to take pictures. Thought I'd just put it out there that it dawned on me.

A little about my life before I do that, fixed an issue I had with my tags today, makes me really happy to not have that looming over my head but I really didn't enjoy spending around $100 to do it. It's fine though, would have costed more to get my car out of impound and do this anyways.

I'm considering making another, very private and very personal, blog later on.

Now to photobomb you

Since it's been about a month since I've seen any action, I've been feeling exceptionally flirty lately. So I feel the need to camwhore a bit
I also got a new tattoo and I adore it, so there's that as well.


Caution... explicit... gratuitous... yolo?

I really hate being broke all the damn time. I want to go shopping. And not like I'm getting Damien more sippy cups or diapers but something for me! I want this skirt at Forever21 so bad. SO bad. I'm not even sure why I'm blogging about this. Maybe because I just spent the last hour torturing myself looking at all these things that I want but just can't have. Boo to being responsible all the damn time!



All work and no play makes Fae such a dull girl.

Long time no post! Oops! So far this year I have decided to pay off all my debt. When I turn 26 in October I lose my insurance so I need to eliminate my monthly bills so I can afford it haha! So far I've paid off around 3000 in debt, but I have a total of around another 3000 including the rest of my car loan so that's not bad!

Next week I'm having my wisdom teeth taken out and I'm completely terrified! Plus it's going to cost around 350 after my insurance, which apparently is really good insurance haha

Damien is huge and gets into everything! He's so flippin adorable though, he just melts my heart!

That's all for my mini update lol

This past week has been INSANITY. One of the girls up in Columbus quit so my other piercer had to go up there to cover like 3 days, which meant that I had to work 6 days in a row down here. I got overtime which is pretty nice but OMG I was tired by Monday. I usually go in at 11, but I had just gotten out of the shower and was going to call my employee to tell them I wanted to come in at 12 (I was so exhausted and wanted just one more half an hour to nap)... well... didn't quite work that way.

While I was in the shower I had gotten about 6 phone calls, 4 from the shop and 2 from my boss. My girl was robbed at gunpoint. In the near 4 years I've worked there we have NEVER been robbed. Barely any shoplifting either.

Of course I immediately rushed down there and took care of things as much as I could. The police took our register to fingerprint it and we caught him on camera. Such a fucking idiot. We have 4 cameras in the shop, so we caught his face several times.

All over $80. Not even a hundred fucking dollars and he threatens the life of my employee?!? Wtf. People are fucking idiots, I swear. The next 5 hours were probably the most stressful and insane that I've had since Damien was born. The police left such a mess and we had to clean it up - although the staff at the mall did help they did a pretty shitty job.

And of course my girl didn't want to open by herself today, so I came in on my first day off in 7 days to work with her for an hour. I don't quite mind it because of the situation but omg I wanted to sleep in soooooooooooooo bad.



My body aches, my head hurts, and I'm utterly exhausted.