So guys....

I am looking for a photographer to colab with. I want someone who isn't shy around naked people, but are also professional. I live in downtown Salt Lake City, Utah. My current photograrpher is cool, but I need a new one for new sets.

Let people know.

Thanks guys,

LOVES Eyeris

Happy Memorial Day everybody!

I hope everyone is grubbin down on some good food and jumping in all of those swimming pools. I'm waiting on my friend to come to my house so I can run off and do the same. I almost want to grab and camera and take an impromptu photo session somewhere and give you guys a little set just for fun.

Right now I am at my friends house watching a group of people talk about the most random of things. Sex and Violence are always a topic that seems to pop up....heh. speaks something about my friends. I do love them though. They are my neighbor friends. Living at the house i do brings a tight knit group of neighbors. It big party street and it's effin awesome. I'm moving to the west side so I will be a little away from these awesome sex/violence loving friends.

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Although...I will still see them. The new house I am going to is going to bring so many new memories and i am stoked to see what's going to happen. My room reminds me of the inside of a tree house in a sense. Shit is DOPE. nuff' said.

OKIE DOKIE folks. I must go. They want me off the computer. LOVE LOVE LOVE <3 you ALL

I'm having to do this entry on my phone, so any typos I apologize now. I need a new laptop cord so i can use my laptop to do this. I'm planning to do a new set soon. My boyfriend will most likely be my photographer on it too...so the comfort level and hopefully the way it turna out should help make me pink! I know im slacking on promoting myself and talking to you all on here.

**__LIFE THE LAST FEW MONTHS__**

I have been working my butt off since going through a major life change. I went through detox and rehab for opiate abuse, now im over 110 days clean and working to better my life. During the last few months I got an amazing boyfriend named kiel (pronounced as kyle), he's the most amazing man I have ever met. He helps keep my head on straight and helps push me to be the best I can be. I can't see myself with anyone else...now or later. I'm in love. <3 those are the two biggest changes...everything else is just random moments. So far 2012 has been an amazing year. I wouldn't change anything so far.

I'll post a pic of kiel...and myself too

I think I'm back...I've been going through A LOT and I will post about it...hopefully new set soon too

Thank you to those who posted on the blog or messaged me. It was all helpful and was definitely heart warming. I had a pretty productive day in all aspects of my life. I feel like I can fall asleep tonight feeling more fulfilled in my ventures. So, I'm going to keep this short and sweet because I need a good night of sleep for work tomorrow and my hopefully wild and fun weekend. I wish you all a safe and fun filled weekend! Let me know if anything crazy happens. I do love hearing funny stories of things our friends do.

**SOOOO....I'm kind of in a slump. With just about every end of my life. Work is about the only thing that seems super positive so I try and concentrate on that. Although, not really having friends to go and talk to gets to me. I am reaching out to you lovely people for some words of wisdom, love, whatever. Tell me something about yourself, I am down for anything.

**(previous blog was about friends and there was a girl I was talking about that is my sister from another mister. I wanted to post a pic of your gorgeous face.)



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I wanted to give a big thanks to all those that checked out my new set! I know it is EXTREMELY late on the theme, but do know I shot it back in January...it just took quite a few months to get it up on the site. I am planning my third set soon and I am praying this is the winner to make me go pink! I hope everyone stays in touch, feel free to throw me a message or check out my blogs. I'd love to hear from you all and build a friendship too!!

So today I finally came to the undesired conclusion that I have let go of some friends of mine. Well...I should rephrase that, I finally came to the undesired conclusion that three of my best friends have disowned me. Blacklisted me if you will. It's a really shitty thought and it hurts. Sure, I have been dumped by boys and that hurts, but when three of your best girls decide they want nothing to do with you anymore is a completely different type of hurt. I was always under the impression that a true friend would stick with you through no matter what. These ladies were so quick to drop me. I did some stupid things while being held by the "demon" that is and due to those few stupid acts they decided to never be friends with me again. I went though a year of hell to losing everything I had. It was a struggle to get off it all and when I finally did I was good for about two months. Then I messed it up again. I understand why they couldn't do it anymore with me, but they knew my plan was to get better and become the person I was before all the bull. I did it....but I did it alone. I went through one of the biggest mind transformations and honestly doing it alone is what I needed. I was hoping they would at least start talking to me again, start building up what we had before. They won't though, I just get ignored. Only one talks to me when she deems necessary and the other two barely say a word. The best part about it all is all three of them hang out now and I introduced them to each other. Only one girl has stayed true to me...Hayley. This chick is my ride or die girl. I love her more than anything and I know she will be there till the end. Her and I have been through hell and back together and I know that she won't ditch out on me.I have her back till the end and I know she has mine. Plain. and. Simple.

I love this beezey.

(there will pictures up shortly...this girl is gorgeous, you have nooo idea)

Is it wrong to come to the conclusion that I am a damn good salesman? Four years of face to face sales brought me to the moment of I ABSOLUTELY LOVE SALES. It's my forte i guess. This company I interviewed with almost seemed like it was built for my selling style. The type of benefits and atmosphere and people just really got to me. I truly went into my interview with a sense of "eh, it's a backup to my other two interviews" and came out with "holy shit....I WANT THAT JOB." It was really that epic. I find out Friday if I get the job and if I get it I start Monday. Thing is....the training is four weeks and the first three weeks are kind of a "trial" if you will. If they don't feel as though you are cutthroat enough for their business than they will let you go. Bit of a bummer if I work my ass off and I don't get all the way through. I do have a feeling as though I am going to rock at this. The company is actually quite small with it's amount of employees so I feel like I can leave a mark on the company in a growing aspect. Really help it grow in many ways. This may sound a bit cocky...but I AM that confident in my abilities. Is it wrong for a girl to "boss" up? I gotta do what I gotta do right? Don't be scared if whoop your butt.





Rep my city...love my Salt Lake City!

Hello all my beautiful people! I thought I would jump on here really quick to give an update to well...me! Life has been a little crazy with getting a job and losing it and now interviewing for a bunch of new job and moving all over the place! I am going to try and get on this site more, but my life keeps throwing curve balls my direction! I hope you all continue to keep checking back in with me. Message me if you would like to chat. aaaaand how about a pic for you all? sound good? k.....here you go




figured I would do a clothed one for you all i LOVE you ALL!