Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping and hating
With things I can't bare
Did you think it's cool to walk right up to so save my life
And fuck it up
Well did you
Well did you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping and hating
With things that I can't bare
Did you think it's cool to walk right up to so save my life
And fuck it up
Well did you
I hate you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart till
How to get this far playing games
With fist held cards
I've killed a million pity souls
But I couldn't kill you
I've slept so long without you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
*QUEEN OF THE DAMNED*

THE VERONICAS LYRICS
"Leave Me Alone"



I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round Dragging me down Making a sound because you wanna I guess that's why I like messing with you Putting you through A lesson or two, because I'm gonna Before I go my own way I just gotta say



Leave me alone Get out of my face I'm tired of love Feeling so misplaced Time for you to go 'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh Leave me alone



This isn't gonna work Don't call me on the phone Because I'm all out of words I'll face the unknown Thinking about all the ways that I've grown Oh, Leave me alone



There was the time I thought you were the one Having some fun Getting it done What an illusion 'Cause you were trying to take control of me That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it



Leave me alone Get out of my face I'm tired of love Feeling so misplaced Time for you to go 'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh Leave me alone



This isn't gonna work Don't call me on the phone Because I'm all out of words I'll face the unknown Thinking about all the ways that I've grown Oh, leave me alone



Don't turn around and don't look back I see right through all your selfless acts



Oh



Leave me alone Get out of my face I'm tired of love Feeling so misplaced Time for you to go 'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh Leave me alone



This isn't gonna work Don't call me on the phone Because I'm all out of words I'll face the unknown Thinking about all the ways that I've grown Oh, leave me alone



If you win your love



I'll feel better on my own



Leave me alone

THERES A BATTLE GOING ON IN MY HEAD
CANT DECIDE IF I WANNA LIVE OR BE DEAD
I HAVE A NEUROTIC DISABLITY
I COULD CARE LESS WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME
IM SO FUCKING CONTRADICTING
ITS REALLY AGGRAVATING
MATBE ITS CUZ IM CRAZY
THE FACT I LIKE TO CUT CUZ I GET HAZY
THE PAIN FLOWING THREW ME
KINDA MAKES ME FEEL FREE
LIKE NEEDLE GOING THRE MY SKIN
LOVE THE WAY IT PULLS ME IN
SELF INFLECTED PAIN
FEELS LIKE SOOTHING RAIN
MY COMPARISONS ARE EXTREME
DONT CARE IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN
I USUALLY KEEP IT TO MYSELF
DONT LIKE TO TELL NO ONE ELSE
BUT MY POETRY HELPS ME EXPRESS
ESPECIALLY WHEN IM A MESS
BUT DONT WORRY IM OK
TAKE A NEW APPROACH DAY BY DAY

NOT SURE WHAT IM MISSING
BUT IT FEEL LIKE ITS SOMETHING
SOME KIND OF VOID I CANT FILL
SOMETHING I CANT KILL
ITS THERE AND I CANT RUN
PRETENDING TO HAVE FUN
LIKE NOTHINGS ENOUGH FOR ME
THERES SOMETHING I CANT SEE
I NEED TO FEEL ALIVE
LIKE IM IN FULL DRIVE
SOMETHING TO TAKE ME AWAY
A PLACE WHERE I CAN STAY
THAT IM NOT IN THE DARK
FEELING LIKE LIFES FALLING APART
ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN
MAYBE IM JUST INSANE
I HAVE ALL I COULD ASK FOR
BUT IT FEELS LIKE I NEED MORE
LIKE IM AN OUTCAST FROM THE WORLD
A LOST LONELY LITTLE GIRL
NOTHING TO FIND
LYING HERE BLIND
LIKE IM TIED DOWN
I CANT HERE A SOUND
BUT THE WORDS IN MY HEAD
SOMETHING I DREAD
I NEED SOMETHING
JUST TO FEEL SOMETHING

ITS CRAZY THE WAY YOU ALLWAYS MADE ME FEEL

UNBELIEVABLE THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL

I NEVER COULD GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD

FROM OUR MEMORIES TO WHAT YOU ALLWAYS SAID

YOU WERE EVEN IN MY DREAMS OR NIGHTMARES

BUT AS LONG AS I SAW UR FACE I DIDNT CARE

DROVE THEM ALL INSANE THAT THEY KNEW

IT WAS ALLWAYS YOU

YOU COULD SAY IVE BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE

BUT IVE NEVER LOVED NO ONE MORE

THAT TATTOO WAS FOR YOU

AND ITS ALLWAYS GONNA BE TRUE

ILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU

I WISH U FELT THE SAME WAY TO

BUT IF ALL YOU WANT TO BE IS FRIENDS

ID RATHER BE FRIENDS TILL THE END THEN LOOSE YOU AGAIN

IM NOT SURE WERE THIS WILL GO

BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL LYRICS
"Hands Down"

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

so went on vacation with my girls got dumped by my boyfriend broke my phone so now im phoneless. i just love how my so called boyfriend had the nerve to break up with me over the phone like im nothing to him, well im over my bitch fit lol i know im one hell of a woman and if he cant appreciate everything ive done for him then fuck him cuz ive never treated no one as good as i treated that bitch.

~~~ LOVE ~~~


I can be a bit contradicting

Especially when I start over thinking

But there’s one thing I’m sure of

That you’re the only one I love

There’s something about when were together

I feel like life just keeps getting better

You’ve made me the happiest I’ve ever been with anyone

I love how we always have fun

Your mind blowing in bed

But don’t let it go to your head

I love how you hold me tight

As we sleep threw the night

I can open up to you without you judging me

When I’m with you I feel so safe baby

I’m so happy that you’re by my side

Since I trust you I no longer have to hide

Your amazing baby I want the world to see

That you’re the perfect one for me

You’re my best friend my lover and so much more

There’s no one better that I could ask for

And to think this whole time I didn’t see

That all along you were right in front of me

But this time I know

And ill never let you go

I like that we seldom argue or even fight

And if we do you make sure were all right

Reassuring me that no mater what well be okay

That we can get threw this with out running away

You’ve been there for me through it all

I know you’ll be there to catch me if I fall

Just know ill be here for you always

Because that’s were I want to stay

I gave you my heart to be yours forever

I know well always be together

I can’t wait till the day you get on one knee

That’ll be an amazing day for me

I want to be yours for the rest of eternity

There’s no place id rather be

Till death do us part

You’ll always be in my heart

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING!!
Current mood: numb

its hard to stay
when i wanna push u away
i dont wanna hurt you
or get hurt to
so i should say good bye
and hold back why
and just say live on
be happy im gone
all ill do is break u down
leave you there on the ground
its easyer to say its me
to protect you from what u cant see
i dont even know what is love
or know what it consist of
im the last one you wanna fall for
so go ahead and walk out the door

A PIECE OF MY LIFE!
there was nothing i could say
your mind was made up and u sent her away
now im here left in sorrow
praying she'd come back tomorow
a day feels like eternity
i just want her close to me
shes my blood my best friend
ill protect her till the end
and when i feel like i could die
shes one of the reasons im alive
i cant beleave this can hurt so bad
because of you were both sad
it makes me think u realy dont care
sending her away from me just isnt fair
ur saposed to be there no mater what
ur not saposed to be the one to give up
you allways resort to sending us away
like were an enemy and u want us to pay
but soon enough ill have her here
then she can live with me and stay near
i know it wont be easy id rather do that
then her live with u filling her head with crap
i love you and her both with all my heart
but im so agry that u could rip it apart
you took away a piece of my life
and beleave me this isnt going to happen twice

i wrote this poem about my lil sister shes my world