Well I want to apologize for not keeping up with my blog or reading any one else's. I just been so busy and was suffering with some major depressing but guess what? I found a girl who is interested in me! She just recently broke up with her bf tho so she isnt ready to date... but it's cool. Just getting out and hanging with her will make me happy. She has been considering trying out to become a SG but isn't real sure if she got what it takes. But I am going to encourage her and maybe someday she will be on this site as well! I also will eventually do a new SB set. She might shoot it for me... hehe...

How is everyone?

Hey SG land! Haven't updated on here much. Been kinda busy. The new shoot for the SB group that I was planning? Well it's still in progress. Need more time...

So I looked at my wishlist that I posted on here. Well everything was no longer available except for things I already bought, lol. So I revamped my wishlist. So what are you waiting for? Go buy me something! lol! OR you could just head on over to the SG shop and buy me a hoodie size xxl, haha!

So I'm still trying to find someone to go see Ironman with. Anyone want to go one of these weekends? I just don't like going to the movies by myself. I feel weird...

Well I got to go. Still very busy...

So I'm not doing so well about getting what I need for my return to SB. I suppose if I can't get any more then I'll just go ahead with the shoot.

So I'm debating if I should leave my job and go back to modular home construction. A new plant just opened up here and it's real close to where I live. the problem is I am not real happy where I live. I just wish I could figure something out...

It's been a little while since I posted a bulletin or talked about Suicide Boys. Well I want to do another set but this time I need help. I need some assistance and have started sending out messages asking for the help I needed. Well my computer is messed up and I can't load my friends list except the first page of it. So I'm posting this bulletin and if you are a SG and want to see a new set from me or even help me out or know of another SG that wants to help out send me a message and we can talk. I don't want to post what my theme idea is cause someone might steal it... But I really need help in doing this so please hit me up. I would greatly appreciate it!

Hope all is well!

So I havent updated my blog in a while. I kinda got tired of always complaining...

So I had an interview at work today for a different position, Team Leader of Flooring. I work at Lowe's for those who don't know. To be honest I don't know if I want it now. You see they just hired two people for the crew I'm on and one is a very beautiful woman. She is very shy and doesn't seem to trust people which I can't blame her there. The problem is their is no dating within the company so if I make a move and she don't like it I'm jobless. The thing is if she were interested and we worked out I'd leave the company and go elsewhere. The other problem is she might be moving to Florida in a month or so. So I got to act fast without scaring her... Any ideas?

I don't understand something. Dorsal had a set get rejected but it looked amazing to me. I just don't get it. Go check it out and I'm sure you will agree. LEave her lots of love on the set!!

She's on my top friends list and fav sg list so just click her profile and go to her pics and look for the set Cute and Cozy. I'd provide links but my comp is having issues still...

Today sucks... I am tired of everyone taking advantage of my kind nature. I only want to have real friends who care about me and aren't afraid to admit it and show that they love me as a friend.

I am so down right now...

So now I'm having all sorts of problems with my computer now. I want to get my hands on a laptop but the money just isn't there. I don't suppose anyone out there has a spare one or the money to buy me one? lol. Didn't think so!

Maybe after I move out and pick up a part time job I can get one. A Dell would work. Hopefully this one lasts me long enough to get a new one! So if I haven't been talking much to you online it's cause I can barely load anything. The only reason I'm online now is cause I have this week off of work! Vacation! Though I'm using the time to go through my belongings and figuring out what I want to keep and take with me when I move.

Moving for the very first time is so stressful. Especially cause I will probably be moving to a whole new state cause I'm transferring at work.

Well that's all I have for now. I best get back to packing.

Later all my friends and fans... lol. Fans, do I have any?

i want to start out by thanking all of those who gave their best to my cousins family and myself.

so i have been looking at apartments in florida. thats where my transfer might take me. the thought of hurricanes scares me though. the warm sunny weather should be a nice change. i am tired of the cold, kinda.

so right now my money is very tight. in fact im going to be selling stuff on ebay. ill probably be doing that this week since i have off all week long! vacation!!! too bad i cant afford to go anywhere

so how are all ym friends in sg land doing?

I got some sad news today. After 1 and a half years of fighting cancer my cousin lost the battle early this morning. he fought hard and went through hell. he was only in his 30's and left behind a wife and 3 kids. he will be missed...