depressed.
self worth = zero.
i never feel like i'm winning anymore.
things need to change.
self worth = zero.
i never feel like i'm winning anymore.
things need to change.
8 hour art binge =
my friend sian.
my flatmate kat.
Emya
Powderfinger
Paranormal Activity #1
Paranormal Activity #2
Paranormal Activity #3
my friend sian.
my flatmate kat.
Emya
Powderfinger
Paranormal Activity #1
Paranormal Activity #2
Paranormal Activity #3
well. it seems i'm still here. same old, new blog. but there's some new art at the end. checkit!!
i have 4 in the LJM series now
NEW EDIT: 28/11/09
so the other day i got talked into joining a charity run for heart care in my local area, 3 miles in a santa suit...
i am FAT. i do not RUN. but my generous ways have caused me to throw caution to the wind and give it a bloody good go. i'm forcing my mother to sponsor me, as i know no one here who would. she loves it..
here is a picture of me in my santa jacket to keep you entertained.
01/12/09
i drew nick cave. i'm a sad, sad girl.
i really struggle to draw lifelike pictures, but i tried.
more to come soon (that's if my account hasn't disappeario'd by then!!)...
i have 4 in the LJM series now
NEW EDIT: 28/11/09
so the other day i got talked into joining a charity run for heart care in my local area, 3 miles in a santa suit...
i am FAT. i do not RUN. but my generous ways have caused me to throw caution to the wind and give it a bloody good go. i'm forcing my mother to sponsor me, as i know no one here who would. she loves it..here is a picture of me in my santa jacket to keep you entertained.
01/12/09
i drew nick cave. i'm a sad, sad girl.
i really struggle to draw lifelike pictures, but i tried.
more to come soon (that's if my account hasn't disappeario'd by then!!)...
well i guess this is my last blog.
i'm pretty sure my account's gonner run out soon, and until i have the money i can't really reactivate it.
so this is a goodbye, hopefully not forever, maybe until next year.
i don't want to make this too fussy, since i'm not going for good, but there are a few people i'd like to mention and thank and shit
FIRSTLY Emya, who's account ran out before mine so she won't see this
but i've had a great time with her, who would've thought you could find a best friend on the blasted internet? she's looked after me when i'm poorly, consoled me when i'm sad, giggled with me when i'm incompetantly stoned and made my life 100% better. i reckon i've got a soulmate there.
Tragique, for those two awesome months we spent in manchester centre, playing ukulele and getting chatted up by african men. i miss her like mad, but i know i'll see her again. i met her at a rubbish time in my life, and that time helped me see a happier side to life that i had almost forgotten about amidst the depression.
Prawn for being equally as cool, this girl has a great aura of optimism like i've never known before. she's fun to hang around with, and she's a proper hoot when she's drunk
Platypuz for endless late night chats and dirty talk. if i ever get to visit the ever so far away country of australia, this is the first person i'm looking up
Kittenbot for being one of the first to befriend me on this site. she's sweet, caring, gorgeous, and is very patient with me and my shit ability at replying. i hope next time round i can spend a lot more time talking to this chick
Franzipan for being hot. and hilarious.
Rudii for being as awesome in real life as i imagined she would be.
Powderfinger for making me feel hot.
there are obviously more people i love here, but it'd look a bit silly if i wrote something for all of you.
so as thanks to the rest, some final booby pictures
i hope to see you all in 2010, where i'll come back, and i'll wow you with a couple of new sets
merry christmas and that.
ALSO. just a little bit i forgot, i'm going to post art on here pretty much until my account runs out, so you can see all my silly creations. i have 4 in the LJM series now and a couple of one offs i did for uni mates that i'll scan in later.
NEW EDIT: 28/11/09
so the other day i got talked into joining a charity run for heart care in my local area, 3 miles in a santa suit... i am FAT. i do not RUN. but my generous ways have caused me to throw caution to the wind and give it a bloody good go. i'm forcing my mother to sponsor me, as i know no one here who would. she loves it.
last night i went to visit Powderfinger. it was rather fun. we watched goodfellas and it took me on a rollercoaster of emotions. i laughed, and i wanted to cry. properly good film that.
he also educated me on music, not that i'm entirely thankful.
but i was allowed to watch a full nick cave song, and i was permitted a minute afterwards for reflection.
i love that man.
i think if i could only fuck one person once ever again and that's it, nick cave is my man. FUCK.
here is a picture of me in my santa jacket to keep you entertained.
i'm off now, for probable alone time with mr. cave.
inabit!
i'm pretty sure my account's gonner run out soon, and until i have the money i can't really reactivate it.
so this is a goodbye, hopefully not forever, maybe until next year.
i don't want to make this too fussy, since i'm not going for good, but there are a few people i'd like to mention and thank and shit
FIRSTLY Emya, who's account ran out before mine so she won't see this
but i've had a great time with her, who would've thought you could find a best friend on the blasted internet? she's looked after me when i'm poorly, consoled me when i'm sad, giggled with me when i'm incompetantly stoned and made my life 100% better. i reckon i've got a soulmate there.Tragique, for those two awesome months we spent in manchester centre, playing ukulele and getting chatted up by african men. i miss her like mad, but i know i'll see her again. i met her at a rubbish time in my life, and that time helped me see a happier side to life that i had almost forgotten about amidst the depression.
Prawn for being equally as cool, this girl has a great aura of optimism like i've never known before. she's fun to hang around with, and she's a proper hoot when she's drunk
Platypuz for endless late night chats and dirty talk. if i ever get to visit the ever so far away country of australia, this is the first person i'm looking up
Kittenbot for being one of the first to befriend me on this site. she's sweet, caring, gorgeous, and is very patient with me and my shit ability at replying. i hope next time round i can spend a lot more time talking to this chick
Franzipan for being hot. and hilarious.
Rudii for being as awesome in real life as i imagined she would be.
Powderfinger for making me feel hot.
there are obviously more people i love here, but it'd look a bit silly if i wrote something for all of you.
so as thanks to the rest, some final booby pictures
i hope to see you all in 2010, where i'll come back, and i'll wow you with a couple of new sets
merry christmas and that.
ALSO. just a little bit i forgot, i'm going to post art on here pretty much until my account runs out, so you can see all my silly creations. i have 4 in the LJM series now
and a couple of one offs i did for uni mates that i'll scan in later.NEW EDIT: 28/11/09
so the other day i got talked into joining a charity run for heart care in my local area, 3 miles in a santa suit...
i am FAT. i do not RUN. but my generous ways have caused me to throw caution to the wind and give it a bloody good go. i'm forcing my mother to sponsor me, as i know no one here who would. she loves it.last night i went to visit Powderfinger. it was rather fun. we watched goodfellas and it took me on a rollercoaster of emotions. i laughed, and i wanted to cry. properly good film that.
he also educated me on music, not that i'm entirely thankful.
but i was allowed to watch a full nick cave song, and i was permitted a minute afterwards for reflection.
i love that man.
i think if i could only fuck one person once ever again and that's it, nick cave is my man. FUCK.
here is a picture of me in my santa jacket to keep you entertained.
i'm off now, for probable alone time with mr. cave.
inabit!
i'm really fucking unhappy again.
i have no reason to be, really.
i wish my brain would stop.
i tried occupying myself, here's the first in my LJM comic series. it's based on a good friend of mine.
i have no reason to be, really.
i wish my brain would stop.
i tried occupying myself, here's the first in my LJM comic series. it's based on a good friend of mine.
not much to report.
life was shakey for a while, but i'm back with a plan of action to make myself happier:
1) sort money out
2) get a job
3) sleep normal
4) do some EXERCISE
5) uni, you're here for a reason
number one has been taken care of for now.
number two is a work in progress.
number three is difficult to achieve, however the rememberance day parade at a nice 10am woke me after little to no sleep, so i should get to bed early tonight and i need to be up early for uni tomorrow. i could soon be fixed.
number four is going okay, i've taken it upon myself to do a lot more walking.
number five will take shape this week when i sort a presentation out with plenty of time before the deadline.
i was feeling the whole being single thing again for a bit, but i'm okay now. friends are better and more important to me.
for now i laze and blaze.
happy lazy sunday afternoon.
x
life was shakey for a while, but i'm back with a plan of action to make myself happier:
1) sort money out
2) get a job
3) sleep normal
4) do some EXERCISE
5) uni, you're here for a reason
number one has been taken care of for now.
number two is a work in progress.
number three is difficult to achieve, however the rememberance day parade at a nice 10am woke me after little to no sleep, so i should get to bed early tonight and i need to be up early for uni tomorrow. i could soon be fixed.
number four is going okay, i've taken it upon myself to do a lot more walking.
number five will take shape this week when i sort a presentation out with plenty of time before the deadline.
i was feeling the whole being single thing again for a bit, but i'm okay now. friends are better and more important to me.
for now i laze and blaze.
happy lazy sunday afternoon.
x
