Two years ago today I met the love of my life. My life has never been better. I do not know what I would do without him. He has taught me what true love really is. Happy Anniversary, to the most wonderful boyfriend any girl could ask for. I hope we get to share many more wonderful years together. Words are not enough to express how much you mean to me. I love you with all my heart. 
I have been putting off this blog for the longest time. Things just suck so bad right now. I didn't want to bring anyone down with me. I am still in the process of moving. To make a long story short the house is in badly need of repairs. I had to quit school because I couldn't afford it anymore because all my money is going to the house. I know have to get a job to help pay for everything. I just feel so scatter brained and that is just the tip of the iceberg. 
Pezmaster and I found out that we can't get married or he will lose his job. He is currently my caregiver. So that makes me sad.Also, I had to cut off all ties with my biological family because they are useless drug addicts that robbed me, stole my identity, and used me for their own benefit. They never cared about me. It hurts. Until we move into the new house I am completely dependent on Pezmaster and this makes me so depressed too. I just want to crawl in a hole and not come out. I feel useless. All I want to do is be happy with the one I love and make my life better. Blah....Why can't I say things that I need to say to the people I need to say them to? I am a doormat. I hate being like this. :
There has to be better days ahead.
End rant.....
Pezmaster and I found out that we can't get married or he will lose his job. He is currently my caregiver. So that makes me sad.Also, I had to cut off all ties with my biological family because they are useless drug addicts that robbed me, stole my identity, and used me for their own benefit. They never cared about me. It hurts. Until we move into the new house I am completely dependent on Pezmaster and this makes me so depressed too. I just want to crawl in a hole and not come out. I feel useless. All I want to do is be happy with the one I love and make my life better. Blah....Why can't I say things that I need to say to the people I need to say them to? I am a doormat. I hate being like this. : There has to be better days ahead.End rant.....
It appears as if I am still alive. I have been extremely busy with the moving process. The house is in a lot worse shape than we expected, so it needs a lot of repairs. Pezmaster and I had a nice little nest egg saved up, but trying to fix up the house has dwindled it down to nothing. We are getting no help from our families. We are doing and buying everything on our own. I started a fundraiser to help us get some help for repairs for anyone who is interested. I hate asking anyone for anything. It makes me sad. I prefer to be on the giving end. Anyway, here is a link to the fundraiser handled by Paypal.
Renovations: Making Our House a Home Fund
Other than moving, I have been working hard on promoting my book. It is now available on amazon.com and barnes and noble.com, as well as for for the Kindle and in the Apple Itunes store. How cool is that? Now if I can just sell some copies. I have sold 12 so far, so that is quite an accomplishment.
I also had a something disturbing happen to me this month on my monthly trip to Charleston for all my medical appointments. My brother stole all my pain medications. I am extremely hurt. Perhaps more than words can describe. I am cutting all ties with my family now. The breed nothing but negativity. The only downside is I am now suffering without pain medication and they could care less. It sucks to know that your own family is like that.
My new family is great however. I got my first Mother's Day present this year. Brandon, my stepson, bought me a t-shirt for the special occasion. He hugged me and said, "Mommy Jenny, you smell so good." So I guess things couldn't get any better than that. Here is a picture of his gift. It says, "#1 Stepmom." I couldn't be prouder to be his stepmother. It is my goal in life to make his life the best it can be. First, step moving. Then getting him into preschool. Fun times ahead.
Once I get moved I am also going to work on a hopeful set. Got any ideas you would like to see? Send me some suggestions. I would love to here some input....
Until next time,
Jen
I prefer to be on the giving end. Anyway, here is a link to the fundraiser handled by Paypal.Renovations: Making Our House a Home Fund
Other than moving, I have been working hard on promoting my book. It is now available on amazon.com and barnes and noble.com, as well as for for the Kindle and in the Apple Itunes store. How cool is that? Now if I can just sell some copies. I have sold 12 so far, so that is quite an accomplishment.
I also had a something disturbing happen to me this month on my monthly trip to Charleston for all my medical appointments. My brother stole all my pain medications. I am extremely hurt. Perhaps more than words can describe.
I am cutting all ties with my family now. The breed nothing but negativity. The only downside is I am now suffering without pain medication and they could care less. It sucks to know that your own family is like that. My new family is great however. I got my first Mother's Day present this year. Brandon, my stepson, bought me a t-shirt for the special occasion. He hugged me and said, "Mommy Jenny, you smell so good." So I guess things couldn't get any better than that. Here is a picture of his gift. It says, "#1 Stepmom." I couldn't be prouder to be his stepmother. It is my goal in life to make his life the best it can be. First, step moving. Then getting him into preschool. Fun times ahead.
Once I get moved I am also going to work on a hopeful set. Got any ideas you would like to see? Send me some suggestions. I would love to here some input....
Until next time,
Jen
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Just a random picture of the two most important guys in my life my stepson Brandon and the love of my life Pezmaster.
Kenny and Brandon Celebrating Brandon Turning Five at "Jump Kraze"
Kenny and Brandon Celebrating Brandon Turning Five at "Jump Kraze"
So I spent over an hour writing this blog earlier only to lose it. I am going to try again. First, I would like to apologize for my brief disappearance. My account expired and it took me awhile to resubscribe for another year due to all the chaos in my life right now. I will get to that in a moment. Now that I am back for another year, I am going to try to write more regular blogs and get back to my original style of having translations with them. I have just been so busy as of late that has been impossible. So on to a lengthy update. I will try not to bore you too much.
Well, tomorrow I am picking up the birthday cake and party supplies for my stepson Brandon's 5th birthday. He will be five on Thursday. I cannot believe how fast time has passed. It seems like yesterday that I moved into this house with his father and the rest of his family. He was barely talking and still in diapers. Now almost 3 years later, I am momma Jen and he is getting ready to start preschool. It makes me want to tear up a little. My baby is growing up. His father Pezmaster and I decided to spoil him this year since his birthday is just a few days away from Easter holiday in the U.S. We bought him a PowerWheels police motorcycle with real lights and sirens and a fort with a real working phone and kitchen made out of cedar wood to play with outside. We are also taking him this weekend to "Jump Kraze" a local place where kids go to jump around in inflatable houses for hours on end. It won't be any fun for momma Jen, but seeing Brandon and Pezmaster have fun will make the day very special to me. 
Oh, and did I forget the chocolate Spongebob cake we specially ordered Brandon complete with chocolate ice cream on the side? Yes, my son is a chocoholic like his mother. 
He is becoming spoiled too! Can you tell? Here is a picture of Brandon and I that was taken last week before my monthly trip to Charleston. As usual he refused to smile for the camera. It must be a boy thing.
Brandon and I
Other than preparing for Brandon's birthday this week, I finished my 7th course in graduate school with an "A." I decided after some persuasion from Pezmaster to take a 90 day leave of absence after this course for two reasons. One, it completely stressed me out and Jen was not a fun girl. Two, we are preparing to move into our house next week. So we both need all the energy will can get to move into our first home as a family. I did accomplish a lot this week concerning the house. I bought almost everything we needed to make it a decorated home and I did it all by myself with no help from my family. I am very proud of my independence. I have supported myself since I was sixteen. I am just glad that now I am with someone who loves me enough to help a little. I will keep everyone updated on the moving progress as it happens. As of now, we are supposed to be moving into our new home on the 12th of April. Finally!
Also while finishing school and furnishing a home, I managed to make my poetry book into an Ebook. In two to four weeks it will be listed in Apple's IBookstore for purchase. I am so excited that they even listed it much let alone are going to have it in their library. So currently you can buy three formats. They are a hardcover, a softcover, and a Adobe Digital Editions version. Soon enough though it will be available to Ipad and Iphone users to enjoy. So far I have sold ten copies which is quite an accomplishment, but I hope with the new listings my sells vwill sky rocket. I am also waiting on listing approval from Barnes and Noble for the Nook. So we will see what happens. For those of you who like poetry you can purchase my book at two different locations. One, is directly from the publisher and two is from Amazon.com. I will provide links below.
My Author Spotlight Page
My Amazon.com Listing
Now on to the rest of the update. Earlier this week, I made my monthly visit to Charleston. Remember my friend Jessy who I am trying to convince to join the site? Well, we were contacted by a producer who is doing a "Hello Kitty" documentary in West Virginia. They are interested in us being a part of the action. We had to answer tons of questions and give them a plethora of pictures depicting our love for "Hello Kitty" and of course each other. I even told them about the tattoo I got in honor of my friendship to Jessy. For those of you who have not see it, then I will post a picture of it. I will also post some pictures of me and Jessy together. This time with clothes on!
Jessy and I
Jessy and I Again
My "Hello Kitty" Tattoo
Also, while in Charleston I had a bit of an adventure with Pezmaster and our vehicle. To be quite honest, it is a wonder we were not in a horrible accident. We were going down the interstate about 70mph when our tires just started falling apart into pieces. There was no warning. No blowout. Nothing. We waited on the side of the road for over an hour before a good Samaritan named Shawn stopped to help us. We had to break one of the lugnuts off our old tire to get it off and then put on the spare. So today Pezmaster bought a new lugnut, a tire, and a four way tire tool. Here is a picture of the tire. It is scary still to look at it.
The Tire of Death
Oh I almost forgot. I also have a new look. It is called "Iceberg." I love it. The bottle was purple, but it turned out something completely different. What do you guys think?
Jen's New Look
Ok, it appears as if I have written a novel, which was completely not my intention. So I am going to wrap things up here. Things in my life are great and I couldn't be happier. Yes, there are things that can be improved on, but everything takes time. I am sure all the worrying and bad times will pay off in the end. I am still selling AVON and enjoying every minute of it. I am watching the anime "Hell Girl" and loving it as well. I have no complaints. Let's hope this good mood continues.....
Just a side not if any of you girls or guys out there would like to join my AVON team you can do so at the following link. There is a very small sign up fee of $20, but it is worth it. You make 40% your first four campaigns. You set your own hours and run your business your way. I would be glad to be your mentor. Here is the link to register: Simply enter virginiamtucker as your reference code.
Become an AVON Representative
I promise once I get moved to post more often and not so lengthy in nature. I hope I was missed just a little.
Until Next Time,
Jen
Well, tomorrow I am picking up the birthday cake and party supplies for my stepson Brandon's 5th birthday. He will be five on Thursday. I cannot believe how fast time has passed. It seems like yesterday that I moved into this house with his father and the rest of his family. He was barely talking and still in diapers. Now almost 3 years later, I am momma Jen and he is getting ready to start preschool. It makes me want to tear up a little.
My baby is growing up. His father Pezmaster and I decided to spoil him this year since his birthday is just a few days away from Easter holiday in the U.S. We bought him a PowerWheels police motorcycle with real lights and sirens and a fort with a real working phone and kitchen made out of cedar wood to play with outside. We are also taking him this weekend to "Jump Kraze" a local place where kids go to jump around in inflatable houses for hours on end. It won't be any fun for momma Jen, but seeing Brandon and Pezmaster have fun will make the day very special to me. Oh, and did I forget the chocolate Spongebob cake we specially ordered Brandon complete with chocolate ice cream on the side? Yes, my son is a chocoholic like his mother. He is becoming spoiled too! Can you tell? Here is a picture of Brandon and I that was taken last week before my monthly trip to Charleston. As usual he refused to smile for the camera. It must be a boy thing.Brandon and I
Other than preparing for Brandon's birthday this week, I finished my 7th course in graduate school with an "A." I decided after some persuasion from Pezmaster to take a 90 day leave of absence after this course for two reasons. One, it completely stressed me out and Jen was not a fun girl.
Two, we are preparing to move into our house next week. So we both need all the energy will can get to move into our first home as a family. I did accomplish a lot this week concerning the house. I bought almost everything we needed to make it a decorated home and I did it all by myself with no help from my family. I am very proud of my independence. I have supported myself since I was sixteen. I am just glad that now I am with someone who loves me enough to help a little. I will keep everyone updated on the moving progress as it happens. As of now, we are supposed to be moving into our new home on the 12th of April. Finally! Also while finishing school and furnishing a home, I managed to make my poetry book into an Ebook. In two to four weeks it will be listed in Apple's IBookstore for purchase. I am so excited that they even listed it much let alone are going to have it in their library. So currently you can buy three formats. They are a hardcover, a softcover, and a Adobe Digital Editions version. Soon enough though it will be available to Ipad and Iphone users to enjoy. So far I have sold ten copies which is quite an accomplishment, but I hope with the new listings my sells vwill sky rocket. I am also waiting on listing approval from Barnes and Noble for the Nook. So we will see what happens. For those of you who like poetry you can purchase my book at two different locations. One, is directly from the publisher and two is from Amazon.com. I will provide links below.
My Author Spotlight Page
My Amazon.com Listing
Now on to the rest of the update. Earlier this week, I made my monthly visit to Charleston. Remember my friend Jessy who I am trying to convince to join the site? Well, we were contacted by a producer who is doing a "Hello Kitty" documentary in West Virginia. They are interested in us being a part of the action. We had to answer tons of questions and give them a plethora of pictures depicting our love for "Hello Kitty" and of course each other. I even told them about the tattoo I got in honor of my friendship to Jessy. For those of you who have not see it, then I will post a picture of it. I will also post some pictures of me and Jessy together. This time with clothes on!
Jessy and I
Jessy and I Again
My "Hello Kitty" Tattoo
Also, while in Charleston I had a bit of an adventure with Pezmaster and our vehicle. To be quite honest, it is a wonder we were not in a horrible accident. We were going down the interstate about 70mph when our tires just started falling apart into pieces. There was no warning. No blowout. Nothing. We waited on the side of the road for over an hour before a good Samaritan named Shawn stopped to help us. We had to break one of the lugnuts off our old tire to get it off and then put on the spare. So today Pezmaster bought a new lugnut, a tire, and a four way tire tool. Here is a picture of the tire. It is scary still to look at it.
The Tire of Death
Oh I almost forgot. I also have a new look. It is called "Iceberg." I love it. The bottle was purple, but it turned out something completely different. What do you guys think?
Jen's New Look
Ok, it appears as if I have written a novel, which was completely not my intention. So I am going to wrap things up here. Things in my life are great and I couldn't be happier. Yes, there are things that can be improved on, but everything takes time. I am sure all the worrying and bad times will pay off in the end. I am still selling AVON and enjoying every minute of it. I am watching the anime "Hell Girl" and loving it as well. I have no complaints.
Let's hope this good mood continues..... Just a side not if any of you girls or guys out there would like to join my AVON team you can do so at the following link. There is a very small sign up fee of $20, but it is worth it. You make 40% your first four campaigns. You set your own hours and run your business your way. I would be glad to be your mentor. Here is the link to register: Simply enter virginiamtucker as your reference code.
Become an AVON Representative
I promise once I get moved to post more often and not so lengthy in nature. I hope I was missed just a little.
Until Next Time,
Jen
So I took the cutest picture of my cat Panda a second ago. He is chilling and taking a nap. I think he knows that Spring is approaching.
Panda Napping Spring Time Style
Love you all,
Jen
Panda Napping Spring Time Style
Love you all,
Jen
Yesterday, I made a huge decision. I decided to take a 90 leave of absence of school so that I could concentrate on moving and not have to worry about anything, but getting settled into the new place. Most of my friends and family are against the idea, but my best friend Jessy and Pezmaster are fully supportive of my choice. I just hope I made the right decision. :confused
In other news, my little one Brandon will be 5 on April 5th. I am so excited for him. Pezmaster and I bought him a PowerWheels police motorcycle with real lights and sirens. We think he will be thrilled with it.
We are still trying to collect things for the house, but I have gotten a majority of stuff off the list. So there is just a few things left I need to get. I hate not being prepared for the move. We are getting to move sooner than expected. We were expected to move in mid April but it looks like we will be in the new house by the end of March. AHHHHH!
Here is a link to my HOUSEWARMING wishlist for those of you who want to help us make our new house a home.
HOUSEWARMING: MAKING A HOUSE A HOME
Donations can also be sent to my PayPal account which is VirginiaMTucker@gmail.com. Any help would be appreciated. Hopefully, I can learn to destress. That is my main goal at this point. I even quit selling AVON so I wouldn't have to deal with that. *shrugs* We will see what happens. Nonetheless wish me luck.
Here is looking at you, kid.
In other news, my little one Brandon will be 5 on April 5th. I am so excited for him. Pezmaster and I bought him a PowerWheels police motorcycle with real lights and sirens. We think he will be thrilled with it.
We are still trying to collect things for the house, but I have gotten a majority of stuff off the list. So there is just a few things left I need to get. I hate not being prepared for the move. We are getting to move sooner than expected. We were expected to move in mid April but it looks like we will be in the new house by the end of March. AHHHHH!
Here is a link to my HOUSEWARMING wishlist for those of you who want to help us make our new house a home.
HOUSEWARMING: MAKING A HOUSE A HOME
Donations can also be sent to my PayPal account which is VirginiaMTucker@gmail.com. Any help would be appreciated. Hopefully, I can learn to destress. That is my main goal at this point. I even quit selling AVON so I wouldn't have to deal with that. *shrugs* We will see what happens. Nonetheless wish me luck.
Here is looking at you, kid.
So I found out today that I will be moving sooner than expected. YIKES. I am excited, but at the same time so unprepared. Since most of my family and friends live in different counties, states, and countries, than myself I made a wishlist of things that Pezmaster and I need for the house and haven't gotten yet. I will give the link in case anyone is interested in participating in a online housewarming event. My friend Jessy gave me the idea, so we will see how it goes. She also appreciated all the feedback on the boob pictures that we posted and she is REALLY considering becoming a member of the site. I have met so many genuinely nice people here that I would never regret my decision to join. I am glad to be a part of such a wonderful community. I am still working toward becoming a hopeful, so we will see what happens. Right now, moving is at the top of my priorities list. Although, I am a little sad that I was not invited to the SG Party in Columbus seeing as how I live just right beside OH in WV. It would have been an awesome thing to experience. Oh well, maybe next time. Anyhow here are some links for you. I love you all deeply and appreciate all the kindness and support that I have been shown over the past two years. I want you to know that.
Housewarming Wishlist
Amazon Housewarming Wishlist
Donations can be sent to my paypal account: VirginiaMTucker@gmail.com
Much Love,
Jen
It would have been an awesome thing to experience. Oh well, maybe next time. Anyhow here are some links for you. I love you all deeply and appreciate all the kindness and support that I have been shown over the past two years. I want you to know that. Housewarming Wishlist
Amazon Housewarming Wishlist
Donations can be sent to my paypal account: VirginiaMTucker@gmail.com
Much Love,
Jen
So this is going to be a picture blog with lots of boobies!!! YAY for boobies. I am trying to convince my best friend Jessy into joining SG. She is one of the most gorgeous girls I know. She is blonde, short, and petite, and reminds me of a Barbie. I just love her to death. She has tattoo and piercings too. She is a total rock chick! The only problem is she has no self confidence. I can relate neither do I. Anyhow, she is willing to consider joining the site and possibly modeling, if I post my boobs on here first and get some feedback. She also gave me permission to post her boobs as well. I think if she gets some positive feedback she will be more likely to join us. I am still planning on doing the hopeful thing, so of course more pictures of me will be coming with time. I will admit though, I hate my boobs so it is something that I am going to have to get used to. Well enough talk . On to the boobies.....
Jen's Boobs....
Jessy's Boobs (I wish I had hers)
I am trying to convince my best friend Jessy into joining SG. She is one of the most gorgeous girls I know. She is blonde, short, and petite, and reminds me of a Barbie. I just love her to death. She has tattoo and piercings too. She is a total rock chick! The only problem is she has no self confidence. I can relate neither do I. Anyhow, she is willing to consider joining the site and possibly modeling, if I post my boobs on here first and get some feedback. She also gave me permission to post her boobs as well. I think if she gets some positive feedback she will be more likely to join us. I am still planning on doing the hopeful thing, so of course more pictures of me will be coming with time. I will admit though, I hate my boobs so it is something that I am going to have to get used to. Well enough talk . On to the boobies.....Jen's Boobs....
Jessy's Boobs (I wish I had hers)
