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JUNE 14, 2012 @ 07:46 PM


I was hoping I would get to write another positive blog, but it seems things have gone from bad to worse.

Well it appears we won't be moving after all. Due to some circumstances out of our control the house just wasn't right for our family. To make a long story short when the rehabilitation contractors came out to make the house accessible for me, we were basically informed that the house should be condemned and never should have been rented to someone in the first place. It has numerous problems with the main one being a serious black mold infestation. This means we must now put everything in storage and begin searching for somewhere else to move. It is a bit disheartening, but I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and this wasn't meant to be. On to bigger and better things with my little family. Regardless, the situation still sucks ;( even though I am trying to stay positive.

I also found out that working isn't an option for me due to being on disability. I was basically told if I made more than $85 at a place of employment I would lose my disability check, in addition to my medical benefits. My only option at this point is to return to school and finish my degree. However, to do this I need $3700 dollars to finish my last six courses. Could it get any worse? frown

We can't qualify for a loan due to my meth addicted parents stealing my identity and ruining my credit. I am trying to fix this the best I can. I spent the entire day taking to creditors and credit reporting agencies and reporting the identity theft instances. Next, I have to fail a police report.

To make things even worse, tonight I smashed my fingers in the car door tonight. OUCH!

On a brighter note, my poetry book is now available at amazon.com. barnes and noble.com, booksamillion.com, and many other retailers. Now I just need to sell some copies....It is available is softcover and for the kindle.

I guess overall, I could really use some advice on how to remain positive. I am really struggling emotionally...
Comments
only1doc

only1doc

Hutto, TX
March 2009

JUN 14, 2012 07:56 PM

your alive, you got your man and family so it aint all bad. You lucked out finding out about the black mold before you moved in that stuff kills. So those are a few reasons to be positive.

Franie

Franie

USA
April 2006

JUN 14, 2012 09:23 PM

I hope that you can just keep hanging in there!

Lunar

Lunar

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

JUN 14, 2012 10:51 PM

Sorry, hang in there. Awesome news about your book!

semiretiredpunk

semiretiredpunk

USA
March 2007

JUN 14, 2012 11:34 PM

Better than not knowing about the black mold anyway. smile

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JUN 15, 2012 03:22 AM

" I was basically told if I made more than $85 at a place of employment I would lose my disability check, in addition to my medical benefits. "

that doesn't sound right. who told you that??

"a serious black mold infestation"

eeekeeekeeek that shit's dangerous!!

I hope you feel better!!smilesmilekisskiss

atlas_

atlas_

Lynchburg, VA
May 2010

JUN 15, 2012 04:49 AM

Ugh! That super sucks! I agree with you mentality, though, that things happen for a reason. So holding on to THAT idea may be what could help you stay positive... or at least not totally negative.

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