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JULY 1, 2005 @ 03:05 PM

So... I finished moving... from one place I didn't really want to be, into another place I don't really want to be...
No one's fault but my own; I haven't devoted the time and effort into changing my situation.
I have all the tools, the connection, the resources... just have been too tired and caught up in my own shit to motivate...

So, now that I have motivated enough to go from one undesirable situation to another, I am going to try to maintain that momentum, take my own advice, and keep on going.

First things first, though... gotta find my stuff, do my laundry and throw out a ton of crap... like the man says: "You own enough stuff and your stuff begins to own you..." or something like that.




Henry says:

"Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have.""

love ARRR!!!

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SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JUL 01, 2005 04:09 PM

I was originally plannin on tryin out for SG as soon as I had my tattoo finished. Well, I got it finished, but now it needs touched up where the color got ripped out thanx to me fallin asleep on it - argh! Pluss I'm really picky about myself and I want to get some more time in the gym before I take pictures of my naked ass. I'm my worst critic - trust me. Also right now my life has been very hectic so its not something I've been thinkin too heavily about; but thanx for the comments. I'll let ya know if I ever do try out!

miao!!

MotherTeresa

MotherTeresa

Orlando, FL
October 2004

JUL 01, 2005 05:31 PM

With good behavior and gain time, he could be out by October 2006. He went down for 8 years for something he did as a stupid 17 year old. He seems much wiser now. I hope that he stays wise when he gets out. I love that kid frown

MotherTeresa

MotherTeresa

Orlando, FL
October 2004

JUL 01, 2005 05:32 PM

What's your brother doing?

beautifulxalone

beautifulxalone

HOPEFUL

Trenton, NJ

JUL 01, 2005 07:21 PM

haha. unpacking is the WORST.

and i cant wait to cart my life full of shit down to miami next year when i move there. i'm the worst. i keep everything.


and no, kristen is my roommate. but she is one of my dearest friends, and i'd be lost without her. i'm pretty much alone in the house most of the week, but when she comes home on thursday nights i get to let loose with her, and we always have a good time.

PullOffMyWings

PullOffMyWings

HOPEFUL

Mission Viejo, CA

JUL 01, 2005 08:11 PM

hehe, you're so cute and silly.

no super interesting dreams lately. of course, I haven't been sleeping very well now that my roomate and her loud boyfriend are home. *sigh*

beautifulxalone

beautifulxalone

HOPEFUL

Trenton, NJ

JUL 01, 2005 08:16 PM

yeah i'm glad she's here for me too. i dont know what i'd do without my girls.

and yes, that does mean i'm not going to help you un-pack tongue

you have a good holiday too. got any big plans?

beautifulxalone

beautifulxalone

HOPEFUL

Trenton, NJ

JUL 01, 2005 08:37 PM

tongue is my signature emoti-con thingie.

anyway.
no plans on this end really.

i have to work all day tomorrow, and it'll be dead as shit since everyone is down the shore...but sunday is my mom's 60th birthday, so i have to go home and celebrate that. and then i'm going to watch philly's fireworks from the top of an apt building on the fourth. hopefully booze will be involved. surreal

beautifulxalone

beautifulxalone

HOPEFUL

Trenton, NJ

JUL 01, 2005 08:51 PM

Philly is one of my loves. All of my roommies are from N. Jersey so they consider "The City" to be NYC. It's Philly to me tho. smile

yeknomyknuf

yeknomyknuf

Pittsburgh, PA
April 2005

JUL 01, 2005 10:04 PM

How I love Henry. Thanks for putting that up there. You should live somewhere you enjoy. Or maybe you just need better company. I hope you find that place you're looking for either way : wink

Klair

Klair

United Kingdom
April 2005

JUL 02, 2005 01:04 AM

well my merlin is also rather on the chunky side! he's so chilled out tho, the kids get a bit rough with him sometimes & he just lies there & takes it & he's so gentle with them. he has a black mark on his side that is a perfect love-heart shape - quite apprpriate really
anyway hun, hows things in the wonderful world of you? i can totally empathise with oyur moving situation - i too will be moving from one place that i hate to another, soon as i get my act together that is.........

anepiphany

anepiphany

I'm lost
February 2005

JUL 02, 2005 02:27 AM

someone once said to me.
"If you wish to take a step, at least step forward. for it takes as much energy to step forward as it does backwards and sidewards."
or something like that.

who is this henry rollins fellow?
he was in australia a month or so ago.

AmazonRed13

AmazonRed13

New Haven, CT
February 2004

JUL 02, 2005 08:20 AM

nothing more cathartic than purging of "things" that have crept up & started to make us their bitch.

nothing more satisfying than dumping pile after pile of useless cumbersome crap onto the curb, and boxing the valuable crap up for e-bay, so we can at least feel like we're at least doing some fundraising. biggrin

dirtyprettything

dirtyprettything

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

JUL 02, 2005 08:56 AM

mmmm betty! love

hey if you like photography, have you considered going down to Fetish Con this year? i and many hot fetish models will be there, and it should be a good time!

dirtyprettything

dirtyprettything

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

JUL 02, 2005 09:20 AM

oh poo. tongue yes it is a yearly event - that's a shame you wont be there!

oh well, one day maybe we'll meet? i travel all the time but am now based out of nyc (when i'm not upstate being chased by chickens, that is)

dirtyprettything

dirtyprettything

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

JUL 02, 2005 09:51 AM

my chicken chasing story was in my last journal entry - we were in upstate new york and another model and myself got chased by a pissy rooster - it was a little funny.

i normally work out of the DUMBO area of brooklyn, but right now am in california for the next few weeks - then will be back in nyc area at the end of the month... surreal

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