I'VE FINISHED SCHOOL FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this has been the toughest year of my life and i am so proud of myself for getting through it! while i was writing my 7000 word dissertation and doing exams i had a mental breakdown, was in and out of hospital and bthen both of my nans died at the same time
My year was full of death, illness, hospitals, horrible drug side effects, all on top of my work and exams of a student. Not to mention i had to travel around the uk due to everything and ended up having to spend over £200 on travel in one month

but it's over now XD and i did it despite everything that was against me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so ready to work and make a life from myself XDXDXD i feel happy and so peaceful now

a great pick me up was the SG london shootfest, theese girls have supported me loads and they will never know just how much they helped me at a hard time, i love these powerful women



i cant believe the 3 years of my degree is done! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! iv been so proactive though! iv already applied for 20 different jobs in fashion in london and 40 model agencies

i was spotted by IMG models but unfortunatly i am 5ft2 and they want me 5ft11 acctually kinda glad im not that tall, i dont like being high up, im too used being close to the ground

UK models wants to shoot me so i go to them on sunday, there paying for the studios and MUA's

and i just got a message from FRESH agents how also want to represent me

(sorry if this is all a little braggy so far but trust me iv worked so hard to get here and been through so much shit!!!)

i had my first shoot since all the drama started yesterday and i love the images!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait to get them back! AND im doing s catwalk on the 23rd may at bluewater shopping mall

yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeye, everythings got exciting again and im full of fire!

....but back to uni

ttradisionally i always show you loads of drunk pics of myself



this blog is no different

the summer ball at school



we had LETHAL BIZZLE performe which was so funny and amazing

next, the leaver's school disco



my lovely boyfriend visited me loads



we had a leaver meal and i cried so hard! its so weird to have been with the same people almosy every day for 3 years and now its just POOF gone. but i know we'll stay in touch.....we already arranged like 5 partys hahahaha

next, i want to talk about Ann
she is the most amazing women that i have ever had the pleasure of even just being near!
she was my accademic advisor and she was there for me through the hard times as if she was family, she like the female version of steven fry! she was a ballerina and has now written 10 books on top of her teaching job, shes also a dance journalist and all around massive Brain!!!!!!!
me and 2 of my house mates bough her pressents we all got emotional



she can still do the splits and dance better than any of us!!!!!!!!!!!! Ann also lost her husband when i had drama too but she was still there for all of us, we told her to go home and grieve but she said she didnt want us to miss out as her students and that her husband wouldn't want that either, i suppose sometimes its good too keep busy but even so! the most selfless lovely people!!! im going to miss Ann maybe even more than anyone!

i have a new set that i shot with the wonderful waikiki, "London in Lace" is out 22nd May 3am



i also just crept allll over lovely chocolat's blog to see she started editing the set we shot at the UK shoot fest
she wanted me no make up, its a risk but its kinda cute, im happy with it

(stolen off her blog)


im also planning to get this inked ASAP



and finally, nothing in the world makes me happier than this at the moment.......

GOOD TING'S!

1.iv been working out and eating better,iv lost 2 inches off my hips and my old american size 6 jeans fit again!
2. i got spotted by a talent scout for IMG modelling
3. i finished my last assessment this week, im over half way through writing a short essay that isnt handed in for another 2 weeks
4. last night i applied to 5 jobs in fashion in london and 4 other modelling agencys
5. AND iv saved enough money to get enough lessons for a drivers licence XDXDXD

6. i have a new set out on the 22nd called 'London in Lace' shot by waikiki



ps. may the 4th be with you

so..... i have a BRAND NEW SET out in 20 days, "London in Lace" shoot by the lovely waikiki about 2 years ago now!!!!! because we shot it so long ago i only have my one tattoo in it haha but its pretty sweet and i hope you like



i really like this set but it's so weird looking back at the very beginning of my modelling carer! I recently got spotted by a talent scout for IMG models (who fucking Charlotte free, one of my faves is with!!!!!!!!!!), apparently as long as im not on catwalk, they are considering making a 5'2 acception
i dont wanna get my hopes up to much because im the opposite body type they normally pick....i have curves (31-26-35) and im short but fingers crossed! wish me luck!
thanks so much for all of your support i wouldnt be here without you SG

handed in my dissertation sooo....


WE LIKE TO PARTY!



(more to come)^^^^^

FUN THINGS



that is all sexy pants.

i got new ink this morning, its an extention my infamous cup'nsaucer'

im VERY swollen

happy though...







thinking of makeing this a tat too, its so cute, and true




AND i did my hair

hi everybody! iv been super busy as usual!!!!!! arrrr!!!!!

it was my sisters bday


one of my closest friends bdays

^^^^^ thats my lovley boyfriend ^^^^^^^^

THEN it my housemates bday!


AND THEN it was rag race 2013 (definition: the university pubcrawl from chichester to bognor starting at 7am, finishing whenever you pass out.....it is also in fancy dress)

me and my friend TP have a privet joke about being super heros, shes rainbow child and im golden girl....on beer race, all of ours dreams came true



then it was TP's bday!


all this following the sguk shootfest!!!!!!!!!!!!

and iv been writing a 7000 word dissertation that im almost finished, then 2 more essays!!!!!
had my assesment week this week for dance, so weird to finish class! we've all got our graduation letters too


my family and i have been reflecting on our happy memorys after also reccently burying both my lovely nana's
this is me and my 2 sisters when we were babys, im the youngest


i got some of my best shoots back


i also got a set back today from the lovely miro that we shot at the shootfest XDXDXD
expect ALOT of uk ladies in mr soon!

spring break now, no more travelling like a posessed women and running off my feet! i spent over £200 on travel alone this month! its been so crazy! TIME TOO BREATH

later my man is comeing over, so we will cuddle and eat!

no promises, i could easily get very very fat! mmmmmmmm chocolate

happy easters!!!!!!!!!

instagram: elyelovescandy

SG LAAAAANDAAAAAN SHOOT FEST PICTURE DIARY

(unfortunatly my phone is being a twat and wont let me upload everything so ill edit in more pics AND videos eventually....hopefully


1. "ladies!...and fella's too"





lost in london....





2. shootshootshoots





3. SGUK do the harlem shake (youtube)



have you guys seen this!? its sooooo funny!!!!!!

i miss everyone so much! it was soso fun meeting people and hanging out, bring on the next shoot fest!!!!!!!!

PEACE

so shits hit the fan in my life which is why im not around so much

ill be back

im sooooooooooooooo excited for sg london shoot fest next weekend! eeeeeeeeeeeeee! that should cheer me up! ill catch up with you after that

NAKED.....and stuff

my beautiful nan passed away a couple nights ago, she'd been in the cancer hospice for 10 days, we stayed with her untill 2, we were all around her and luckily after days of struggle it was acctually quite peacful

now my other nan needs your love as she's still in hospital too



also wanted to say thank you for your support on my new set

pics from last tuesday (the night before stuff got kinda slow and sad)