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HOLY CRAP I am so excited for this Thursday's Havana night.
I can't believe all the total hotties that are gonna be there.
Not to mention I'm bringing my boy, my friend (and hopeful) Olivia, and two other guy friends.
I love this kid.
I'm pretty damn happy to be meeting so many girls--but I'm sure it's all going to be a bit overwhelming
I think I'm more excited to be shooting a new solo set though. I haven't shot one since MARCH!
Question: Should I keep the blonde in my hair or should I dye it all red?
NEW SONG I wrote today:
Hope you guys like it!
or if that doesn't work, try this!
I can't believe all the total hotties that are gonna be there.
Not to mention I'm bringing my boy, my friend (and hopeful) Olivia, and two other guy friends.
I love this kid.
I'm pretty damn happy to be meeting so many girls--but I'm sure it's all going to be a bit overwhelming
I think I'm more excited to be shooting a new solo set though. I haven't shot one since MARCH!
Question: Should I keep the blonde in my hair or should I dye it all red?
NEW SONG I wrote today:
Hope you guys like it!
or if that doesn't work, try this!
I am officially moved into my new apartment. it looks like this:
pretty boring and crappy. I need more posters
me earlier today....
What kind of hair should I get next?
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pretty boring and crappy. I need more posters
me earlier today....
What kind of hair should I get next?
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New video guys 
9 Crimes by Damien Rice
Movies I've seen recently:
wilby wonderful - 3.5/5
capturing the friedmans - 3.7/5
day of the dead - 2.5/5
orgazmo - 3.0/5
king of california - 3.8/5
blue velvet - 3.7/5
He sent me another email. I wasn't going to read it. I shouldn't have read it. The only goal he has in sending those emails is to make himself feel better by making me feel like shit.
There's just SO MUCH he thinks he understands. And I want to call him out on these things, but I also don't want to drag it out. Plus, he won't hear it because he doesn't want to.
Sure, some things he writes are true.
I've made selfish decisions.
I've made mistakes.
But for him to deny that we are at different points in our lives is bullshit. For him to say that I didn't have resentment toward him is bullshit. He is the victim--he was absolutely perfect and didn't do anything wrong. And I know he's only getting this idea reinforced by his friends and family--because that's what they are for, right? To tell you that she was awful and that you were perfect. But they really don't have a fucking clue what went on in our relationship. They are hearing one side of it all. And if that's how he has to deal with it, then fine. But I'm done.
I had a weird dream last night. I was back in my old church for some reason. I felt really awkward and out of place--which is how I suppose I would feel if I really was in a church again. There was this impromptu confession in which all of the people who were my age had to walk up to Father Pat and confess something. I kept trying to think of something to say. The girl in front of me said, "I'm a liar." Then he blessed her and it was my turn. Everyone was listening to me and I felt really uncomfortable. I said, with quite a bit of confidence, "I have no faith." He just smiled at me and I went to sit back down.
oh and i took new pics like a week ago:
ALSO!
I've recently been voted as the new owner of the Indie Films group. So if you aren't already a member, join it now!
indie films group
9 Crimes by Damien Rice
Movies I've seen recently:
wilby wonderful - 3.5/5
capturing the friedmans - 3.7/5
day of the dead - 2.5/5
orgazmo - 3.0/5
king of california - 3.8/5
blue velvet - 3.7/5
He sent me another email. I wasn't going to read it. I shouldn't have read it. The only goal he has in sending those emails is to make himself feel better by making me feel like shit.
There's just SO MUCH he thinks he understands. And I want to call him out on these things, but I also don't want to drag it out. Plus, he won't hear it because he doesn't want to.
Sure, some things he writes are true.
I've made selfish decisions.
I've made mistakes.
But for him to deny that we are at different points in our lives is bullshit. For him to say that I didn't have resentment toward him is bullshit. He is the victim--he was absolutely perfect and didn't do anything wrong. And I know he's only getting this idea reinforced by his friends and family--because that's what they are for, right? To tell you that she was awful and that you were perfect. But they really don't have a fucking clue what went on in our relationship. They are hearing one side of it all. And if that's how he has to deal with it, then fine. But I'm done.
I had a weird dream last night. I was back in my old church for some reason. I felt really awkward and out of place--which is how I suppose I would feel if I really was in a church again. There was this impromptu confession in which all of the people who were my age had to walk up to Father Pat and confess something. I kept trying to think of something to say. The girl in front of me said, "I'm a liar." Then he blessed her and it was my turn. Everyone was listening to me and I felt really uncomfortable. I said, with quite a bit of confidence, "I have no faith." He just smiled at me and I went to sit back down.
oh and i took new pics like a week ago:
ALSO!
I've recently been voted as the new owner of the Indie Films group. So if you aren't already a member, join it now!
indie films group
I refuse to feel guilty for loving him.
I refuse to believe I am a horrible person.
It's true, I never give myself fully to a person. Who does other than my ex? It's dangerous. That doesn't mean you can't love a person.
If it makes it easier for him to believe that I never loved him, then fine. He can believe that if he so chooses.
And it's true--maybe I was undeserving of him. Maybe I could never be with a man who devotes his entire existence to me.
I got a request from Madchester to cover Azure Ray's "Displaced"...I really can't stop listening to it. So I leave you with the lyrics and will post a video soon.
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It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that nothing
Nothing survives
Nothing survives
I think i'm turned around
I'm looking up
Not looking down
And when i'm standing still
Watching you run
Watching you fall
Fall into me
Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced
And she's my friend of all friends
She's still here when everyone's gone
She doesn't have to say a thing
We'll just keep laughing all night long
All night long
Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced
It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that no one
No one survives
No one survives.
EDIT: here's the video!
I refuse to believe I am a horrible person.
It's true, I never give myself fully to a person. Who does other than my ex? It's dangerous. That doesn't mean you can't love a person.
If it makes it easier for him to believe that I never loved him, then fine. He can believe that if he so chooses.
And it's true--maybe I was undeserving of him. Maybe I could never be with a man who devotes his entire existence to me.
I got a request from Madchester to cover Azure Ray's "Displaced"...I really can't stop listening to it. So I leave you with the lyrics and will post a video soon.
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It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that nothing
Nothing survives
Nothing survives
I think i'm turned around
I'm looking up
Not looking down
And when i'm standing still
Watching you run
Watching you fall
Fall into me
Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced
And she's my friend of all friends
She's still here when everyone's gone
She doesn't have to say a thing
We'll just keep laughing all night long
All night long
Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced
It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that no one
No one survives
No one survives.
EDIT: here's the video!
New Youtube video--Death Cab cover:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=245vi-QsKxs
Sorry my friends got in the way a bit and made me laugh
All I do is watch movies.
Go to Kroger.
Eat sushi.
And spend every second of the day on my laptop.
And I love it.
Movies I've watched recently for the first time:
*Currently watching* = Disco Pigs
- Teeth
- The Tracey Fragments
- The Stepbrothers
- Secretary
- Event Horizon
- THE DARK KNIGHT
- Jacob's Ladder
- Cashback
- Videodrome
- The 400 Blows
- Persepolis
http://youtube.com/watch?v=245vi-QsKxs
Sorry my friends got in the way a bit and made me laugh
All I do is watch movies.
Go to Kroger.
Eat sushi.
And spend every second of the day on my laptop.
And I love it.
Movies I've watched recently for the first time:
*Currently watching* = Disco Pigs
- Teeth
- The Tracey Fragments
- The Stepbrothers
- Secretary
- Event Horizon
- THE DARK KNIGHT
- Jacob's Ladder
- Cashback
- Videodrome
- The 400 Blows
- Persepolis
New videos!
I recorded two MIssy Higgins songs yesterday. But I only put one of them on SG so the other is on my Youtube page Hope you like them!
I'm totally going bowling tonight.
Hopefully I will shoot a new set soon.
don't forget to check out my store: happy sushi
I recorded two MIssy Higgins songs yesterday. But I only put one of them on SG so the other is on my Youtube page
Hope you like them!I'm totally going bowling tonight.
Hopefully I will shoot a new set soon.
don't forget to check out my store: happy sushi
SEPTEMBER 2008