I was having a suckyyy ass dream this morning. Usually I lucid dream n everything is neato masquito.

Well this morning it felt like I was in a state of paralasis n couldnt wake up. I knew I was asleep and knew I wanted out of that dream. It felt like I was screaming so loud- but I wasnt. I was like
"HELP!!!!!!!!!" "Help me wake up!" Usually if Im in this state- which is rare- Im making groaning noises n hubby shakes me awake.- Sometimes its even hard for him to shake me awake if the paralisis state is strong. Unfortunately no one was home so I was stuck. I realized I'd be in that state for awhile. Instead of trying to calm myself I started screaming even louder.- Yeah thats gonna help!
Anyway- pretty much at that moment my cell phone started ringing to the tune of BORN IN THE USA.
My Eyes popped open but I still couldnt move for awhile.
When Im in Amercia my cell phone usually rings to the tune of the A team. I figured Born in the USA was cheesy but funny- so I downloaded it a few days after we got here to Ireland. Hey! The A-Team is so not CHEESY!
Anyway- I found this really cute zodiac art on MorbidOutLook's Art link.
The Libra ART is totally cute on the first one.
2 sites 12 art pics of the zodiac on each.
cute zodiac

other zodiac art also nice

Love and Light, Elle

Sean and I watched Eyes Wide Shut last night. Weird movie. It seemed really long. Sean said it was weird cuz it was the same guy that directed Clockwork Orange.
He's getting a new car today. 3rd one since being here- but its supposed to be the last. Hes gonna try to get an automatic so its easier for me to drive. (I CAN drive a stick but its awkward being that I have to use my left hand instead of my right since the steeringwheel is on the right hand side of the car.)
Ive driven here twice but I think Im ready to take on the open roads. Some may disagree.
I feel lethargic I think I'll drink some coffee.

Sean Brought me Yankee Candles home the other day from work.

Im think I need some Effexor.

kidz started school today.
YAY! DS (Dear Son) doesnt mind wearing his uniform.
DD (Dear Daughter) kinda likes wearing hers. Found out they dont have to confess their sins to the priest or do holy communion. Needless to say I was pretty happy to find out about this.

I kept thinking I wasnt making the right decision sending them to school here in Ireland. I think they needed the social attributes of being in a school with other children their own age.

By the time we go back to the US they'll have little Irish accents. How freakin cute is that?

Love and Light, ElleBelle

Tomb Raider 2 Cradle of Life sucked. I was so dissapointed. Beyond lame. Angelina looked pretty- that was a plus.
If you havent seen it- save your cash n wait for the video. Im so not joking.

Migrains suck.

Edited cuz the last link blew. what psych ward are you?
this one rox I took the test n Im Bi-Polar. Like I didnt already know that.

We were gonna go swimming today. But now we arent going till the morning.
The waterpark we are going to go to is boasted to be the biggest in Europe. We went last week and it was pretty weak. Fine for swimming n letting the kidz cut a rug. My baby fishies love it. Its no Schlitterbaun.
We are taking a family vacation to Schlitterbaun the SUMMER of 2004 with Stacy and her family. I can remember only haing to drive an hour to get there.

I feel weird about sending money via paypal to this chick in the UK for my new dreadies n silkystraight falls. All together it was 139.00 in US currency on my visa. Its the weirdest thing. The broad didnt send me a confirmation or anything. Am I being paranoid? Will I ever see my hair? I feel a little sick to my stomach.

I hope everything works out n I get that damn hair. GRRRRRH.

I'll gladly write that girl a testimonial on the Hair Boardzz.

I really wanted to go swimming today. I get to go see Tomb Raider tomorrow also. It didnt come out till last week over here where we are. Two of my favorite activities in one day? Watching the beautiful Angelina kick some ass as Laura Croft~~~ And Swimming.
WOOHOO!



What Psych-Ward do you belong to?

If there is anything the nonconformist hates worse than a conformist, it's another nonconformist who doesn't conform to the prevailing standard of nonconformity.
—Bill Vaughan

Power GOTH Girls

Your Sex Sign is Pisces!
You're dreamy and romantic, with an active sexual imagination.
You'll fantasize about something before trying it, and you love role play.
Sex is an artistic expression, and you love to be the traditional victim in distress.

Pisces, you are dreamy, romantic, and old fashioned.
You are the sexual sign with the most active fantasy life.
You will go to any length to act out your favorite sexual fantasy... And you are an expert role player.

You love to be seduced in the most tender ways -
And can seduce others according to their fantasies.
You adapt to lovers' moods and leave them breathless with intensity.

You are moody, and you can get wounded easily.
Your gentle spirit needs protection - and usually gets it.
Few can resit your capcity for love.

You are mostly attracted to artistic, moody types.
Your versitility makes you perfect for any lover who likes to act out sex fantasies.
You'll go along with almost anything, as long as you get to play the victim.

You are not physically energetic anywhere, except in bed.
You adore surrendering to the passion of the moment, with complete abandon.
You love being swept off your feet.
whatsYOURsexSIGN

I can't figure some of this shit out man. I guess thats what being a newbies all about. For instance- if I stick anything into < one < of < these < my words disappear. Thats just one of like a handful of things.

I hate being new. I hate not having a good pic to put up.

bad moods suk.

DH (Sean) is gonna get me some stamps to send all my postcards to America. DH- if you're reading this- HURRY HURRY HURRY.
xoxoxoxo

DH means Dear Hubby* Ding Dong*

Just wanted to use this *vomit* icon for shits n giggles

I dont think Im gonna call Dr. Locks after all- Im gonna try to get my hair from this place in the UK called SpookyLocks. I saw some of her work- n it rox.

We gotta remind dad to bring some junk from America. Like um... our new Nikon digital cam. Im so excited n I just can't hide it.

I hate trying to figure this shit out- I tried to edit my profile cuz I made a ton of spelling mistakes (Im American) N it keeps kickin the same profile back to me. I want to go click click boom.

We need to get some new CDs. I hate that we only brought a couple. Plus my nasty Adult content songs I left in the car. I hate that- thats been my favorite CD for like 6 months. Its a mix DH made me of all the sexy ass shit. My neck my back lick my *^&%$! and my (^&*%0! A bitch like me moans n screams. Thug misses know what I mean. First you roll your tongue from the BACK back to the front then you~ You get the pic. LOL Its a tight fuckin' mix. N I left it like a fuckin dumbass. I feel like ! Oh well I can always listen to the sound of the dishwasher or the washingmachine.

Well- Saturday had to be the best day that we've been in Ireland so far. We went to this World Cultures festival called Fair Trade. Its sponsored so that third world countries have a place to display n sell their crafts. I bought a grip of really interesting things to decorate the house we are sub-letting here. I got some whacked out looking placemats- DH really liked em.
Even though Ireland is really great- I still cant wait to get back to the US to hang out with my friends n do the regular Joe Blow shit. I cant wait to unpack all our shit n paint all the walls of our new house really weird colors. DH got the kids into a <gasp> Irish Catholic school. Hopefully that will be something new and intersting for them. I actually think DD is going to luv wearing a uniform to school. DS really wanted to get homeschooled this year. I almost homeschooled DS but in the end decided it would be better for him to be around kidz his own age to socialize n cut up.
<yawn> what time is it? I think I need to call the States n have Dr. Locks send me some cool hair to play with- my fuckin hair needs help bad right now. I told DH(Sean) I was gonna dye it black again n he didnt seem fond of that idea. He says girls with brown eyes shouldnt have black hair. ??????? Dont most black girls have brown eyes?- Im thinking girls with brown eyes can have black hair without it looking weird. I dont know. <scratching head>+ whatever.
Sweden wrote n told me that some guy at the club gave her a jade rock n said it was good luck.- The next night she brought home $1400.00 from some guy who kept tipping her the BIG BUCKS.

I want a rock like that!