THIS SHIT IS FUCKED! I am mourning the freedoms that were ripped away from me, and still are being stripped away. I am still holding on, only if you all knew what was going on.
Maybe I should enlighten, vent, fuck it all....ooohh, wait ... I won't hear the end of it.
Dammed if I do, dammed if I don't.
Kidney Stones, Sinusitis, Cymbalta dose change, went straight off of Percocet after I cracked my tooth to the root off, withdrawals that almost caused my suicide, a hernia inside my HERNIA REPAIR, no sleep, a horrible doctor here that thinks I am a drug addict, and obviously faking SEIZURES. Right. Ok.
Then tack on 500 more things thrown at me each day.
Seriously I am SICK. AND I AM TIRED OF BEING HERE. I need a bird. I need a way to GET around. No car? O .... I will just fly everywhere, right. Ok. Growing some goddammed wings is next on the list of things I am NOT ABLE TO DO. I am not perfect. Fuck.
I am about 24 hours away from going to buy a hand puppet and expelling my REAL feelings about this shit to the world.
OMG THIS IS GOING TO BE ME!!!! lol. fuck. it. all.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRMKernu99Y
I need a new pair of running shoes.
I am so angry.
I just ran blocks in the rain, then a stick broke to my right ... There was a young buck about 6 feet from me in a garden... We both paused to asses each other.
He knew what was up, and so I ran as fast as I could after him, till he eventually beat my slow ass and leaped a huge wall to the woods.
I need to hunt.
My soul screams for a solice.
I was born in the wrong time.
I am a vigilante. I am never letting a single person fuck with me ever again, and if they do...
Karma? Maybe that's my new name.
Oh and I am weening off Klonpin. Thank goodness for Medical Cannabis.FUCK!
ALSO!
SAVE THE TATAS!!!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/elinay/8085453481/in/photostream
And I just placed an order for the new SG T, CUTE Black LongSleeve, and Panties! WOOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I DESERVE IT!
