I been so out of it this last month, just a huge elevator of emotions, good times and bad times. I feel good today so thought i post something.

My New York trip was one of the best times of my life! I was a little nervous, and scared on the flight over there. The flight sucked, I really hate flying, but was lucky to get the window seat, I remember my sister telling me "just put your invisible wall up, people won't bug you". Arriving there all the nervousness was englufed by my excitement, it was around 11pm when I arrived and it was raining, the weather with the rain felt so good.

I got to my hotel which was nice, I walked into my hotel room, threw all my shit somewhere, jumped on the bed with my arms and legs opened, with a big smile on my face and just yelled "FREEDOM!" like Mel gibson in Braveheart.


My hotel


Heres me, so tired from the flight (i mention i hate flying!)



Me 5 min later, not tired anymore, being a dork. I think this is also my 5 or 6 time using a camera, so i pretty sure all my pictures suck haha.

I try to spend everyday there in a different location, One day in Queens, one in Manhattan, Brooklyn. Not to drag on this blog, ill just post some more shitty pictures.





Heres one of a few burlesque shows i caught, at a random bar I strolled in.

old school firestation, i like that its in the middle of the neighborhood.



Central Park and since im a big animal person, I had to stop by the zoo. ( I pushed a bunch of little kids out of the way to get this bear shot haha)

also stopped by the Museum of Sex, guess who was there?

this had me laughing...

The main reason I went was to catch the Elysian Fields show.... it was breathless... just to hear her voice so up close, it took me to a different level, I was even able to catch a click from you tube.. I will leave you with that.

New York tomorrow! Im excited I leave tomorrow morning arrive there at night. Don't know what ill do, and don't care, just gonna go with the flow. It's gonna be nice to get away from everyone and everything and just relax and enjoy myself.

so im thinking of flying to new york for a couple days in june, never been there, tix are really cheap. I got vacation, no school.

I really want to see one of my favorite bands, who are playin in a little bar.

(only women that makes me melt, that voice is so sexy...)
I don't know anyone there, fuck it, only live once, going to put in the days at work tomorrow.

anyone care to join?

just click and laugh. haha

Forever 27 almost there.....

that day scares me..

Heres some pics from thursdays Avenged Sevenfold concert.
Slash from GnR played a song with them, which was da shit!!


all in all a good show, only weird part was while i was waitng in line for a beer, I was thinking to myself, this is my ex. favorite band, wouldnt it be weird if i ran into her? nah, right? with all these hundreds of ppl. Then after finishing thinking that........of course who pops up right in front of me after 3 years, instant dagger in my neck but besides that, a very good night.

an evening with Avenged Sevenfold tonite!!


going to be a fun nite

i like this song...

i think its time to slow down... i don't remember what i hit.

the partying the drinking.. it catches up.. i know better, i been here before. i used to be so focused, in school and everything. 4 years in school, never took a break, always by myself. guess i always felt i was missing out, seeing all my friends enjoying life all the time, me stuck behind books. Its just not me, I dunno i kinda miss being by myself, i just always felt good that way. This life is fun, just not for me.

NEW INK!!this is a touch up.

these are new

New color added on flowers, that were black before.



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