I am stuck on this poem... I CANNOT get past the last line... I may have to kill it:
The way in which these casualties, leaves of lucky beans
Wilt
Like cadavers on the run
Like you from all your problems—at bottoms—of amber glass
The way in which these casualties, leaves of lucky beans
Wilt
Like cadavers on the run
Like you from all your problems—at bottoms—of amber glass
Got Metal?

I got a bit impulsive during last nights snow storm. I decided to go get some new metal.
Step 1 of possibly metal face.

I got a bit impulsive during last nights snow storm. I decided to go get some new metal.
Step 1 of possibly metal face.
Today my grandma's surgery to remove the cancer from her lungs was cancelled because it spread. She is no longer able to receive surgery, and has been given less than a year for her battle. Despite the news she refuses to give up hope that she will get better, she insists she will still live until she is 80, in 7 years.
Today we found out that my four year old nephew has Stationary Cone Dystrophy and is legally blind. He's a wonderful little guy who knew words like phalanges and discombobulate when he was 3.
Today it was confirmed that the surgery my uncle had to help his MS is no longer deemed successful and he is back to having no feeling and limited movement in his legs. Trying the surgery again would be too expensive and probably not successful. He's still happy and lighthearted, and refuses to give up to his disease.
I am sad that such horrible ailments are effecting my family, but I am proud that such strong individuals are surrounding me in my life. These three, and how they took the news today, gives me great inspiration.
Today we found out that my four year old nephew has Stationary Cone Dystrophy and is legally blind. He's a wonderful little guy who knew words like phalanges and discombobulate when he was 3.
Today it was confirmed that the surgery my uncle had to help his MS is no longer deemed successful and he is back to having no feeling and limited movement in his legs. Trying the surgery again would be too expensive and probably not successful. He's still happy and lighthearted, and refuses to give up to his disease.
I am sad that such horrible ailments are effecting my family, but I am proud that such strong individuals are surrounding me in my life. These three, and how they took the news today, gives me great inspiration.
Today I shot guns.
Rode Horses.
Ate Apple Crisp.
Made a Firefox necklace.
Quite likely wrangled me my old beau back.
And found out my baby brother is going to go work on the oil rigs: I'm going to lose him forever...
Rode Horses.
Ate Apple Crisp.
Made a Firefox necklace.
Quite likely wrangled me my old beau back.
And found out my baby brother is going to go work on the oil rigs: I'm going to lose him forever...
Halloween was fun.
My costume fell through so I had to throw one together Saturday afternoon. It took me the same amount of time it took to watch Batman and Robin and cost me about $10; not bad I think.
It was a good night, pretty uneventful and sober, but I got to hang out with Supergirl most of the night
My costume fell through so I had to throw one together Saturday afternoon. It took me the same amount of time it took to watch Batman and Robin and cost me about $10; not bad I think.
It was a good night, pretty uneventful and sober, but I got to hang out with Supergirl most of the night
At the end of the night the spirit glue holding my eyebrow pieces on didn't want to stick anymore. A little disappointing.
Absolutely exhausted, physically and emotionally, and I need to clean up my house, and life.
On the upside; I was approved for a creative writing independent study with my favorite prof today. Spring 2013 will be a good one.
Now just to write that proposal of learning objectives...
On the upside; I was approved for a creative writing independent study with my favorite prof today. Spring 2013 will be a good one.
Now just to write that proposal of learning objectives...
Until you hear me say: "I want to see your hard cock" DO NOT SHOW ME!
seriously?
I understand that I am on a website that is meant for the sexualization of women, but I am not one of them. And any woman who is here, who has not posted herself naked online, should not be treated as if they had. Furthermore, even for those who DO post themselves naked online, are NOT to be treated as a piece of meat. We are all people and all deserve the same level of decency and respect.
This means, we do not want pictures of your cock, or stories about how you masturbated to us unless we have asked for it, or have, in some way suggested that that is what we would like.
Until you hear me say: "I want to see your hard cock" DO NOT SHOW ME!
seriously?
I understand that I am on a website that is meant for the sexualization of women, but I am not one of them. And any woman who is here, who has not posted herself naked online, should not be treated as if they had. Furthermore, even for those who DO post themselves naked online, are NOT to be treated as a piece of meat. We are all people and all deserve the same level of decency and respect.
This means, we do not want pictures of your cock, or stories about how you masturbated to us unless we have asked for it, or have, in some way suggested that that is what we would like.
Until you hear me say: "I want to see your hard cock" DO NOT SHOW ME!
Today was absolutely amazing, start to finish.
I started off the day really cold, my house is always freezing, and it looked, and felt, like it was going to snow. I was really rushed to get ready for the day since I didn't want to get out of my cold bed. That's going to get harder and harder as the months get colder isn't it? When I did finally get out of bed, get outside, and get on the bus, I felt wonderful! It was the first time in the last several months that I truly felt free.
School, school, school...
Dinner with a good friend, productive study session, and then the chilly wait for the bus.
Another bus picked me up and drove me around to wait for mine to come. While on this bus I started talking to someone who made me realize that there is hope in this area, there are people who are worth staying around for, even just for a little bit. When we got off the bus keeping us warm and each got onto ours I had this feeling like I should have got his number. Now his memory is haunting me. Single-serving friend? Or will I see this person again?
Then. Just now. A deer came into my front yard and started eating the shrubs. He's such a small little mule deer, I hope he does well through the winter.
Oh yeah.
And there was a foot of snow today.
<3
I started off the day really cold, my house is always freezing, and it looked, and felt, like it was going to snow. I was really rushed to get ready for the day since I didn't want to get out of my cold bed. That's going to get harder and harder as the months get colder isn't it? When I did finally get out of bed, get outside, and get on the bus, I felt wonderful! It was the first time in the last several months that I truly felt free.
School, school, school...
Dinner with a good friend, productive study session, and then the chilly wait for the bus.
Another bus picked me up and drove me around to wait for mine to come. While on this bus I started talking to someone who made me realize that there is hope in this area, there are people who are worth staying around for, even just for a little bit. When we got off the bus keeping us warm and each got onto ours I had this feeling like I should have got his number. Now his memory is haunting me. Single-serving friend? Or will I see this person again?
Then. Just now. A deer came into my front yard and started eating the shrubs. He's such a small little mule deer, I hope he does well through the winter.
Oh yeah.
And there was a foot of snow today.
<3
So...
Today wasn't very eventful.
Read a book: The Road by Cormac McCarthy. Then I wanted to re-read it right after.
Did the dishes because apparently I still don't have droids to do it for me.
Worked on some homework... yay.
Oh.
And This.
Today wasn't very eventful.
Read a book: The Road by Cormac McCarthy. Then I wanted to re-read it right after.
Did the dishes because apparently I still don't have droids to do it for me.
Worked on some homework... yay.
Oh.
And This.
And the fact my ex- loves me in red has nothing to do with this...
Actually, it doesn't. It's for my Halloween costume. But that might have a little something to do with being single.




