So who's the amazing person who paid for my account cause I'd love to dirty things to you as a reward.

I swear internet dating is worse now that I have a ride then back in LA when I was busing to my dates. Idk something about these girls down in Tampa makes em think that if they makes plans with me that it's not important to let me know when shit hits the fan. I mean shit its not like I have a life or am canceling stuff left and right to make time for them. What the hell? I don't understand the women I meet sometimes. They say they want a guy who's caring, makes em feel important. All that jazz. But when they get one, they treat him like dirt and play with his emotions and they wonder why he gets pissed at them and seek revenge. It's called human nature. I'm so glad I'm becoming my old NY asshole of a self again. Feels good.

Anyways enough about this girl that SAYS she wants to be my GF. Not alot of other big stuff has gone down. I havent been drinkin as much as I usually do and I find it quite dissapointing. I finally got my black ass a ride. Its a 01 Toyota Celica GT-S. Sick. Ask for pics if u want em 'cause I can't find em right now. Work still blows. Hell its the military what do u expect. And I got to move rooms recently. So I get to call every1 i know and give em my new address. Fun Fun Fun

So yea I came back to this site because I realized how much I was missing. Honestly this place beats the shit outta MySpace.(Yea that's right, Tom. I said it.)

Anyways, the last time I blogged I was still in Purgatory or what it may be known on a map as Sheppard AFB. It's at the Northern tip of Texas and really close to Oklahoma City. So basically it was in the middle of nowhere. Perfect. I finished my schooling and got about 9 days of leave and went to spend some time with my folks back in California. I have to say that in my 19 years of life and the 5 years of living there I've never had a better time. I wasn't preached to, got to sleep in until whenever I fucking pleased, and hung out every night.

My finale of being on leave was a two-fold. First on Friday we (and by 'we' I mean 'me') drove down to Malibu Speedzone. It's a Go-Cart race place with a big ass arcade. So you know what that means....DDR. Oh yeah, baby. I always get an amazing feeling when I hear people whine about a song being hard and I step on and pass it with an A without breaking a sweat. It would of been perfect if my friend wouldn't have been yelling the whole entire time both ways about my driving. Ugh. The second part I could of done without. We all we're gonna go to Level 3 in Hollywood, but managed to make a huge mistake of getting there as soon as they opened. After waiting there for 1 hour in line, it was clear we weren't getting in. What a way to waste a Saturday.

Now I'm at my first assignment in the service...the black hole of the Air Force, otherwise known on a map as MacDill AFB, FL. It's real nice here except for all the goddamn thunderstorms and bad Florida drivers. All jokes aside, if you've lived in Cali like I did for a while and you learn the truth behind the 'Asians are horrible drivers' stereotype, you can say the same goes double for the crazy-ass Florida driving fucktards. Case and point, one day me and my friend we're driving on a 2 lane street with a median about as wide as another lane that had grass in the middle...and next thing I see is a fucking TRUCK driving on the damn median. Not across, mind you...along. THIS CRACKED-OUT FUCK WAS DRIVING STRAIGHT DOWN THE MEDIAN!!! I can't think of it to this day and keep from rolling on the floor and holding in all my internal organs with my arms to keep them from exploding out of my chest from the vibrations of me laughing.

So yea... new base, new friends (and one whom I wish was more than a friend. You know the story) and a whole new outlook on the service as as a whole. Let's see how far we've come.

(sigh.....)

Man, my music has never sounded better than it has today. Maybe I'm starting to snap out of it. Finally, I mean shit, it's only Saturday night. But I don't do anything on Sundays which means my weeks basically shot. Could be worse. I could be still stuck in Syracuse just dreaming about the situation I'm in and how I'd tell myself it would NEVER happen again. That shit was highschool filler. Nothing to be worrying over now since I'm out but my life never seems to change. Maybe it has drastically and I just to blind to see the changes. Maybe I'm not getting the whole "big picture" that I should be getting. Maybe I just pay attention too much to the things that don't really matter in life.

God give me focus.

Alright, now onto my Saturday. Transformers was actually pretty exciting. I've heard around that it was kinda cheesy but hell, who cares? I definitely felt like I was watching a fancy Air Force recruiting video, which would be kinda redundant since I went to the base theatre to watch it. Gotta love those benefits. I've also realized that my AC is the biggest piece of malformed machinery known to man. I think it's set to only come on if the inside temperature is about 120 degrees. Ugh.

I feel like I'm torn between to states of being. One wants to stand by and wait it out and the other wants me to just headfirst and thinks waiting is just going to slim down my chances. I think a coin toss is in order.

Sorry, girl. It was tails. Hope you don't hate me for it.

"I'll tell ya later."

Moved back home where I belong. I'm really enjoying myself even if the weather isn't as perfect as out here. I feel like I actually have a choice now in what I do day to day and that I dont need to be lectured for every solitary screw up that happens, even though it never helps. (breathes deeply) now all i need are some contacts out here and i can turn this place into an eastcoast Ca feel. Wish me luck.

PS I just bought Kingdom Hearts 2, and you should do the same

New CDs in my collection:
Gym Class Heroes - The Papercut Chronicles
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Stadium Arcadium
Breaking Benjamin - Phobia
Evanescence - The Open Door
The Fray - How To Save A Life
Three Days Grace - One-X
She Wants Revenge - Self Titled

All of them kick ass Fo Shizzle

Meanwhile my employment has been terminated with my father so now Im off job hunting. I have some good leads but I hope they legit. If i cant find anything in 2 weeks...we'll lest just say it'll be some time before I can use my home computer .
All else is good. i found out I may be shipping in January. I wish it was earlier but I cant complain. At least its not October 2007.

Hows everyone elses life going?

Pssh, some relaxing weekend this turned out to be. The only plan I had was for me and my homeboi to go clubhoppin since he just got his license a few days ago. Well, that didn't happen. I ended up painting my bathroom ALL weekend. Ugh. Its not that big but considering you have to put up two coats and need to wait at least a day for the first one to dry, you can see how mad I ended up. (Plus remember I'm breathing in all those paint fumes so I'm sure that had something to do with it.) So he ends up goin to a house party in Corona. He envited me but I would have had to spend the night there meaning not a lot of Sunday morning sleep. Oh well, this weekend wasn't 100% bad. I went to my favorite CD download site (thats about to be shut down once ppl find out about it. If you want the link just ask me ) and added 3 new CDs to my collection. They are:

Gym Class Heroes - As Cruel As School Children
Lupe Fiasco - Lupe Fiasco's Food and Liquor
Ludacris - Release Therapy
(Note: I had to download the last CD twice since the first one was the clean version. )

So those made my day. I'd recommend all three if you into that music. If not, thats cool.
Anyone have a new that they absolutely cant live without now? (Or at least one you thing is really good) I'd like to hear it.

This is last track to the first CD (done A Capella)

The bombs been detonated
I'm just waitin' for an explosion, I was just waitin' on 2nd and it was time for me to close in on 3rd
With blurred vision and in, precisely placed slurred words we started kissin'
Man listen, it was like a scene from a very bad B movie with a very low budget
But fuck it, I was drunk and I admit I loved it
Every last second, I couldn't kill that thought of us butt ass naked
Tele' surfin' with the fan on, chattin' about the session and, slowly gettin' into some closet skeleton confessions
That's when, she made a offer that I couldn't refuse
And chills went up and down my legs like Samoan tattoos
She said she had a pad that wasn't too far away, and said she'd love if I stayed 'til the following day
So it was time to exit stage left, I made my rounds, gave my pounds and hugs, gathered my thoughts and took a deep breath
And now we're walkin' to the door but, right before we stepped outside she bought me one more
And now I'm feelin' it, I had my had down my pocket but she's stealing it,
with our fingers in a locket and as we're walkin' down Exchange Street, with
our hearts pitter pattering to the same beat
And then she popped the question like "Trav, you evah been in love?" I'm like "pshhh not that I recall"
Well there was one situation, but I didn't have the patience, or the balls to say it and everytime I tried I just digitally delayed it
And it sounded like something blah blah blah blah, man my speach impetement left my heart vacant without a single resident
The first tenant got evicted the second she settled in, I seen her the other day riding my bike and kept peddlin'
If it wasn't for meddlin' kids would love even exist nope, if it wasn't for alcohol would I even be saying this nope
She probably took offense, I probably started gettin' sober 'cause she started gettin' ugly and I think probably told her
Then my feet got heavy, I started drippin' sweat, knew I was gettin' into something I'd probably regret
Right when I lit the cigarette I caught a case of the spins, and started wishin' I was still at the bar with my friends
And then it happened, I fell flat on my face
When I awoke I found I was in a very strange place
I must've got my wish granted 'cause I was butt ass naked, but the only downside was that the room was very vacant
Except next to the bed there was this note on the dresser, while I'm tryin' to deal with this hangover head pressure
With a smile I grabbed the note, lit a smoke and sat back, "Dear whoever, lose my number P.S. the sex was wack"

Just finished my physical for the Air Force. Had to get stabbed 3 times in my arm until they found the vein for my blood test. Damn my father and his floating veins. Other than that I was pretty routine. Everything they could test about your anatomy was looked over, head to toe. I guess thats why it took 9 hours to finish it. They put you up in this nice hotle the night before and you have to take the shuttle over in the morning at 430. So basically your wake up call is 4. Im used to it so it wasnt that much of a bother.