Ok so now everybody hates me cause I asked a question maybe a bit rudely.

Forgive me, I was assuming people who claim to be "open minded" and people who are "alternative" or even "punk" or whatever the fuck you wanna call the click these days, not that you need a label. but I figured they'd have a little thicker skin than that. I kind of get a kick out of people that go out of their way to make a spectical of themselves then cry and whine and moan and call you an asshole when you look and ask questions they aperently weren't prepared to hear or something. Everybody is pissed at me because I think the star tattoo is common and boring, like i'm a fuckin dick for having my opinion and expressing it publicly. what was I thinking... Ohh well I guess I was hoping for a little open mind.

Ok I'm back.....I think

hmm...well just thought i'd update the ol journal thingy here, not much to say, hasn't been all that eventfull lately man I would kill for some action

*yawn*
nothing happening ...still few more doctor trips before I can get back to life...atleast I have SG to drool over hehehehe

days are gettin longer the solitude of this particular location is great for a very short time...but after a while...holy SHIT it gets lame...somebody save me!!! hehehe tour is on hold till...? who knows...what a fucked up business. I need a city I need tall buildings and constant noise. maybe a few social events with people that aren't entirely fuckin brain dead...yeah, that'd be nice

ok so the day sucked a lot drove a long time to hear a bag of shit I already knew only to drive all the way back to sit here and do nothing for the rest of the day...*sigh* ho hum ho hum

Woohoo!!! I have a friend! hehehe so, whats happening...nothin really howabout you guys? I have to travel for 2 hours tomarrow to see the shrinks again I hate that. but ohh well. gotta do whatchya gotta do...or...so i'm told

i've been looking around this site a lot and I have yet to see anything I didn't like, it's nice to see a bunch of real people not trying to cram some bullshit down my throat.
I was just looking at my profile briefly and noticed...*sob* I have no friends WHAH!! hehehe
someday I aspire to be cool....wait...no I don't, nevermind. I seriously need to get out more...or even at all would be nice hehehe

I'm at a point in life where I look back and try to find ways to revive this short life string, I've done a world of shit so far. done A LOT of things, some I regret some I wouldn't trade for the world, Like touring for example god I miss the road sometimes. it was hard draining work but god it was good nothing better than having a ton of strangers screaming your name and having a blast while you play the nights soundtrack. eventually i'll get back to it. but for now i'm just sitting back and waiting for the right time I spoze heheheh gotta remember to keep the eye open and the ears bleeding

ok so...SLEEP WOULD BE NICE!!! they (the all consuming "they" behind every ananimous refference)
anyway, THEY, tell me to take these f'n pills to sleep right? cause otherwise i'm up for days on end for no damn reason...I mean if I was high or something it would make sense...then I could be bored on purpose right? no luck, just a head full of bad wiring. sucks...but atleast now I have lots and lots of gorgeous SG's to look at right?.....riiight? ....ok so i'm taking the pills already. maybe tomarrow i'll be flooded with neat things to respond to...right?....eh?....oooooohhhhh maybe some pudding...hmmmmm