hey SG land
I don't usually talk about my life only due to not a lot really happening work sleep eat and repeat usually, but some things have come up that i just need to get off my chest (some good, some bad).

anyway so earlier this weekend I decided that i would go back out with the lovely swimforbrighter and I am more determined to make things stay positive and make it work for the long run as she truly is a wonderful beautiful person. We are already making plans on living together and will hopefully be doing so by early next year . Also when I move over to the US I will be applying to do a photography course, with back up plans in maybe psychology or rehabilitation training or something along the lines of that.

Work has been an interesting area for me due to having issues of too much time off work and just generally getting in to trouble with my supervisor. I am currently on a third and final so any more slip ups and I will be terminated. Luckily for me though things with work have been steady again and I have managed to maintain a solid three weeks of work and no sick days. I know it isn't that long but for me it feels like forever.

lastly, family and my house mates. first off my house mates, I can feel a distance/ tension building between me and my house mates, they are more of the outgoing types where as I am more of the introverted, lets read play board games kind of person. but anyway they went out clubbing all of last night and early morning today i get over 15 phone calls from them (i missed all of them on purpose due to wanting to sleep and knowing what they wanted) asking me to pick them up from the train station, which not only A has buses which wait at the train station plus stop literally 2 minutes from our house, but B would be no more then 45 minute walk. Also I feel as if i am becoming more then nothing but a free taxi to them, they never give me money willingly, I pretty much have to ask them for money as I am the only one with a drivers licence.

lastly my family, none of them really understands my depression, I know they are trying to help but it is just frustrating because they will ask what makes me depressed, tell me that there are people worse off then me etc etc, then they will get frustrated because I can't answer the questions. I wonder how or when I should tell my house mates and family that I will be permanently moving to the US soon.

hope everyone is doing well xoxo

hey lovlies
so i am thinking that I might make a video this weekend of me dancing around on my bed to this song

if you don't know the band i would suggest giving them a listen as they are amazing

lying in bed listening to the rain pour down, nothing could be more enjoyable and relaxing right about now

Did you sleep last night and do you remember dreams?
Do I ever cross your mind and do you ever think of me?
When you think about your life are there things you would reverse?
I still remember holding you, just out of sight of her
In the deep, dark parking lot pressed up against my car
With your hands around my neck I felt the pounding of your heart
And the summer night was giving in to the lure of Autumn’s sway
I can’t seem to forget that night or how I heard you say

That I’d just die if you ever took your love away
Oh and I'd just die if you ever took your love away
Would you miss me if I was gone and all the simple things were lost?
Would you ever wait on me to say
Oh that I’d just die if you ever took your love away

And I can still recall the hour when you first let down your walls
I thought I might've died right there floating up above it all
But it scared you love, to need someone, so you killed it all instead
But in the mist up on Mulholland, I could've sworn I heard you say

That I’d just die if you ever took your love away
Oh and I would just die if you ever took your love away
Did you miss me when I was gone and the simple things we lost?
I was aching to hear you say
Oh that I’d just die if you ever took your love away

That I’d just die if you ever took your love away
Yes and I would just die if you ever took your love away
Did you miss me when I was gone and the simple things we lost?
I was aching to hear you say
Oh that I’d just die if you ever took your love away

And did you miss me when Im gone?
And the simple things we used to rely on?
Who came to wipe your tears away?
Who came to bring back your dignity baby?
And who came to drive you around this town
Like I used to drive you all around with the radio on
Through the mist on Mulholland

quite possibly one of the best songs Brian Fallon from The Gaslight Anthem has ever written. if you haven't gotten a hold of this album yet, I highly recommend you do asap

I am thinking that January next year needs to come a little bit quicker so that way I can go and see weezer and then about 13 bands on the big day out lineup. music music music 2013 is gonna be a good year. oh yeah the reason why I am so keen to see weezer is the fact that they haven't come down to Australia in about 16 years But it will be amazing I will make sure to take plenty of pics of them playing but for now I shall leave some weezer tunes





hope everyone has an awesome weekend

so the lineup for the Big Day Out 2013 came out not that long ago
this is the lineup:
Red Hot Chili Peppers
The Killers
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Vampire Weekend
Band Of Horses
Bloody Beetroots (live)
Kaskade
Animal Collective
B.O.B
Sleigh Bells
Foals
Alabama Shakes
360
Crystal Castles
Pretty Lights
Off!
Grinspoon
Against Me
Gary Clarke Jr
Nicky Romero
Morgan Page
Logo
Every Time I Die
Delta Spirit
Childish Gambino
Me
Hunting Grounds
Jeff The Brotherhood
Death Grips
Adventure Club
Jagwar Ma
House Vs Hurricane
Avalanche City
Toucan
Helena
Nina Las Vegas
Sampology

bring on Janurary 25th
what is everyones opinion on the lineup??

there is nothing more enjoyable then the idea of smashing a zombies head with a shovel playing Dead island

hope everyone is well xoxo

so much going through my head unsure what to do about work and money issues. Do I leave my job so I can have more time to myself and have alot less money or stay at my job knowing that one more slip up and I am fired. No matter how much I try my habits always seem to come back after a couple of months -_-

I don't really have anything to say, so I thought I would show some of my favourite punk bands/ songs hope you all enjoy








hope everyone is doing well xo

Hey SG world. I now have bubblegum blue hair

Bleaching

Bleached hair

Colouring hair

Bubblegum hair ^_^