you're not alone in feeling like that, for the most part i could have written those exact words myself! I have grown to quite like being alone now... well i dunno if i do... i'm conflicted about the whole thing. I do know that i like being alone and independent rather than being in an unhealthy relationship (i was in mine for almost 6 years too) I do miss waking up with someone to hug, to hold hands with someone, do silly little thoughtful things for them, i miss the hugs mainly tho! i do worry that i won't ever meet anyone again, that i don't go anywhere to meet people or that there's something fundamentally wrong with me that i give off in some kind of message across my forehead that i can't see. Anyway, that wasn't meant to be a outpouring of my worries, was meant to just let you know that you're not alone in your anguish... not like that helps tho! xox

hey man.i know just what you're going through.i been single for like well over a year now.i've only ever had one relationship and it was pretty intense.being on your own after something like that is tough.i just want a cuddle.you're words are good and true.appreciated

^^^ Aw... i just want a cuddle too!
I know films don't give us the answers... they let us down on this! They show us people who face what we do and get through it and find other people and all that but at the end of the movie we're still alone while our protagonist is left happily hugging his new loved one... bastard.

Ahhh I could have written a lot of that myself
*hugs*

well,i'm not too sure about myself,but i'm sure you'll meet the right lady at some point.you seem like a cool guy to me.

jayce and the wheeled warriors is probably my fav childhood cartoon.along with thundercats, he-man, ninja turtles, ulysess's....i could go on

thanks for your kind words my friend i always have a kinda self loathing thing going on, but i didn't realise it was so much until other people mention it.so,thanks.no more twat i promise.

i got a couple of battle vixens books.it's ok.at least the art work is ok.why is it always school girls in manga though? where's the older ladies.they're cool too.i love art because i can see into people's heart in their drawings.most hentai is just drawn so badly it really pisses me off.

Yes! My thoughts exactly on the matter!

And yeah, being alone sucks balls. *hug* I'm not gonna add the usual crap about how it's not forever and blah blah, because I know that gets annoying.

Have you got pics of the holiday? Post them. Pooooooooost theeeeeeeeeem! Hehe.

Found the holiday pics, they're great! It just makes me wanna go back to Rome again. And you new ink is cool, I totally love the design.