Lazy Lazy Day.

Been doing a lot of reading on poker today..
I have a home game tomorrow night that I'm oddly really nervous about.
It's only a $25 buy-in, but I know a lot of men who are going that love to push women around..
So I have to make sure I take their money.

I'm hoping to be able to tan tomorrow before the game,
it always calms me down.. and I'm in need of some colour for sure.
I'll be alone, at my mans grandparents dog sitting.. So I'll be able to tan nude in their backyard.
Thank god. Tan lines really bother me lol.

Alsooo,
i'm thinking about getting my nipples pierced.
If I win this home game, I'm gonna use the earnings to get that done

Handing in a deposit tomorrow for the most beautiful apartment!
All hardwood flooring, giant bedrooms, lovely bathroom, big windows and a fireplace.
Sooooooooooooo excited!!

It's a 2 bedroom..
but since we don't need 2 bedrooms we're going to turn one into a study.
Going to get a table to push up against a big window so I can paint <3

I can't wait until Sept. 1st to move.
I wish I would have taken pictures so I could post them up here to show you guys.

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Alssssssooooooo
MutantBaby1 did an amazing fan art of yours truly!!



He's so talented.. Everyone should head on over to his page and look at some of his work. <3

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Pokerstars hat came in the mail today!



This would be a good picture..
If my mouth wasn't all open and shit lol.

I was so excited when I ordered this hat.
It cost 660 ffps on pokerstars..

For the people who don't know what an ffp is..
you get 1 ffps for every $1 you spend.
Which means I've spent $660 on pokerstars alone.
Fuckin' expensive hat if you think about it lol.

Luckily for me, all dollars spent was all earned through playing poker..
I only actually put $10 on the account, and I've turned it into...
.......well, thats classified.
but i've turned it into quite a bit.

If anyone knows any good sites to read up on different poker strategies,
or any good youtube videos
could you pretty pretty please link them to me?
I'm always looking to improve.

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A big thank you to suicideking11 for purchasing a CD off my wishlist!!
It came in the mail today and I was sooo shocked!!

This is the second thing someone's purchased for me off my wish list
I really had no idea that people actually even looked at it,
let alone purchase things off it for me.

I'm going to get prints made, and send them out to the people who purchased/purchases me something,
it's the least I can do for such a generous act.

Thanks again! <3

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Just when you think things can't get any worse..
you hear your parents are getting a divorce.

It's depressing, but I knew it was coming.
My dad cares more about alcohol than his family.

Not him, nor my brother know yet.
My moms waiting until she talks to a real estate agent about the house before she tells them.
It's literally going to destroy my little brother..
A divorce at any age isn't easy, but at 14 it's even worse.

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In other, more happy news..

Today feels like Christmas!!!!!!!!
Villalon purchased a few things off my wishlist today..
I'm SOOOOOOOOO excited to get them in the mail.
I've been so broke for the past year with bills,
I haven't been able to get myself anything nice in a very long time..
So this is definitely the most exciting thing evvverrrr.
Thank you thank you thank you thank you thaaaankkkk youuuuuuuuuu


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Almost done the sketch to the painting;



I'm going to have flowers and vines coming up beside the shoulder..
with more in the background on the right side behind the hair.

it's the most elaborate thing i've worked on so far
but once i have the sketch done, i'm going to light trace it on another piece of paper
and then do it over in water colour..

i already have the colour idea's in mind
it's going to be so pretty if i can pull it off.

Making bad habits look so good <3



There's not much to update on..
have a few potential photographers I'm checking out for a shoot
since i'm not sure when the next time i'll get to see mine.

I'm also starting a painting,
drawing it out right now.

I loved the colours and lines in the picture I posted on my last blog and decided I'm going to paint it
change up some of the colours, add some funky shit and voila..
hopefully i'll manage to come up with something nice!

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Well, bad news..
My photographer cancelled on me for next Saturday's shoot ):
so now I'm not sure when I'll be getting another set out.

I'd really love to get a really nice camera, with a remote shutter and tripod.
that way i could take my own sets.. whenever i wanted.
I would totally have another set out every week if i could.

I know taking your own sets is hard, but i'm a complete perfectionest
and because i don't work or go to school, i would have all day to make sure that the pictures are perfect.

.. but i'm broke, so no new sets out for me for at least a few more weeks now
or more ): ): ):

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Hair extentions and tattoos;




I love my SG friends.
One of them has been kind enough to buy me the Skyrim DLC
and another did a cover of a song, dedicated to me

I had no idea how many amazing people I would meet on this site.
You're all the best!

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In other news, I'm feeling a lot better.. So I don't think I'll have to go to the doctors after all!

Also .. I made a Wishlist.
Seems kinda silly to me, I can't imagine people buying things for me but it's happened before lol.

If you haven't done so already, add me on my SG Facebook.

Sexy picture time




These are about a month old, but I haven't shared them yet so I figured I would.

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I'm still pretty sick and have been laying around relazing everyday trying to get better,
although i think at this point i most likely will need antibiotics.

If you haven't already you should add my SG Facebook,
I'd love to have some company while I try to recover.