So I figured a real update is in order.
I'm working 2 jobs, back to back shifts.
12-15 hours a day.. almost no day off.
I'm doing this because I'm trying my hardest to pay off my visa
and then save to move out of my ex's place.
it's getting increasingly more frustrating living with him.
he never fucking picks up after himself.. ever.
after working 12 hours, the last thing i want to do is come home to a mess
and pick up all of his shit.
with how much my visa is..
i dont think i'll be able to get out of here until the summer
but i'll tough it out.
although working 15 hours a day is starting to become really tiring.
I'm trying to get some days off to finally shoot my set.
It's just hard coordinating it with both jobs.
Hopefully I can soon <3
Photoshoot pictures time! <3
this isn't all of them, but it's all I have right now
Hope you like! <3
this isn't all of them, but it's all I have right now
Hope you like! <3
A sneak peak into yesterdays photoshoot <3
I'm actually really bruised from this one lol.
He shot me even during my smoke breaks lol.
This last one is my favourite.
Annnnd a few candid shots I felt I should add lol
This are all non-HD, unedited photo's.
I'll be posting the proper versions once I get them, but I was so excited I figured I would share a few of my favourite ones I have now.
This isn't a set for SG.. It's just for my modeling portfolio.
I do have a shoot scheduled for an SG set shortly
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Other than all that, I'm sorry for the inactivity lately.
I was moving apartments (finally), so things were really busy.
I'm so happy to finally be moved, this place is gorgeous.. It's where I did that photoshoot.
I hope you all enjoyed the sneak peak and there's definitely more to come!
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I'm actually really bruised from this one lol.
He shot me even during my smoke breaks lol.
This last one is my favourite.
Annnnd a few candid shots I felt I should add lol
This are all non-HD, unedited photo's.
I'll be posting the proper versions once I get them, but I was so excited I figured I would share a few of my favourite ones I have now.
This isn't a set for SG.. It's just for my modeling portfolio.
I do have a shoot scheduled for an SG set shortly
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Other than all that, I'm sorry for the inactivity lately.
I was moving apartments (finally), so things were really busy.
I'm so happy to finally be moved, this place is gorgeous.. It's where I did that photoshoot.
I hope you all enjoyed the sneak peak and there's definitely more to come!
Well.. Good news and bad news..
Bad News: Al and I broke up..
We just signed a year lease together, but it's okay.
We're going to work through it..
the apartment is a 2 bedroom.
We're staying friends (we were best friends for years before this relationship)
and going to continue living together,
and maybe one day things will go back the way they were.
It has nothing to do with anything I did, or anything he did.
Things just started dying for me, and I wanted to wait it out and see if they would change.
But we started talking and one thing led to another.
I've never been in a break up before where both of us are fucked up from it.
I said we should stay together and try to fix it but he said no.
It will be better for the both of us to grow as individuals this way..
and maybe one day after we've had some time alone we can go back.
Good News Time!
I finally got in contact with my photographer, he lost his phone in Ireland lol.
We're hoping to have a day long photo shoot, setting several sets
in (hopefully) the gorgeous Thompson Hotel in Toronto.
I'm really really really excited.
It's been almost a year since my last set (that i didn't submit)
and now that I've lost a bunch of weight, changed my hair, finished my tattoo and pierced my nipples..
I'm definitely ready to take more.
So, stay on your toes because nudity from Dratini is coming!
Bad News: Al and I broke up..
We just signed a year lease together, but it's okay.
We're going to work through it..
the apartment is a 2 bedroom.
We're staying friends (we were best friends for years before this relationship)
and going to continue living together,
and maybe one day things will go back the way they were.
It has nothing to do with anything I did, or anything he did.
Things just started dying for me, and I wanted to wait it out and see if they would change.
But we started talking and one thing led to another.
I've never been in a break up before where both of us are fucked up from it.
I said we should stay together and try to fix it but he said no.
It will be better for the both of us to grow as individuals this way..
and maybe one day after we've had some time alone we can go back.
Good News Time!
I finally got in contact with my photographer, he lost his phone in Ireland lol.
We're hoping to have a day long photo shoot, setting several sets
in (hopefully) the gorgeous Thompson Hotel in Toronto.
I'm really really really excited.
It's been almost a year since my last set (that i didn't submit)
and now that I've lost a bunch of weight, changed my hair, finished my tattoo and pierced my nipples..
I'm definitely ready to take more.
So, stay on your toes because nudity from Dratini is coming!
I need a photographer
Mine seems to be ignoring me, or his phone is broken, or something.
I'm dying to finally get a set up, and although I'm 100% comfortable with the photographer I have now...
I guess I'll have to find a new one.
If you have ever contacted me to organize a shoot, please do so again.
Even if you haven't and you're professional..
Please send me a message with a link to your portfolio.
Mine seems to be ignoring me, or his phone is broken, or something.
I'm dying to finally get a set up, and although I'm 100% comfortable with the photographer I have now...
I guess I'll have to find a new one.
If you have ever contacted me to organize a shoot, please do so again.
Even if you haven't and you're professional..
Please send me a message with a link to your portfolio.
First pictures!! Then an update <3
My new shirt and outfit!
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So, I'm reading 50 Shades of Grey..
It's definitely not a literary masterpiece by any means.
but. I'm hooked.
I finished the first book the day I picked it up, and started the second immediately after.
I can identify so much with the lead characters awkwardness..
and Oh. My. God. would I ever want to meet this Christian Grey.
It's like the author popped in my mind, took out my biggest fantasy and wrote a book out of it lol.
Other than thatttt..
We finally got the paper work finished for our new apartment.
We're moving in, in a week and a half and we haven't started packing yet lol.
Also, my new landlord said he's really close with the guy who owns a branch of banks in the new city
that branch is also hiring..
so he said he will contact him and get me an interview!!
$14.60 an hour starting out, with 2 weeks paid holidays.
YES PLEASE.
Anyway, I hope you guys like the pics <3
My new shirt and outfit!
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So, I'm reading 50 Shades of Grey..
It's definitely not a literary masterpiece by any means.
but. I'm hooked.
I finished the first book the day I picked it up, and started the second immediately after.
I can identify so much with the lead characters awkwardness..
and Oh. My. God. would I ever want to meet this Christian Grey.
It's like the author popped in my mind, took out my biggest fantasy and wrote a book out of it lol.
Other than thatttt..
We finally got the paper work finished for our new apartment.
We're moving in, in a week and a half and we haven't started packing yet lol.
Also, my new landlord said he's really close with the guy who owns a branch of banks in the new city
that branch is also hiring..
so he said he will contact him and get me an interview!!
$14.60 an hour starting out, with 2 weeks paid holidays.
YES PLEASE.
Anyway, I hope you guys like the pics <3
My nipples piercings are healing up so nicely!
The swelling is done, and they aren't sore anymore unless I accidentally bump them.
I'm so excited to be able to change the jewelry and put proper sized barbells in.
But that can't be for 2-3 months
I'm getting really excited to move,
we leave here in 2 and a half weeks.
I can't wait to get in that gorgeous apartment.. back in my home town.
I'm also really looking forward to be working again.
I'm dying to have some independence back.
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The swelling is done, and they aren't sore anymore unless I accidentally bump them.
I'm so excited to be able to change the jewelry and put proper sized barbells in.
But that can't be for 2-3 months
I'm getting really excited to move,
we leave here in 2 and a half weeks.
I can't wait to get in that gorgeous apartment.. back in my home town.
I'm also really looking forward to be working again.
I'm dying to have some independence back.
Facebook.
Wishlist.
Just got my nipples pierced!
They look a little silly right now.
He had to put in extra long barbells to accomedate the swelling.
I'm sitting here right now with no shirt and no bra on.
He told me to keep my bra on, it lessens the pain..
but the second I took my bra off, I felt 10000x better lol.
I've had my nose pierced on both sides, lips twice, eye brow and belly button..
this by far, was the worst.
Especially the second one, everything in your body is screaming "WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!"
but it's really only a split second of pain.
Now, my nipples are sore..
but I'm used to that because of "that time of month".
It feels almost the exact same.
I do think I need a drink though... fack lol.
Can't wait to see what they will look like all healed up with proper sized jewlery.
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They look a little silly right now.
He had to put in extra long barbells to accomedate the swelling.
I'm sitting here right now with no shirt and no bra on.
He told me to keep my bra on, it lessens the pain..
but the second I took my bra off, I felt 10000x better lol.
I've had my nose pierced on both sides, lips twice, eye brow and belly button..
this by far, was the worst.
Especially the second one, everything in your body is screaming "WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!"
but it's really only a split second of pain.
Now, my nipples are sore..
but I'm used to that because of "that time of month".
It feels almost the exact same.
I do think I need a drink though... fack lol.
Can't wait to see what they will look like all healed up with proper sized jewlery.
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Wishlist
I'm getting my nipples pierced tomorrow!
I didnt win the poker game but I lasted 5 hours
And tied for 5th out.
I played really really well so I'm not upset at all.
I got really excited about getting them pierced that I'm going to do it anyway.
No one wants me to get them done, not even my boyfriend
So tomorrow while everyone is at work,
I'm going to walk down to the place right beside my house and get them done.
I'm nervous about going alone but I know bringing someone won't make it any less painfull
And piercings are really only a split second of pain anyway.
Because I've had 2 done on the same day before I know the hardest part will be the 2nd one
Since I know exactly what to expect after having the first.
I'll post a picture of them tomorrow after I get them done
If they're not all gross and swollen lol
I didnt win the poker game but I lasted 5 hours
And tied for 5th out.
I played really really well so I'm not upset at all.
I got really excited about getting them pierced that I'm going to do it anyway.
No one wants me to get them done, not even my boyfriend
So tomorrow while everyone is at work,
I'm going to walk down to the place right beside my house and get them done.
I'm nervous about going alone but I know bringing someone won't make it any less painfull
And piercings are really only a split second of pain anyway.
Because I've had 2 done on the same day before I know the hardest part will be the 2nd one
Since I know exactly what to expect after having the first.
I'll post a picture of them tomorrow after I get them done
If they're not all gross and swollen lol
